Saturday, August 30, 2008
Emerge 2008
Well, what i really wana blog about is that, i saw my church's youth there!!! OMG....for so long didn't see him, he is still so charming, handsome, outstanding, cute, creative, talented...ect!! Oh, No..No...i mean he is MORE of ALL THE ABOVE! Hahhaha...he is really chun, ok?!! My oh my...i lost control lo when i saw his face on the video clip. What more embarrassing is......ZY knows his name!!! Ahhhh.....OMG, let him found out my secret tim!! But luckily he duno who am i lo...coz we were not close at all last time. Hahahha...so no worries. What shocked me more is that...he is still having the passion for God just like old days and he is involving in GOd's work and being acitve in it. Well, he still holds the charm. Ahahaha....Ok, enough about him.
Another suprise is that i saw my pastor's son, Ernest, also!! Oh well...he is the same too. Cool and good-looking too la. Well, i didn't went up so say "Hi" to both of them...coz duno what to talk and i'm not close with them la. The most kesian thing is...i dun think they remember me lo!!! Hahahh...well, i am Ms. Perak btw.
Well...what i like about this conference is that, we held hands and prayed for one another and also for our college. I like to pray like this lo actually, coz i get to sense the unity among us, Christians, and the warmth from the heart. Its like receiving sincere blessings from one another and i can feel that The Lord is working among us when we unite in our praying, having the same purpose to pray for by holding hands. Hmm...if i'm not mistaken, we did this also during CYC Encounter God camp. It was marvellous i tell you! Praying among family members, friends, youths, pastors or whoever it is....pray with hands together can really make things work. This is what i feel~~
OKla, got to get some rest and sleep d. I am turning myself into panda d....Well, it was a fun nite with great experiance and memories!! ^^
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Hate to WAIT anymore!!!
Waiting for a hug or for his food? Be patient....
I tell you how i feel from the very beginning to the end. My fren always ajak me eat dinner with her, of coz i am very happy la!! Coz we are the BEST jie mei during high school. Then when the time comes, i will have to wait for her for almost half and hour to 45 minutes....EVERY time Ok!!! And it is Dinner time!! I tell you....a hungry man is an angry man, totally agree with it!!! I've already had this experiance for about 5-6 times, yes....not more than 10 and this is my limit lo!! Waiting is always suffering Ok......
Juz like waiting at the end of the bridge, for no one......And you know wat, days before....she ajak me makan again la. Since i was alone and wondering what to eat, so was happy and agree la! This time i was clever enough, not to wait downstair alone for her. COz i dun wana look like a "just break-off" person standing alone there again. Mana tau i waited untill the time past about 20 minutes already and she did not call me!!! Wow....so stress lo i tell you. For a normal case, i sure will call untill my fren's phone pecah de lo!! But she din even call me~~ So sad lo.....Actually i dun wana talk bad bout her since she always teman me makan when am alone. But just now, ya...i mean just now, it happend again!!!
Huh...so stress lo!! I came bck from CF and found out that my roomate "isolate" herself again for assig, so i call this fren and she said she WANTS to teman me la. So...Oklo, i wait for her downstair. I started to wait from 7.50 to 8.17!!!! OMG....i am so gona scream lo that time. Imagine...people are stuffing hot food into their stomach while i am sittinf there acompanied by the cold wind! Guess that's what they alays meant by "eat north-west wind" huh....I tell you, i told myself that i am so gona went bck my room and starve for the rest of the day if she is not coming down at 8.15! Mana tau tau...i waited untill 8.17, she called and asked where am i. Huh....speechless la!!!
Wat more can i said other than asked her "why are you late?"
Lesson Day
Princess, i am waiting for ur strict lesson tomorrow. Oh ya....if i ter-wrong, plzzzz dun scold me ya! I have a fragile heart. Hahhaha...Ok, will update ASAP when i had my very first lesson tomorrow! So, catch up ya!!
Monday, August 25, 2008
A tiny lil sunshine?
