U BrigHtEn Me UP

Back to hometown was really nice and free. But then...i guess because too free edy, many things come into my mind and makes me emo. Every sing lilttle thing that happend around me can makes me feel uneasy and emo....Aiks, why happend to me edy? It is because i missed the assigs....No No....better NOT!!!

Like wat happend yesterday was really frust. Am a big fan of this actually, that's why whenever am back to hometown, it is a MUZ to eat it with my family. But then it is a MUZ as well to eat it in boxes and not in stick. So....late night at 10.30, i juz felt like eating it!! But then...in KK-my hometown, most of the shops are closed and they only sell ice-cream in stick in EVERY grocery shop!! @_@ We tried searching for 3 grocery shopssss (included 7-11), but non of them sell ice-cream in boxes!!! Arhhhh.....frust-nya~~Its just feel like the whole world is is beh song with me, that's why dun wana let me buy ice-cream.

Well, am a weirdo sometimes or mayb more to a pregnant lady..? Err...coz i dun wana buy ANY stick ice-cream where the whole wide world is selling and i just wan ice-cream in boxes! Hahha...yeah, am a weirdo! So...my parents end up buying a tiny lil box of another brand ice-cream just to smooth me.

Then this morning, am also quite mang zhang la...coz dun hv proper sleep. So am moody la. But then~~SOmeone's blog cheer me up!!! His such a cute big guy....after looking at his pics, i laugh non-stop till i have to stop my tears and control my volume as customer is coming. Well...this sweet big guy is non-other than the Zhi Lian Kuang-Jason~~Hahahah....you guys should check out this seriously!! No matter how moody you are, surely you will laugh your heart out when u saw all his pics~~Hahaha

Hey, thankz ya!! ^^

Crystal-Jun Travel Agency

Aloha~~Well, am back from another trip and this time i joined Crystal-Jun Travel Agency!! Its a nice and adventurous trip back there. And our tour guide for this trip is a fast walking one, i mean...seriously FAST that kind. C'mon la...where on earth got tour guide walk so fast untill the tourist don't have the time to see the tourist spot clearly kan? Well yeah, not too bad la her. :p

Well, this travel agency is kina uniqe and different from others. The day before our trip, we were having a feast at Crystal's house and we slept there.

So yeah, our destination this time is Melacca-The Historical City.

The next morning, we started our journey from pudu (a place where Jo-the KLIA kaki never been before) Boarded a bus at 10am and reached Melacca at 12++pm. Well, our tour guide just kena woke up by me after thousand of phone calls and we have to make our own way to the hotel.

We stayed in Baba House for this trip. Wow...i tell you, it is so Baba feel man~~Minus the tiny lil rat thg, overall its a nice place to stay! ^^After checking in, our tour guide reached at last.

So...its noon time and its is LUNCH time!! Melacca famous for what guys? Yes~~Chicken Rice Ball!!! So we made our way to this Hoe Kee Chicken Rice Rest and have to queue up!!! Gosh....so you know how famous this shop is~

Lunch for the day

Since we'r in Jonker Street, so its shopping time!

I bought two packs of dodol, Pandan and Durian flav, and the gals bought lots of other stuff too!

I tell you, Melaca is a super HOT place!!! I wonder how Chern Lin survived there...so geng man u! Well for comon sense, under the super hot sun of course a normal person will sweat like anything. So to cool ourselves down, its CENDOL time~!!! Wohooo~~But then never ask for durian flav Ok. I just pura-pura make it look nice and i think i DID IT!!! Hahaha

So yea...after all the food of course we were bloated up. Then its EXERCISE time~Our tour guide brought us to the...err..paiseh, i also duno what is that place call. Just know that we climb from low land to high mountain!!! ANd i discovered something.....i am OLD @_@ So so so tiring man....the stairs were so so so many and i juz cant see the edge! Oh well, abit bit exaggerated.

After showering and rest our legssss....its time to haunt for food AGAIN~~ We ate satay celup for our dinner and lots of junk food too that night!

Jonker Street is full of food and stuff. So all of us bought some souvenir and the obvious one is Jo's one. Well it is clear that she bought two SWORD back for her friend and we were one night SAMURAI~~

Since the night is still young, its so sayang to go back Baba House so early kan! So on our way to Geographer Bar or apa name, to have some drink. Well...looks like Crys and me shocked Jo and she shocked me as well~!! Hahah...i duno she dun drink beer and she doesn't know that i drank too. @_@ Ah well....i have lots of under covered secrets~~~Hahahaha

Next morning we woke up early and had our breakfast at Baba House and....Shooo~~Off we go back to KL! Well, its a really adventurous trip since we have to walk for the whole day, but i LIKE it!! Thankz gals for this fun trip~~

Love

Seriously, i need some correct definition for this word "love".
When someone mentioned this word, what was he/she thinking about?

