Count my Blessings

A new year gift from my friend

Its 31 Dec now in M'sia for us and 30 Dec for Felix Zai in Orlando! Well, its last day of the year and what people usually do is to stop, ponder and look back what we've did throughout the year. Well, i would like to do the same thing as well as every year marks a significant meaning and impact in my life.

08 is my very first college life. Yeah...i had been struggling hard to stay alive for three simple reasons: 1)To get my degree in 3 years 2)Not to let my parents down 3)Prove that i can
Small town like Kuala Kangsar do have some common practice and gossipping, is one of them. Well, i dare to say that am quite famous in town for the reason that my parents owns a shop in the town. So yeah...everyone will be takling what is Mr.Mah's children is doing no matter where you go.

Its kinda scary actually as once there was a gathering in one of the boys' house and everything was fun and what not. But the next day, that boy's mum told the whole garden that i, Mah Chia Ying, went to his house because i LIKE her ugly fatty yucky son and wanted to CHASE after him!!! Arhhhh~~~and guess what, that very afternoon, the whole garden knew about it and asked my parents!!! Ya Allah....i rather be a nun than to like him la.

I really had fun time in college and had the chance to meet many interesting people as well. And you are one of them! (Yes, you~~!!) Had lots of first time experiance there as well. One of the best is when in Sem 1 during CCS lecture, class was started at 8am and i reach lecture hall at 9.30am and managed to get my attendance too~Lol...what a nice lecturer Mr.Anu is right? This is what i never did in my previous school life!! :p

Thankz to Eva and Mun Suet for bringing me to CYC and lead me closer to God. Of course not to forget all the special people i meet in CYC~!!!
The sporting and young at heart supervisor-CK, sentimental leader-Robin, kind hearted-Pui San, caring-Pui Kee, crazy-Ee Woon, lame guy-Nicholas, ever laughing-Florence, sampat yet nice one-Alden, model wana be-Isaac and much more!!
The camp, the feast and all the fun we had is always in my mind~ :)

Not to forget the CF-ers in Taylor's as well~!! The Bible study, praise and worship, fund raising and much more....its nice man!! Talking about CF, who will not know the very special friend of us who has the almost similar name with our president. ^^ Hahaha....God's creation to shape us up huh!

The trips with college mates too brighten up my life as well~Now my C Drive is loaded with lots of photos and the lack of space makes all the progress go slow and sometimes lag too. But who cares~~I won't delete all the memories we had in 2008!! Genting-Bukit Tinggi-Melacca....those photos have taken lots of GB in my disk. ^^

How can i NOT mention a very special friend i met this year? She is my first and last twin sister, Ms. Lai Chern Lin~!!! There is a saying from me to her "As Chern Lin is around, there will be no silent near the are!" Hahaha....yes, my life became more sound and interesting with her existence and i guess Ridzuan have the same feel as well. I think Mentari is missing her from Sep (rite..?) onwards as she goes to Ridzuan almost everyday to report herself!

"You guys are twin ar?" "No ar..." "You two really look alike" This is the golden phrase we heard over and over from Sem 1 onwards. From our classmates to lecturer, new friends in Taylor's to CYC, everyone is askingt the same question. I think we'r really a pair of long lost twins in 1989! Sama-sama failed GS and my 2nd lecturer for IPD~~TOng Xue, Arigato Guzaimaz De~!!! Am longing to live with you coming year and i know there will never be a quiet day in our unit then!!

Wow.....lots of memories to count for 2008~!!! Well, what's next for 2009? ^^

Happy New Year everyone!! Have a blessed year ahead~

Porcupine

Yeah~~I have a Porcupine already!!! Hahahah....its an early birthday present from both my jie jie and her bf. And she purposely bought it back from KL and send to my doorstep last night~Wohooo!!!! Jie Jie memang Jie Jie...always knows whats best for me! ^^

This very new friend of mine is a he (coz i want it to) and is kinda funky cause he has Pink spiky hair. And his body and hand are both in milk colour~~He comes with one lilttle pair of blue legs too!! Hahaha...he is so cute la~Pine Zai is his name and yes...its a very common name from me to him! And i think he likes it very much~~

He's a fat guy and likes to roll on my bed~Before i went to sleep yesterday, i place him on the corner of the bed to let him socialize with the other new friends. But when i woke up this morning, it roll to my leg and ter-touch me! Hahahha....he likes me, don't he?