Ok...sambung~~
At first i think i will be happy again when my stomach is full, especially when it is full of sushi. Hahaha....tat was so berani i tell you. I went to pyramid and had my dinner with Mann, Mann's sis and Wen Yang. I tell you...tat time i dun even started my ML thg lo!!! Dun even had a glance of the news.....Hahhaa...sorry la Chern Lin, too stress d. Gota go out for a while! Manatau...by the time i came bck, it was already 10.30 and i am just going to start reading my news!! OMG...i am so berani! But then....so stress lo~~Have to read the news and also the ML readings....U guys oso noe how stress kan?
But now i think i'm Ok edy la....COz u know wat? Nicholas sang to me!! Ahahah...tis lame guy, cant imagine that he also have his own way to console stress ppl. Yeah....hv to admit that he is trying very hard to sing with his sexy voice la~~Hahaha....Thankz Nicholas. This is my first time a lame guy sang to me for the sake of comforting me. Hahahah....wat a unique way.
Okla....my ML is done liao, i guess so. So....should i go to bed or eat? Am feeling hungry edy la....coz laugh too much just now~~@_@
Saturday, August 23, 2008
雨天
我的晴天娃娃呢?
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Twins, Kembar, 孪生!!!
First day of orientation, FIRST day ok! People already asked whether Chern Lin and I are twin sisters or not. I tell you...her name is Lai Chern Lin, i am Mah Chia Ying, she lives in Melaka, i live in Perak, she was born on 31 Oct 1989 and mine was 13 Jan 1989!! What more important is that, We NEVER met with each other BEFORE!!! And now, for over 19 years, almost EVERYONE says that WE ARE KEMBAR~~!!!! Mamamia.....@_@
At first, i thought it was just some lame jokes from college students. Cause i look in the mirror over and over again, look at the pictures we took over and over again, and i cant find any twins thing between us!! Okla...just the hair. That's it!!!
In first semester, i have lost count of the people who said that we are TWINS. I tell you....some of them even ter-shock, yes, is TERKEJUT when there was once, we wore the Taylor's t-shirt to coll for presentation. "Wow~~Don't shock me la u guys!!" What??? This is my well-known conversation to all my twins friends back in high school!! And now this is what i heard in Taylor's here.....*Pengsanku*
Then now is my 2nd semester. Guess what? Ms. Usha glanced through us that day, then she was a bit bit shocked and said :" You two look alike" Than my reaction was straightaway pengsan infront of her! "No...Just one glance. Actually not very lar, just....haha" This is what she continued. Wow....Don't scare me wei~~ Untill Ms. Usha also says like that! Wei, Lai Chern Lin, are you my loooooong lost sista??
Then today, i mean just now, during Malaysian Studies class, a sem 1 gal name Catherine, look at me and Chern Lin shockly!!! Yes...her face shows one word, SHOCK!!! "Are you guys twins?" At that time, both of us were too immune with this twin topic liao. So one of us says YES, and one of us says NO! And she was....BLUR~~Hahahha...sorry la gal.
Eh, Lai Chern Lin, i think we should find a TWIN brothers as our boyfriend or maybe husband also! Then...it will be very TWIN!!! Hahahahaha
Monday, August 18, 2008
释放
其实在去生活营之前,我就一直很盼望在这件事上有所解决,好让我不用再烦恼下去。Mana tau tau....我真的得到心理上的安慰,因为我知道,我并不是一个人在独自面对,我有整个Heart 6在支持我,我有神在帮助我!这一次的camp使我第一次真正感受到Holy Spirit....Wow~~我跟你说,那个感觉真的是超棒的! 试想想。。。在云顶一个这么冷的地方,站在原地纯粹的祷告,然后你感觉到一种热能充满整个身体。那个感觉是很真实~!
Deborah Evangeline Gan Mei Hui, thankz for everything! Hundreds and millions of Thankyou is not enough to express my gratitude! Oh ya...the bible verse that you gave me, i was searching long enough for it~!!! Xie Xie.....Give you a HUGE Kiss here la~M..U..A..C..K..S..S..S~~!!!!! Love ya always~!!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Awesome Blast~!!!