From this duno where it says that:
Emotions --how we feel about each other
Ethics --how good or bad we are for each other
Joys --how much we satisfy or dissatisfy each other

So yeah....what's your definition?

WHen someone say "Love you" to u, normally u will feel very happy kan? Then why am i not feeling happy but sad? Thousands or rather millions of tears shed, it still hurts.
Why say "Love you" to me? What's his motive? What is he thinking when he spilt those words?

Does he loves me just because i promised to keep the secrets for him or he loves me from the bottom of his heart. When i think back what you did to me....all the goodness and stuff, is it from you your heart?
Send me back from far away land: no matter how far am i, once i call u, u sure come and fetch me.
When i'm hungry, sure will have food for me from you if i tell u.

I can't write anymore. Well....juz dun wana hear this word coming from you if it is for a purpose.


p/s: The reason for this post i shall keep it as a secret. Juz like he asked me to do so.

Itch

Arhhhh......Itchy Itchy Itchy~!!!!! My hands and legs are so so so so ITCHY~!!!

I dun wana scratch anymore leh~~ The biji biji thg is so active man.

Night i scratch, Day i also scratch.
When i wash my hand, it feels geli;
When i walk, my its very gatal too~!!!!

Hmmp....what can i do?

Maybe this?

I dun wana miss the coming trip. :(

Mutate

Ok good, now wat? After recovering from the flu and asthma, and now i am mutate-ing?!!! Ahhh....i dun wan!!! All these stupid crazy sickness, leave me alone plz~~Qiu Qiu eh......

Well guys, am now going through a hard and itchy time. Guess wat? Yesterday when i woke up at 1pm, my hand was full with tiny lil red water bubble and people named them "rash" which is skin eruption. Yeah...till yesterday late evening they still remain on my hand. And now, they are all over my hands and legs~!!!! Arhhhhh.....i dun wana mutate this way!! Cicak women, Snake lady or which kind of new species? I dun wan leh!!!! I juz wana be a normal person....*sob sob*

So yeah guys, seriously i need prayer now!!! Plz do pray for me ya.....

"Anniversary"

To Princess Eva and Ju Enn,
Sorry for the delay ya! I update now~~ Lol...

Well, am back to hometown now~Juz attended Bro Meng TUck's wedding....Oh gosh, seriously i wana get married!!! I tell you...when u get married, every burden will be carried by your husband (if he's a good man la of coz), and most important...NO ASSIGMENTS~!!!!! Hahahaha
Everything will be so bahagia man....seing the couple with lots of wishes from family and friends, hmm, they'll make a good family~~When i'm gona get married, i wan all those wishes as well~!! I dun wana khawin lonely like tat....so kelian la!

Ok....this is what happend to me yesterday. I am officially sick.....Haih, thought that am a hardcore gal can tahan many sleepless nitesssss~~Mana tau, i lost to my very own old sickness-Asthma. Haih....i never got an attack since last year November, during my class trip to Genting. So now it November too, i guess its an Anniversary to me...?

Well, it all started when i went to church. Maybe because am already weak with al the stress out assigs, "overturned" health condition, suddenly i cant breath. I juz cant breath.....then my eyes began to swollen till i juz see this world with a straight line, then my nose get stucked and eveything was juz get into a mess! Its very seksa i tell you....for over so man years u get my asthma attack, but then never once i felt like ending my life. I cant breath~!!!! My nose were stucked and my heart needs more oxygen. I breath through mouth and it was so so hard.....Its just like apregnat lady who eats two portion, one for the baby and one for herself. For me, i breath two portion too, one for my self and one for the heart to keep it continue pumping!!! Tao yan~~~No medicine works for me that time! If not because i wana get more excitement in my life, guess i've already ended my life la.....