With this very new species of him, my collection of soft toys has grown wider. ^^ Have i ever told ya that am a huge fan of soft toys? Hahaha...all my high school friends always scold me because of this. But well, who cares~~I LIKE IT!!! Hahahah

08 Christmas

Christmas is a season to wish, to give, to have fun and on top of that, having lots of surprises~!!! Well, my 08 Christmas Day was really a day with surprises and a reunion day for me and my high school friends. ^^

Yesterday i went to Taiping church for the service. And guess what, OMG....Mr.H is back!!! Arhhhh....imagine how surprise and paiseh i was went i saw him!!! After what had happened on Carnival Day and...yeah, i saw him in the church yesterday! I knew he recognized me (who won't if someone did somethg pian tai to you) but i quickly turned and walked away. He is really that Mr.Guy i tell you....He can sing very well gals~!!!! Owh....my heart really melted when i see him performing on the stage. *blush* Hahhaha....yes, i know i am miang~But who doesn't when that guy is him? My mum somehow attracted to his talent and wanted to talk to him after the service!!! OMG....imagine what would happend if she does had the chance? I'll sure dig a hole and stay at the core of the earth FOREVER!!! But luckily she didn't and i'm still here~@_@

Another surprise in the church was when i discovered that the new friend i added in FB was not really a NEW friend! I mean...i knew this guy long time ago and i knew his name too. But, who cares what is his surname/family name right? And he did changed so so so so MUCH since i saw him several years ago~ He became chubbier-not a bit that kind as he looks much more macho last time, his hair grew longer and he tied his hair for all his photo in FB!!! Ya Allah....how would i know that was him at the first place? I knew i overreacted when i looked, walked and turned away when you tried to talk to me several times. But....i really don't know how to react that time! Paiseh la....

My Christmas Day ended with the reunion with my dearly high school mates yesterday night. One of my friend really gave all of us a huge surprise when he came back from Singapore too see us!!! Oh my...who will thought that he'll purposely come back to celebrate Chrismas with us? Actually i was kinda reluctant to go out with them as i was exhausted with all the "surprises" in the morning. But since he purposely come back from Sg, so i went out to meet them for a while. Gosh...i will definately regret if i didn't go and meet them yesterday!

The sense of friendship and closeness is still there although some of us have not been meeting each other for one year! And i realized something....am still so manja with them. Hahahha....well, although am a January baby, but i am always the youngest to them~I just said that i wanted to take picture with the Santa hate wore by the waitress, they straightaway asked from the boss and took two for me and my friend to take picture! Hahahah...so nice right! Yeah...that's how simple and nice our friendship is~

That's all for 08 Christmas Day for me! And i did enjoyed it although there was some "accident surprise"~~@_@ Hahahha...Have a nice day everyone!!!

The Twelve Days of Christmas

I like this Christmas Carol very much since young as they have special gift for each day. Till today only i realize that it has two meanings-the surface and hidden one. While i just wanted to post this song and share with my dear friends, (yes, its You) i recieved Eva's mail explaining the very hidden meaning of the gifts. So here am i to share with you the meaningful and nicest Christmas Carol. ^^

On the first day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
A partridge in a pear tree. (Jesus Christ)

On the second day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Two turtle doves, (Old and New Testaments)
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the third day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Three French hens, (Faith, Hope and Love)
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the fourth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Four calling birds, (the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John)
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the fifth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Five golden rings, (the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament)
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the sixth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Six geese a-laying, (Six days of creation)
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the seventh day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Seven swans a-swimming, (sevenfold gifts of the Holy Spirit--Prophesy, Serving, Teaching, Exhortation, Contribution, Leadership and Mercy)
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the eighth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Eight maids a-milking, (eight beatitudes)
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the ninth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Nine ladies dancing, (the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit--Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness and Self-Control)
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the tenth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Ten lords a-leaping, (the ten commandments)
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the eleventh day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Eleven pipers piping, (eleven faithful disciples)
Ten lords a-leaping,
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the twelfth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Twelve drummers drumming, (the twelve points of belief in the Apostles' Creed)
Eleven pipers piping,
Ten lords a-leaping,
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree

Merry Christmas everyone!!! May you have a blessed year in 2009! ^^ (This is one of my "two and only" Christmas photo in 2008)

Moving On

Its been a year after graduating from high school. Yea...i am 19 this year and so do my fellow high school friends~This very year, 2008, has been a "growing year" for all 29 of us. Yes...don't feel shock as i came from a tiny lilttle high school.

I still remembered when we were about to graduate.....because of some conflict, we were divided into two groups. (paiseh to say, i am one of the group "leader"...like what i said, i can be very violent) But our aim for future was vague that time. Some of us want to further our studies and some of us want to work. That time i was really against their idea to work as for me, it was not a brilliant one.

But now...i think i've wrong. Seeing their life now, am glad that they actually didn't continue their studies as they know themselves better than anyone. Well....It is better to earn some pocket money than to fail in their studies rite?

For the working ones, they are making the best of their life. One of them are buying her own brand new Proton Saga, some are using the money earned to further their studies (which is a good news to me) and some are still struggling with life in the big city.