Its all worth it because i encounter You
Energy is Drain off, Body is Exhasuted
I am happy because i feel You
Hands are tired, Legs are Tired out
It feels great as i get to dance in Your presence
Mind is Rejuvenated, Soul is Revived
Thankz to CYC's Encounter God Camp
Ok, this is my very first English poem which sounds ciaciat yet this is what i really meant. Just came back from Peace Heaven, which is 1km from Genting Highland, attending the Encounter God Camp organised by FGA CYC (Chinese Youth Church). OMG...it was really an awesome camp!!! I never expect that i will gain so much there.
First of all, i want to thank Eva and Mun Suetfor inviting me to this camp. If not for them, i am still being tied up of all the problems. Not forgetting, the most important group, HEART 6!!! They really let me felt like a family and take much care of me.
Leader-Robin Ooi, Ass Leader-Yi Woon and Charlie, Group Member-Eva, Dennis, Chern Lin, Alan, Pui San, Pui Kee, Jasmine, June and Me. Gosh...we really form a great team right? We start from stranger, shy and unfamiliar, to good team members and more than that, cooperative and unite. Thankz to goodness of God!!
4 Praise & Worship sessions and i cried in all of them...Yeah, i really touched by Him. My worries and doubts are now lesser, i should say, and i feel much more lighter and comfortable. Franklly speaking, at first i thought i was just another ordinary camp, where everyone is speaking in Chinese, including the God's word which i am not familiar with as i grew up in a English church! When i went to CYC service last Saturday, i was so lost and unconnected as i don't the connection and the "click" in Chinese services. I've even thought of changing to English session, following Benny or Julia...maybe? Hahah...well, now that i've understand. In His kingdom, language is not an obstruction, what more important is our heart and attitude.
Well...here i want to congrats June for getting his very own first bible and mange to speak in tongue!!! Wohooo~~~Bravo! *Clap Clap* Congrats to Chern Lin too as she get to know more about Christianity and know more friends. Eva, guess that you do recieved ur own blessing too rite? Jasmine, congrats for able to feel the Holy Spirit! I felt it as well~!! ^_^ Dennis, i salute you for the courage of your sharing. Alan, you speake to us...at last~Pui San, glade that you managed to open up your heart to share your thouhts. Pui Kee, i see you've been touched by Him too! Congrats to you as well~~Charlie, thankz for the lighting...it was indeed very owesome!! Yi Woon, don't feel regret or lack of something for being one of the committee, you've done a bood job gal! Robin the leader and musician, gosh...it must be very tiring for you right? Can tell from your sickness. Well, you've lead us well and worship well too. I can see you felt something too at the end of the service^^ CK, the busy man as well....lead in worship and guide our group through the camp. Bravo you two! Oh ya...thankz to you guys for always saving the very front row to Heart 6!!! It really meant a lot to me!!
Well i luv ya guys~!!! Keep in touch ya! Muacks and may God bless you!!!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Phobia of XXXXL
First, never ever be a ham sap guy. No matter how good looking, charming or having electricity eyes, sharp nose, sexy lips and whatsoever, IF he is "saou wet"....i am so going to hate him till the end of the day.
Second, asap is a big NO NO in my entire life. Again, no matter how good looking, caring, rich, muscular he is, IF he smoke....than there will be less or no connection between us. That's why i don't really like my jie mei's bf...coz they all SMOKE!!!
This time...i duno why. Maybe i went to Gland Eagles (spelling a bit cacat) before, or maybe i miz with Nazihah too much d, her mum's patient is what i scare most. Nah...its human nature to be scare k? But thank God la....i think its all over now. Everything seems to be His plan today...yea, the phone call from my roomate, Max, Jolyn, who comes for the rescue. Hahahha...i am so cruel now.
Chern Lin and GG, i know why i look so pale today. First, it is because...yea, u guys knew it. Second, coz i din sapu the color lip balm la....i should have do that to not to scare u guys kan. Third, LCS is not big...so will happend anything at anytime, will ter-see anyone, will....ya, so have to be cautious la. Forth, i don't have a bodyguard?? Hahahha....this is lame.
