"Anniversary"

To Princess Eva and Ju Enn,
Sorry for the delay ya! I update now~~ Lol...

Well, am back to hometown now~Juz attended Bro Meng TUck's wedding....Oh gosh, seriously i wana get married!!! I tell you...when u get married, every burden will be carried by your husband (if he's a good man la of coz), and most important...NO ASSIGMENTS~!!!!! Hahahaha
Everything will be so bahagia man....seing the couple with lots of wishes from family and friends, hmm, they'll make a good family~~When i'm gona get married, i wan all those wishes as well~!! I dun wana khawin lonely like tat....so kelian la!

Ok....this is what happend to me yesterday. I am officially sick.....Haih, thought that am a hardcore gal can tahan many sleepless nitesssss~~Mana tau, i lost to my very own old sickness-Asthma. Haih....i never got an attack since last year November, during my class trip to Genting. So now it November too, i guess its an Anniversary to me...?

Well, it all started when i went to church. Maybe because am already weak with al the stress out assigs, "overturned" health condition, suddenly i cant breath. I juz cant breath.....then my eyes began to swollen till i juz see this world with a straight line, then my nose get stucked and eveything was juz get into a mess! Its very seksa i tell you....for over so man years u get my asthma attack, but then never once i felt like ending my life. I cant breath~!!!! My nose were stucked and my heart needs more oxygen. I breath through mouth and it was so so hard.....Its just like apregnat lady who eats two portion, one for the baby and one for herself. For me, i breath two portion too, one for my self and one for the heart to keep it continue pumping!!! Tao yan~~~No medicine works for me that time! If not because i wana get more excitement in my life, guess i've already ended my life la.....

Yesterday nite was just another sleepless night for me and i just duno why! I had serious headache and just rolled around the bed and merajuk myself there....feel so stupid la~Well, am 80% recovered edy now, luckily am back in hometown when i'm sick la. If in KL, i duno wat would happend to me. Oh ya....guess what stupid or scary dream i had last nite? I dreamt about Dr. Vijaya sending a message to my phone, saying that my esearch essay was a mess!!!! She wrote something like that..."I don't understand what are you trying to write, i will fail you if you don't have a good explaination" Oh my god....how scary it is to dream of her you know!!! I've ended my Sem 2 and now i dreamt of her??? Arhhhhhhh

OKla, till now for today! Am tired to think of proper sentence to update....Chiao for now!!!