The rest of us are currently studying and i think i'm the most fortunate one as i have the longest holidays among them. Hahaha...who will think that i am having my 3months++ holidays and rotting in KK now~ Well, some of us chose to remain in Malaysia and some are in Taiwan now.

All of us are moving on with our own life and everyone is growing up. Well, am happy to see them success in their life either alone or with their pair. ^^ Gambateh guys~

17.12.08

Aunty Wana-Be
Aunty A: Gal ar gal (tis is how the Chinese aunties call me in the shop), i wana see this pot.
Aunty B: Gal ah, take that lip pallete for me.
Aunty C: Ah gal, i want a set of Body Shaping Corset.

After showing them ALL the things they want, guess what happen? It end up all the 3 aunties bought the very same thing!! Except for the pot that A bought, the rest of the items are count as "triplet". Whoa....see how strong one aunty can influence the other!! They just have to tell their friend that this very item is useful, cheap and nice (in thier own opinion of course), the rest of the friends will buy without any hesitation.

For the Body Shaping Corset, one set cost RM158 for one corset, pants and bra. So..Aunty C wana buy it and ask for L size. Ok...corset and pants of course both are L size. When i asked for her bra size, guess what Aunty C said? "Of course L size ah~!!" OMG....is this her first time buying inner wear? I mean...for bra is not S, M or L~Its according to numbers-32, 34,36...ect. Pengsanku...how do i know your L size is how big? Maybe 38, 40 ,42.....or smaller to 32?

Aihz....aunty ar aunty, spear me once please. Everything they want fast and fast~Please be more considerate...my legs are not long. :p Hahahha...ah well, now am becoming like them, gossip in my blog.

Grown-Up
Now only i realize i have to grow up and become someone's wife (maybe) in the future. Hahaha~!!! Why do i said so? Guess what i did yesterday....i cooked one of the dishes for dinner. Yes mam....i cooked.

Yea...i know many will say "OMG...is she a gal?" "I can cook ages ago and now only she said she learn to cook?" Yes, i am not a gal. And my future husband and children will suffer as they have to eat instant noodle or order for outside all the time. But...i dun care~~

My mum care instead! She force me to cook every opportunity she has. When i am learning, she will examine my every movement and tell me what sauce to put for what taste. OMG...its harder than doing IPD or what!!!

Guess i better marry a cook in the future in order to survive for my family. Ahaha
I can bake but i cant cook. @_@

Miss Lai
I think its pretty obvious that this is about our dearly friend, Miss Lai Chern Lin. Hahahha....Yes, i want to blog about her. As we know, she is in Taiwan currently and she has given me a task to do. Well, i am not that efficient enough as not all the addresses were sent to her on time.

So now, she has gone to some kpg place i guess, that internet connection is not that good or i doubt they even have it. And she cant check her mail and read the love lettersss i sent to her. Guess what she did? She called me yesterday!!!! Arhhhhh~~~I am so touch and thrill~!!!! Lai Chern Lin called from Taiwan on 18-12-08, 12:20am!!!!!! Hahahha...si ba po, i really missed her voice man~

After asking me to send her the addresses, she ended by saying:" One more thing....(and i tot is another mission for me), *take a short deep breath* GOOD NIGHT~!!!!" Hahahahha...Lai Chern Lin memang Lai Chern Lin! She never missed her crazy pattern and style~~

Well, am so glad that she called from another piece of land. Although its for her purpose :p, but who cares? :)

Opportunity

Sorry for the lack of update as i myself also don't know what to write for my blog.

Recently i got an email from a company saying that they are having audition searching for new talent. Well, as a curious person i asked for more details. And guess what, the guy asked me to send in my portfolio! Alamak.....

Now i am filling up the form and what the DU.....i really don't know much about myself!! @_@
The form requires my shoe/shirt/waist/hips/bra size.....yes, its bra or a better calling chest size. Haihz....i really don't know much about myself huh.

There's a colum requires me to write any speciality or experty in about myself. Oh tuhanku....what am i good in?

Given an opportunity but still i don't know what to write. @_@

Stars

谁说星星是远不可及？就因为你得不到所以才说“吃不到的葡萄是酸的”。
现在本小姐每一寸皮肤都布满了那红色的“小星星”，打破了人人口中说“星星是远不可及”的原理。
哎。。。我的自我安慰也还蛮兰一下嘛，红疹就红疹啦~什么小星星那么好听！很累很痛很无助啦。。。。。

告诉我你要什么形状？我身上布满了小星星，可以为你连成各种各样的形状~够特别吧！最近江沙这里流行一种名字超怪而且病症也超怪的疾病，叫做Chikungunya. 有够奇怪吧！

For more information about the disease, click here.