Ok, enough for blogging. I am so gona cry if i cant manage to answer the quizz for RFP tomorrow and also cant have enough time to pack my baju for tomolo's camp.
p/s: Tian Liang, dun laugh so loud after reading this. ^^
Monday, August 11, 2008
I am a Bad Instructor
Kesian my mum la...she called me just now, asking me something bout using the Internet Explorer as she wants to check her mail from HQ. Guess what, i am so frus lo!!! I already tell her which button, where and how to click, what to type, but she still can so blur man. Okla... admit that i was not patient enough to explain the steps to her la. Haih...feel so bad lo! And you know what, my mum didn't even raise her voice, she just talk to me in patient~Walao....feel more bad!!! How can i treat her like that??!!! Arrgghhhh
That's why my aunt said that i have the chance to be rich, just that ,y temper don't allow me to do so. While waiting for the degree intake last year, i had bout 4 months time to go to Muar and take up a job as a piano teacher to the tiny lil kids. But i don't want lo....Imagine :
If the tiny lil kid is so NOT SENSITIVE to music, don't have ANY INTEREST in it, cry after you ter-raise your voice, force by their parents to learn, wanting to learn to fly before knowing how to stand still, LAZY, the parents are questioning you why that their children is still learning the same song for 2 weeks berturut-turut, wants their children to play like Maksim after taking up lesson for just ONE MONTH....and the list goes on.
What i imagine is SO SO SO true as these are what i saw from my teacher's experiance. Stress gilar lo i tell you~~!!!! This is stress-er than you work with a boss la....course being a piano teacher, your boss is the tiny lil kid and thier parents! If they have any "3 long 2 short" than the parents will haunt for you.
Having not much patient is not a good thing man...Coz if u ter-raise your voice and ter-make someone angry at you, than what's the point, right? But then....i am a good student~Hehehehhe....I am always eager to learn new things and i am not eager to teach ppl long long time as i will get geram. Hahahah
Sunday, August 10, 2008
The First CYC Night
The first song, which lead by Pastor Jonathan (correct?) was "Let Your Spirit Come" (降下你神灵). This song really touched my heart and i sobbed for a little while. This particular song reminded me of my tiny lil church in K.Kangsar, which lacks worship leader and i played this song in last year's Christmas. Oh my....i can still clearly remember how susah we practiced that time, and that was my very first time worshiping in church without any guidence. Haih...that's why i am so desperate in learning guitar and picking up some extra piano lessons. Okla~~Enough for the emo thing.
So, after the service, we saw Benny~!!!! Hehehe....he was attending the English service upstair and i bet the servoce just ended not long ago also. After the service, all of us (CK's cell group members) went to a mamak restaurant and had our supper. As i was still consider a new comer to them, so CK was good enough to pay for my food~!!! Thankyou~!!!
Okla...that's all for now. I am super duper tired and need some rest and sleep deperately!! Oh ya...To Chern Lin : I might be meeting Owen Yap tomorrow~~Hahaha...bt my brother said he won't be there la. Hmm...so just wait and see la! Hehehe....Good nite everyone!!! Muacks~~
Friday, August 8, 2008
A very Sibeh Discrimination Against Chinese Schools Students
"" is what banana said, () is what I say
BANANA said
"i even told my parents that im not against chinese education..its just that most chinese medium school pupils dont fare well in their english subject and also speaking in english..unlike singaporeans, altho mandarin is compulsory to all, but they still speak both good english and good mandarin means like malaysian chinese school students always converse in chinese ONLY most of the time which does not give them the avenue to practice conversing in english."
I say,
(who tells you so? who said sinagporeans are good in mandarin? sweeping statement! they can speak MAYBE, but I don't think most of them are good in writing and reading, only handful of them I can say )
BANANA said,
"and theyre always very obedient, which is good la..obey the elderly etc..but the elderly (etc teachers) are not always right and u have to answer them back..yes discipline is good and chinese school emphasize on that but it should be a two-way relationship between people..and not just one-way relationship where the student haf to obey the teachers. And with all the disciplinary thingy going on in chinese medium school..the students end up being very scared to speak up for their rights and also very timid..call them to do somehting out of the ordinary and they will be scared..cos cannot break rule. i feel that its very bad for a child's upbringing lor"
I say,
(hello,mister banana! Are you trying to tell me that you don't really give a damn in respecting others? Oh...I feel bad for you...We respect each other. Not like you banana, you yell at the teacher when you feel offended, but we speak and communicate with the lecturer, we do it in a mutual way. I still remembered there was this one time, when you were late to the class, you fought with the lecturer when he complained that you guys were late, hello, I saw you eating and walking slowly down there when I was on the way to the class, YOU FOUGHT WITH THE LECTURER EVEN IT IS YOUR OWN FAULT! this is not your right to be late to class okay?...you are just english ed, but it DOESN'T MEAN YOU OWN THE RULES!