Yesterday nite was just another sleepless night for me and i just duno why! I had serious headache and just rolled around the bed and merajuk myself there....feel so stupid la~Well, am 80% recovered edy now, luckily am back in hometown when i'm sick la. If in KL, i duno wat would happend to me. Oh ya....guess what stupid or scary dream i had last nite? I dreamt about Dr. Vijaya sending a message to my phone, saying that my esearch essay was a mess!!!! She wrote something like that..."I don't understand what are you trying to write, i will fail you if you don't have a good explaination" Oh my god....how scary it is to dream of her you know!!! I've ended my Sem 2 and now i dreamt of her??? Arhhhhhhh

OKla, till now for today! Am tired to think of proper sentence to update....Chiao for now!!!

Stressing Out

Assigments after assigments.....can i get through this Friday? Or in a more suitable word, can i SURVIVE till this Friday..? My brain cant function normally anymore, my handis typing and typing and typing, my eyes are swollen with dark eye circle and i am getting fatter and fatter as i just ate McD at 11pm yesterday! Mummy....i wana go home!!!!

Feel like marrying someone now. I rather be a yellow face lady who take cares of a football team of children, be my husband's slave, wash my in-laws' panties and do household chores than writing something which i do not familiar with!!! Why this sem is all about politics, media and stuff only? Where is the communication thing that was promised...? Haih....or maybe this is the basic and essential knowledge we gota have before doing anything in the field~~

Well, luckily not me alone who kena stress virus. My beloved roomate and another new "roomate" too stress like anything~Guess what we did last night? All of us are suppose to cont or start with our assig, but we end up "clubbing" in the living room! Lol....really very fun i tell you! We dance and dance and dance.....and that time was around midnight or something? Hmmm~~who cares!!!! As long as we didn't ter-wake out neighbours then its Ok~~

Luckily my housemate was not at home and we can do lots of crazy stuff and patternssss at home~~Hahahahah...imagine if she was here yesterday, i think she will straightaway kill us!!! Hahhahahaha....Well, i realise something yesterday! I can't dance at all~~!!!! Arhhhhhh....cacat right!!! They all dance like anything and i just laugh and laugh. I wanted to learn, but then my fats were too heavy for me to even move.....i feel OLD. :(

Assigsments are always making us doing crazy stuff~~~What next? Hehehe

Tell me WHY

Ok, this post may sound a bit offensive to some people, especially for the "bananas", for them who don't know Chinese. Ya, i know am kinda "going towards the West" (Chong Yang), but then am still PROUD of myself as a Chinese who can speak, listen, read and write Chinese ok. For what reason, i am a pure Chinese which study Chinese Private School~

I duno why lately am so frust about this English thing.....Is it because of after getting a F=FAIL for my Global Societies assig? Or is it because i cant understand what the lecturers were talking about lately? Or maybe simply because my English really BAD..??

Like today in IPD class, Mr. Justin was discussing something about some books, English titled one, that were banned in Malaysia or something like that. Then i noticed, i don't even know any of them! What makes me more frust is that, the whole class know and i don't know!!! What is going wrong here? Really pissed lo that time....We'r living in the same country, and they'r like knowing every single English thing and i don't even heard bout it before! Well, maybe i should see things from a different angle~

Do they ever know what is 水浒传(Outlaws of the Marsh)，三国演义（Romance of the Three Kingdoms)，孙悟空（Monkey King Sun Wukong)，红楼梦（A Dream of Red Mansions) and others? I don't think many of them will even know what are they! But then do they even care if they doesn't know? I dun think so!!! Cause for some of them, Chinese is NOTHING~They don't care a shit bout it! Well, that's fine with me. But then, must you look down on us, who can communicate in one more language than you? Tease and laugh at us when we don't know about your English thing?

Come on....look at yourself~You are a Chinese Ok! Who cares you speak, writes or ect...better than us, Chinese? You dont even know your mother tongue! Well of course, i salute those who wants to learn and curious about their own thing. Okay....i know its a gloablise society and we should learn more things and what not, but then I AM SO SE-TE-RESSSSS~!!!! Arhhhhhh......i can't afford to see what the whole wide world knows what is going on, and i don't know! But then...what they know is about thier English thing~~ Sounds so sarcastic right! But well, this is how i console myself when i am down!

Seriously, i HATE them when they say Chinese school student ALWAYS stick to their own group, which means the Chinese speaking group, and not wanting to mix around. So....you think that you guys DOESN'T stick to your own English ed group? Please la.....check with yourself first before you say others Ok! Don't always start with "No Offence" and then criticise us as if you are the BEST human group living in the world~Well, maybe i should start saying "No Offence" when looking down on you?

I wana say out loud that i don't care a shit thing about their society, but i can't! I just can't!!! The world works in this way, other than fitting myself in, what more can i do?