Update

Am back from a Family Camp in Penang which called Walk in Health. Yup, its a church camp and what we did there was totally diff from the usual camp i attended before. Well, sad to say...am not gaining much there as it was more to the healing (hurts, sicknesess) part. But then my family and i had a wonderful family gathering time there.

Our apartment was just beside the beach and i had the opportunity to soak my leg into the sea water. Oh gosh, it was really a good memory for me!! As some of you might know, my dad memang LARANG us to go near the beach since the Tsunami case...So, its been a looooong time am away from the beach and the sand. Well, i noticed something when am standing beside the beach, allowing the water to rinse through my leg.

Time flies just like the sand. When the sea water is moving away from the shore, it brings sands back to the sea. These tiny lilttle sands are just like our time. Every lilttle seconds and minutes will just pass without us noticing or even allow us, the owner, to give any permission for them. Time really flies very fast, real fast~

Am back now and going to KL tomorrow morning for another camp!! Hahah...sure Felix will scold "si ren tou". ^^ Well, its CrossOver Camp in Genting Highlands~~Muahahha...its Genting AGAIN!!! Its a 4 days 3 nights camp and i will be back on Monday. So, another round for me now~

Guys, do pray for me ya! Am not feeling well now and i have rash AGAIN and my whole body is aching when i move. But it didn't stop me from going for CrossOver~~^^ Hope that i'll get far more better, a speedy recovery tomorrow and go for the camp!

Am LaZy...

Ello....
Aiks...don't know what to write eh, coz i am so LAZY to update or even write anything.
Or put it in another way....i don't have anything to say or write, one word to describe me know "LAZY"!!!
Sorry la frens...am even lazy to chat in msn too. COz every time when we chat till kinda semangat, i will have to go and help my mum edy. Spoil my mood saja....So yeah, better don't on9.

Well, am going for a hair cut tomorrow and maybe i will have some mood to talk bout it later. Who knows rite~~

U BrigHtEn Me UP

Back to hometown was really nice and free. But then...i guess because too free edy, many things come into my mind and makes me emo. Every sing lilttle thing that happend around me can makes me feel uneasy and emo....Aiks, why happend to me edy? It is because i missed the assigs....No No....better NOT!!!

Like wat happend yesterday was really frust. Am a big fan of this actually, that's why whenever am back to hometown, it is a MUZ to eat it with my family. But then it is a MUZ as well to eat it in boxes and not in stick. So....late night at 10.30, i juz felt like eating it!! But then...in KK-my hometown, most of the shops are closed and they only sell ice-cream in stick in EVERY grocery shop!! @_@ We tried searching for 3 grocery shopssss (included 7-11), but non of them sell ice-cream in boxes!!! Arhhhh.....frust-nya~~Its just feel like the whole world is is beh song with me, that's why dun wana let me buy ice-cream.

Well, am a weirdo sometimes or mayb more to a pregnant lady..? Err...coz i dun wana buy ANY stick ice-cream where the whole wide world is selling and i just wan ice-cream in boxes! Hahha...yeah, am a weirdo! So...my parents end up buying a tiny lil box of another brand ice-cream just to smooth me.

Then this morning, am also quite mang zhang la...coz dun hv proper sleep. So am moody la. But then~~SOmeone's blog cheer me up!!! His such a cute big guy....after looking at his pics, i laugh non-stop till i have to stop my tears and control my volume as customer is coming. Well...this sweet big guy is non-other than the Zhi Lian Kuang-Jason~~Hahahah....you guys should check out this seriously!! No matter how moody you are, surely you will laugh your heart out when u saw all his pics~~Hahaha

Hey, thankz ya!! ^^

Crystal-Jun Travel Agency

Aloha~~Well, am back from another trip and this time i joined Crystal-Jun Travel Agency!! Its a nice and adventurous trip back there. And our tour guide for this trip is a fast walking one, i mean...seriously FAST that kind. C'mon la...where on earth got tour guide walk so fast untill the tourist don't have the time to see the tourist spot clearly kan? Well yeah, not too bad la her. :p

Well, this travel agency is kina uniqe and different from others. The day before our trip, we were having a feast at Crystal's house and we slept there.

So yeah, our destination this time is Melacca-The Historical City.

The next morning, we started our journey from pudu (a place where Jo-the KLIA kaki never been before) Boarded a bus at 10am and reached Melacca at 12++pm. Well, our tour guide just kena woke up by me after thousand of phone calls and we have to make our own way to the hotel.

We stayed in Baba House for this trip. Wow...i tell you, it is so Baba feel man~~Minus the tiny lil rat thg, overall its a nice place to stay! ^^After checking in, our tour guide reached at last.