BANANA said again,
"yes i know chinese is an important language..im not against it..im just against the outcome of students in the chinese erm way of thinking of running the school.like seriously, i do not respect those teachers at all cos they do not deserve it one bit. and perhaps that was how i learnt how to stand up for my rights as a student or whatever la."
I say,
(I don't feel shame for respecting the others, because, there is this one lecturer once told me that she likes chinese schools' students because they are very polite and they respect you a lot, she even told me that SOME of the english ed students are rude)
BANANA said,"
i just feel like the students are being pressured into memorizing stuff, n following rules..and for what?i duno la but i feel kan..that chinese medium school students right..will only stick to their own frens/group (very evident in college) and only a handful of them will reach out/expose themselves to making new friends. they end up being so timid and scared. perhaps cos of how they were brought up in chinese school"
I say,
(timid? yea right! you are so open minded! so westernised! and you are even so proud of it! have I ever told you that, in our class, where there are 95% of english ed students, those who smoke, who smoke weeds (which is a kind of drugs), who go clubbing, who don't mind running on the beach topless (because she's high on weeds), those people are all english ed! I think this is how you were brought up in govt schools too right?...)
BANANA said,
"if we're in singapore then diff case..cos they emphasize on both chinese n english..that way, i oso wanna learn but in msia its either u go chinese school n be good in chinese..or go to malay school n be good in english"
I say,
(Yea, singapore is TRYING very hard to emphasize on chinese, but, they are still TRYING though...I have to say that, your Chinese is bad, doesn't mean your the other friends who study in Malay school are bad in it too, it's just that YOU DON'T KNOW CHINESE. Same theory here, maybe some of the chinese schools students are not good in english, but it doesn't mean that ALL OF THEM are bad in English! stop making generalities like you this english-ed little thing is sooooo knowledgeable. )
C'mone english ed people! Stop looking down chinese ed people! Discrimination makes this world ugly! Why are you so proud of the other people's language but not yourselves'? 我以会说、读、写华文为荣!二十六个字母组成的字,和成千上万个不同的汉字相比,哪个比较难学?汉字的优美是没有其他语言可以取代的!I feel shame for you, as a chinese, you don't know chinese! 盲目地追寻、崇拜他人的语言、文化,而抛弃自己的语言、自己的根,多么可耻。You have no exact identity for yourself, you are just a westernised chinese. You don't admit that you are a chinese, but, they don't accept you as part of them. YOUR EGOISM WILL LEAD YOU NO WHERE! I'm proud to be chinese who knows mandarin, and I'm proud to be chinese school's student!
From,Chin Hoi
Wohoo~~Bravo!!! I am so agree with her!!! Give her a round of applause~!!! Please man...since when we offended u guys? Not that we ever discriminate u guys for being a real Chinese guy and not being able to converse, read and write even a lil bit bit in Chinese, which is your own Mother Tounge!!! Huh~~!!!!! Dont think that you'r good in English than u can rule the whole word. Ok, just don't talk about other languages, which when you wana communicate with any foreigner. Please do use your brainless brain to think...As a communicator, how are you able to communicate with others when you step into the society? Takkan u draw pictures and use sign languages?!!! Huh...than you'll regret. Nevermind....that's your pasal lah! Don't you ever let me find out that you let your children study Chinese after you had regreted!!! Huh~~!!!! So ...tired la, scolding this kind of disrespectful banana ppl. Ok, not that i am sweeping all bananas, i do respect them for being good in English, just that this very cacat banana makes me wana scold him/her kau kau!!!