So...its noon time and its is LUNCH time!! Melacca famous for what guys? Yes~~Chicken Rice Ball!!! So we made our way to this Hoe Kee Chicken Rice Rest and have to queue up!!! Gosh....so you know how famous this shop is~

Lunch for the day

Since we'r in Jonker Street, so its shopping time!

I bought two packs of dodol, Pandan and Durian flav, and the gals bought lots of other stuff too!

I tell you, Melaca is a super HOT place!!! I wonder how Chern Lin survived there...so geng man u! Well for comon sense, under the super hot sun of course a normal person will sweat like anything. So to cool ourselves down, its CENDOL time~!!! Wohooo~~But then never ask for durian flav Ok. I just pura-pura make it look nice and i think i DID IT!!! Hahaha

So yea...after all the food of course we were bloated up. Then its EXERCISE time~Our tour guide brought us to the...err..paiseh, i also duno what is that place call. Just know that we climb from low land to high mountain!!! ANd i discovered something.....i am OLD @_@ So so so tiring man....the stairs were so so so many and i juz cant see the edge! Oh well, abit bit exaggerated.

After showering and rest our legssss....its time to haunt for food AGAIN~~ We ate satay celup for our dinner and lots of junk food too that night!

Jonker Street is full of food and stuff. So all of us bought some souvenir and the obvious one is Jo's one. Well it is clear that she bought two SWORD back for her friend and we were one night SAMURAI~~

Since the night is still young, its so sayang to go back Baba House so early kan! So on our way to Geographer Bar or apa name, to have some drink. Well...looks like Crys and me shocked Jo and she shocked me as well~!! Hahah...i duno she dun drink beer and she doesn't know that i drank too. @_@ Ah well....i have lots of under covered secrets~~~Hahahaha

Next morning we woke up early and had our breakfast at Baba House and....Shooo~~Off we go back to KL! Well, its a really adventurous trip since we have to walk for the whole day, but i LIKE it!! Thankz gals for this fun trip~~

Love

Seriously, i need some correct definition for this word "love".
When someone mentioned this word, what was he/she thinking about?

From this duno where it says that:
Emotions --how we feel about each other
Ethics --how good or bad we are for each other
Joys --how much we satisfy or dissatisfy each other

So yeah....what's your definition?

WHen someone say "Love you" to u, normally u will feel very happy kan? Then why am i not feeling happy but sad? Thousands or rather millions of tears shed, it still hurts.
Why say "Love you" to me? What's his motive? What is he thinking when he spilt those words?

Does he loves me just because i promised to keep the secrets for him or he loves me from the bottom of his heart. When i think back what you did to me....all the goodness and stuff, is it from you your heart?
Send me back from far away land: no matter how far am i, once i call u, u sure come and fetch me.
When i'm hungry, sure will have food for me from you if i tell u.

I can't write anymore. Well....juz dun wana hear this word coming from you if it is for a purpose.


p/s: The reason for this post i shall keep it as a secret. Juz like he asked me to do so.

Itch

Arhhhh......Itchy Itchy Itchy~!!!!! My hands and legs are so so so so ITCHY~!!!

I dun wana scratch anymore leh~~ The biji biji thg is so active man.

Night i scratch, Day i also scratch.
When i wash my hand, it feels geli;
When i walk, my its very gatal too~!!!!

Hmmp....what can i do?

Maybe this?

I dun wana miss the coming trip. :(

Mutate

Ok good, now wat? After recovering from the flu and asthma, and now i am mutate-ing?!!! Ahhh....i dun wan!!! All these stupid crazy sickness, leave me alone plz~~Qiu Qiu eh......

Well guys, am now going through a hard and itchy time. Guess wat? Yesterday when i woke up at 1pm, my hand was full with tiny lil red water bubble and people named them "rash" which is skin eruption. Yeah...till yesterday late evening they still remain on my hand. And now, they are all over my hands and legs~!!!! Arhhhhh.....i dun wana mutate this way!! Cicak women, Snake lady or which kind of new species? I dun wan leh!!!! I juz wana be a normal person....*sob sob*

So yeah guys, seriously i need prayer now!!! Plz do pray for me ya.....

"Anniversary"

To Princess Eva and Ju Enn,
Sorry for the delay ya! I update now~~ Lol...

Well, am back to hometown now~Juz attended Bro Meng TUck's wedding....Oh gosh, seriously i wana get married!!! I tell you...when u get married, every burden will be carried by your husband (if he's a good man la of coz), and most important...NO ASSIGMENTS~!!!!! Hahahaha
Everything will be so bahagia man....seing the couple with lots of wishes from family and friends, hmm, they'll make a good family~~When i'm gona get married, i wan all those wishes as well~!! I dun wana khawin lonely like tat....so kelian la!

Ok....this is what happend to me yesterday. I am officially sick.....Haih, thought that am a hardcore gal can tahan many sleepless nitesssss~~Mana tau, i lost to my very own old sickness-Asthma. Haih....i never got an attack since last year November, during my class trip to Genting. So now it November too, i guess its an Anniversary to me...?

Well, it all started when i went to church. Maybe because am already weak with al the stress out assigs, "overturned" health condition, suddenly i cant breath. I juz cant breath.....then my eyes began to swollen till i juz see this world with a straight line, then my nose get stucked and eveything was juz get into a mess! Its very seksa i tell you....for over so man years u get my asthma attack, but then never once i felt like ending my life. I cant breath~!!!! My nose were stucked and my heart needs more oxygen. I breath through mouth and it was so so hard.....Its just like apregnat lady who eats two portion, one for the baby and one for herself. For me, i breath two portion too, one for my self and one for the heart to keep it continue pumping!!! Tao yan~~~No medicine works for me that time! If not because i wana get more excitement in my life, guess i've already ended my life la.....

Yesterday nite was just another sleepless night for me and i just duno why! I had serious headache and just rolled around the bed and merajuk myself there....feel so stupid la~Well, am 80% recovered edy now, luckily am back in hometown when i'm sick la. If in KL, i duno wat would happend to me. Oh ya....guess what stupid or scary dream i had last nite? I dreamt about Dr. Vijaya sending a message to my phone, saying that my esearch essay was a mess!!!! She wrote something like that..."I don't understand what are you trying to write, i will fail you if you don't have a good explaination" Oh my god....how scary it is to dream of her you know!!! I've ended my Sem 2 and now i dreamt of her??? Arhhhhhhh

OKla, till now for today! Am tired to think of proper sentence to update....Chiao for now!!!

Stressing Out

Assigments after assigments.....can i get through this Friday? Or in a more suitable word, can i SURVIVE till this Friday..? My brain cant function normally anymore, my handis typing and typing and typing, my eyes are swollen with dark eye circle and i am getting fatter and fatter as i just ate McD at 11pm yesterday! Mummy....i wana go home!!!!

Feel like marrying someone now. I rather be a yellow face lady who take cares of a football team of children, be my husband's slave, wash my in-laws' panties and do household chores than writing something which i do not familiar with!!! Why this sem is all about politics, media and stuff only? Where is the communication thing that was promised...? Haih....or maybe this is the basic and essential knowledge we gota have before doing anything in the field~~

Well, luckily not me alone who kena stress virus. My beloved roomate and another new "roomate" too stress like anything~Guess what we did last night? All of us are suppose to cont or start with our assig, but we end up "clubbing" in the living room! Lol....really very fun i tell you! We dance and dance and dance.....and that time was around midnight or something? Hmmm~~who cares!!!! As long as we didn't ter-wake out neighbours then its Ok~~

Luckily my housemate was not at home and we can do lots of crazy stuff and patternssss at home~~Hahahahah...imagine if she was here yesterday, i think she will straightaway kill us!!! Hahhahahaha....Well, i realise something yesterday! I can't dance at all~~!!!! Arhhhhhh....cacat right!!! They all dance like anything and i just laugh and laugh. I wanted to learn, but then my fats were too heavy for me to even move.....i feel OLD. :(

Assigsments are always making us doing crazy stuff~~~What next? Hehehe

Tell me WHY

Ok, this post may sound a bit offensive to some people, especially for the "bananas", for them who don't know Chinese. Ya, i know am kinda "going towards the West" (Chong Yang), but then am still PROUD of myself as a Chinese who can speak, listen, read and write Chinese ok. For what reason, i am a pure Chinese which study Chinese Private School~

I duno why lately am so frust about this English thing.....Is it because of after getting a F=FAIL for my Global Societies assig? Or is it because i cant understand what the lecturers were talking about lately? Or maybe simply because my English really BAD..??

Like today in IPD class, Mr. Justin was discussing something about some books, English titled one, that were banned in Malaysia or something like that. Then i noticed, i don't even know any of them! What makes me more frust is that, the whole class know and i don't know!!! What is going wrong here? Really pissed lo that time....We'r living in the same country, and they'r like knowing every single English thing and i don't even heard bout it before! Well, maybe i should see things from a different angle~

Do they ever know what is 水浒传(Outlaws of the Marsh)，三国演义（Romance of the Three Kingdoms)，孙悟空（Monkey King Sun Wukong)，红楼梦（A Dream of Red Mansions) and others? I don't think many of them will even know what are they! But then do they even care if they doesn't know? I dun think so!!! Cause for some of them, Chinese is NOTHING~They don't care a shit bout it! Well, that's fine with me. But then, must you look down on us, who can communicate in one more language than you? Tease and laugh at us when we don't know about your English thing?