Thursday, August 7, 2008
A Wohoo Outing
With fruits too~~
Erm....Vegetable Rice
Eva:"Eh..eh...where is the handsome going?"
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Diverse Habit
Like just now, i was eating with my friend's friend. Ok, he can consider quite handsome, has the height and humorous feel. BUT....Aiyoyo~~ I tell you....he's eating style is so...MODERN lor!!! Mamamia....How can it be??!!! Please la....that eating style is at home man~Dont take it out to the restaurant here!!! Okla...i know that is not a high class place, it is just Ridzuan, Malay stall, BUT...please take care of urself and the people around you. You are a grown up guy already la~ I dont wana explain your disgusting eating style here man...Dont wana sakitkan my reder's eyes. Hmm...sounds harsh. Haih....There is a Chinese saying "One type of rice, feed hundred types of people" Yeah~~I totally agree with that!
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Heavy Business Minded
On Tuesday, i went to the bus company, A, to help my friend to book a ticket to Singapore for Saturday night. There, i left my phone number to the Mrs. Boss and i went home. Done! Then on Thursday, my friend called me and asked to book another two tickets. In total, he needs 3 tickets to Singapore this Saturday. So...Saturday evening, my friend's friend went to collect the tickect for him. Not long after that, my friend called me and says that the tickect cost's more expensive than what i told him earlier. So...15 minutes before the bus arrived, i called the Mrs.Boss and ask her about the cost. Than you know what she said?!! "Huh..you havn't come to collect the ticket, my company is RM60, not RM70. Sei lor.....your friend went to ANOTHER company to collect the ticket! Aiya....you must pay for the ticket that you've booked." That time i was....What is happening right here?!!! OMG......my friend called and told me that they've miscollected the ticket from another company. Than....the climax is the Mr.Boss call.
"Who are you? Where are you from??!!!" (In a super duper rough and samseng tone)
"Um...May i know who is this? I am from Kuala Kangsar"
"Of course i know u are K.Kangsar people. What is ur job?"
"I am not having any job, i am still a student, studying."
"Where do you live?"
"Uncle, may i know who is on the line?"
"What are you going to do now? Booked the ticket already and now u say u don't want!!! It costs RM180 for 3 tickets u know! WHo is going to pay for it? You booked the tickets at my company and also at another company! What are you trying to do?" (Rasing his voice now~~)
"Uncle, i din booked the tickects at another company!! (Think i'm so stupid to do such thing meh?) I just booked at your company only. I don't no why the other company have my phone number and says that i've booked 3 tickects there."
"I don't care now! Who is going to pay the money now? You must pay for what u've booked earlier! Now your friend is standing infront of the other bus company waiting for the bus there. WHo is going to pay my money?!!! YOu must pay it!!!"
"Um...uncle, let me call my friend and discuss with him. Than i will call you back later, ok?"
*Du Du Du Du.........* He hang up the phone.
I am so scare and wana cry lo that time! I tell you....for over 19 years, my parents never ever use such a rough, harsh tone and words to scold me! Who is he to do that to me? Who give him the green light?!!! Huh.....Than i called my friend, searching for help. My friend asked me don't want to bother that samseng, but he scared that the samseng will continue to kacau me. So...after a discussion, my friend said that he will pay the amount. Than i am so relief that time! BUT....BUT BUT BUT BUT~~~It is not over yet!
"Wei, who is going to pay the money?" (So no manners lo)
"Huh...uncle, my friend din pay you meh?"
"No la!!! He went up the bus already! Are you going to pay the money now?" (So not syiok and wana use bad words to scold me liao lo~~)
"Okla....i will pay you the money tomorrow!" (So frustrated liao)
Of course i call my friend immidiately la! Walao...dun set me up like that plz~~ My dad will whack, kick, punch, ect....me. My friend says that the bus is leaving and he dun have the time to pay for it. But, luckily...he gave the money to another guy. So, now eveything is over d. You guys say la, where on earth that insists people to pay for their booking? Ok, if it is a must, than you can say politely right? No need to use the samseng tone and voice to shout at me lo!!! So no moral la......