Come on....look at yourself~You are a Chinese Ok! Who cares you speak, writes or ect...better than us, Chinese? You dont even know your mother tongue! Well of course, i salute those who wants to learn and curious about their own thing. Okay....i know its a gloablise society and we should learn more things and what not, but then I AM SO SE-TE-RESSSSS~!!!! Arhhhhhh......i can't afford to see what the whole wide world knows what is going on, and i don't know! But then...what they know is about thier English thing~~ Sounds so sarcastic right! But well, this is how i console myself when i am down!

Seriously, i HATE them when they say Chinese school student ALWAYS stick to their own group, which means the Chinese speaking group, and not wanting to mix around. So....you think that you guys DOESN'T stick to your own English ed group? Please la.....check with yourself first before you say others Ok! Don't always start with "No Offence" and then criticise us as if you are the BEST human group living in the world~Well, maybe i should start saying "No Offence" when looking down on you?

I wana say out loud that i don't care a shit thing about their society, but i can't! I just can't!!! The world works in this way, other than fitting myself in, what more can i do?

Us

These two days was really a great blast for us, especially me, as all of us are ter-sepit between all the workloadssss~~!!! Yesterday only i realised that, i've not been taking some "presentable" pictures, especially my ownself one. So yea....i took lots of picssss these two days! Hahahah~~But then all of them show one significant trait mark, my PANDA eye....@_@ Oh well, its so usual for me already to have them as my good fren, but then....some ppl still finds it unique in a way and scary for a human being to have such dark panda eyes.

Fine Dining, 30 October 08'

The Kuala Kangsar Tsung Wah's Sisters~~

May I? Hik~!! *Turn*

This pic was taken when two guys were passing by *Paiseh*

Its YOU~!!!

What> ^_P

Twin sis's bday, 31 October 08'
Red Box-ing

Well, for the bday part some pics are still in the princess's camera. So as soon as i get the pics, will upload them! And yea....the pics uploaded for the bday part is kinda blur coz of the poor resolution, i think. So accept them as what they are lo~~

Cheers~~!!! ^^

RIdzuan Soprano

Guess what just happened? No....is what HCH and i just did actually!!!! Hahaha~~

As assigs are stressing all of us now, we always do some extraordinary things to neutralise our mind and soul. Well, most of us prefer singing and indeed it helps alot! But since Chern Lin came to my place, she taught us one really 100%, money back guarantee tactic to release our stress. That unique tactic is SCREAMING from one block to another~!!!!!!! Hahahahahha....Its very FUN i tell you!

Just now i was out at the balcony getting some fresh air, then HCH came out and said "Dun peep on ppl again!" When i was JUST about to say that i did not peep on them, suddenly she ti yi that we scream Felix's name!!!! Arhhhhh~~~When on earth will HCH do such things? She is the most popular student who gets the Zhui Shou Huan Ying Tong Xue Jiang among us. But then, she just Ti Yi to do such thing, can you imagine that?

She counted 1,2,3 at the first time....but then i ter-laugh la~Cause am not use to do such thg wif HCH ok!!! Then she count for the second time...1,2,3 and both of us shouted Fe....LIX~~~!!!!! OMG....i cant believe that i ter-scream the Lix till that high pitch!!!! Both of us quickly squat and hide ourself up~~By the time we stand up, the 3 of them already at their balcony waiting for us to show ourself and scold up SAMPAT, Wu Liao~!!!! Hahahahhaha~~~~ I really cant tahan lo....Scream from Block B (my block) to Block A (Felix's block) is not the first time for me, but this time is super funny!!!! "At first no ppl one, then suddenly two heads POP OUT at the balcony" Lol~~Yea...that's us!!!

Felix described that he was in his room, then suddenly a SOPRANO voice "fe. LIX!!!!!" And the voice was very bright~~~Got echo somemore~~~!!!!Hahahhaha.....OMG, cant imagine what happends if the guard finds out that it is from our unit and come to knock at our door. SUre kena marah gao gao till into the swimming pool~!!!!

Eh....please bear with me k, coz nxt year i can't do this anymore! How to scream when we'r already staying together rite? Hahahahha~~ Will try to control ourseves then!!!

High School Musical 3

Everyone i tell you.....you should go and watch this movie!!! Seriously, a not to miss movie for you guys~~ Ok....some may said that it's a kid's movie, boring one....bla bla bla and what so ever, i DUN care~! If you don't watch it, you'll regret!!!

Well, what i like in this movie is the future, the relationships they portray through their lives. As this is the final year of their high school, so everyone has their own burdens to think of and future to persue as well. Its kinda emo la actually....all of us shed our tears during the movie. It reminds us of our high school, the things we've been through with our friends and stuff~~

Here's the lyrics of the song titled Can I Have This Dance. Personally, i like this song!! The lyrics are so touching~~Its a promise to your love one...how sweet~~!!!

Lyrics:
[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you€
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)

Can i have this dance x2

Here's the vide~:

Enjoy~~

Say Out Loud

At last i feel that am free from rushing assigs and presentations~!!! Yeah~~!!!!! Well...its just for one particular day only. Tomorrow i will be starting another assig which dues next week. I don't wana do last minute work ANYMORE as it is really super duper tired man!

Duno why, am already been trained to be quite productive when the due date is near and i know that this is so WORNG!!! How can i not feel anythg stress before the due date? Well, for this week....its really a hactic week. GS presentation on Wednesday and ML assig on today, Friday it self. This month really is a crazy month for most of the communication students as our assigs due date are near giler~~ And because of this, i've been TOTALLY 100% transform into a panda which do not dare to face herself in front of the mirror.

Let me count, in this month...have i been sleeping for up to 7 or 8 hours a day? I dun think so man....the longest is around 8 hours and that time was when i slept at 6.30am and woke up at 2pm! So yeah....wat's the difference of not having any rest when my time is already terbalik?

My internal organs are totally mess up now! I think my liver switch to the top, colonsss being straighten and the other parts also switch place with each other already. I felt so uncomfortable this few days man.....feels so strained after the work load. This morning i din even know that i picked up Diana's call and ANSWERED her!!! OMG....am living in my blur mode. Well, like what Ms. Nat asked on the carnival, "Is this the industry that you wana be?" Do i....? Answer-less for this question!! After passing up the assig and done the assigIT, i felt a sense of freedom for a while.

今天的天气好阴凉。一阵阵冷风不停的吹向我，刹那间让我想起你。想起那个喜好风的你~无论大事小事，开心或烦恼，只要风才是你最好的陪伴。好想你哦，我们大概有一年没见面了吧。你还是以前的那个你吗？那个时常在旁边扶持我，帮助我解决一切从琐碎到重大决定的朋友，现在过得还好吗？那天收到你的信息真的还蛮惊讶的！原来我们都没有忘记彼此。

朋友，今天的我已经长大许多了！我不再是两，三年前那个凡事都依靠你的小妹妹了，我变得坚强，会自己做决定，有自己的一套想法了。 你可以放心的结婚咯（应该是时候求婚了吧你~）！请帖记得一定不可以忘了我啊！

*是那阵风让我想起你。那瞬间我告诉自己，一定要把这一刻记载下来。

You reminds me of my brother. Hmm....its been about two weeks we din really chat through phone. Yeah...although he came to see me on the carnival that day itself, but then we din really have time to chat la. While i was wondering whether to call my bro or not cause i duno how to start the conversation and scare Edward's bro-AWKWARD will be there, he called me!!! Arhhhh~~~OMG....for so long my bro din call me and when i ter-think of him, he called and chat with me!!! Wohooo~~so happy man!!! ^_^ Actually is more to touched la......Hehe

Well, i have something to share with u guys after reading an email concerning some love thing. However, i see it through an assig prespective~Lol....too much of assig edy! Well, here it goes~

如果真诚是一种伤害, 我选择谎言;

If honesty is a kind of harm, then i'll choose to lie;

如果谎言一种伤害, 我选择沉默;

If lying is a kind of harm, then i'll choose to keep quiet;

如果沉默是一种伤害, 我选择离开

If keeping queit is a kind of harm, then i'll choose to leave.

如果失去是苦，你怕不怕付出,

If loosing something is painful, do u scare to pay the price,

如果迷乱是苦，你会不会选择结束,

If getting lost is suffering, will you choose to end it,

如果追求是苦，你会不会选择执迷不悟,

If persuing is hard, will you remain impenitent,

如果分离是苦，你要向谁倾诉,

If parting is painful, who will you pour out to,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚, 好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

We only see things clearly after that, and most of it are not that hard as we think as it is!!!

Figure out the meanings urself k~!!!

So yeah....it'll gona be "room alone" for this two nights~!!! My roomate went back to hometown for about 4 days i guess and twin pulak went back for 5 days!!! So they sekaligus went back and left me ALONE here in Ridzuan for 9 DAYS~!!!! HCH....ur bear gona SUFFER~~Ngek ngek.....

Nevermind, i still having Lix Lix here to teman me~Heng!! Tomorrow is a movie day for High School Musical 3 in Pyramid!!! Wohooo~~Cant wait for it!!! My handsomes and prettyssss are waiting for me~~Hahahha

Ok, its bed time now! Someone's bear is calling me already, gtg~Chiao guys!!