I realised that Relationship, regardless of friends, family, love and even with our dear God is so amazing! It is a connection of us with someone else that is un-explainable and we as human beings somehow just cling on and depend on relationshipsss to live. I don't see this as a bad thing as no one can live alone on this planet and even the simplest or smallest or loneliness-est creature on earth will have a tiny little relationship with one of those mentioned above.
Well, back to the topic...i was kinda touched just now in the Tertiary Party at church. It was a hard day for me before the party as i was rushing here and there, getting lost and scolding people so badly in my heart. So yea...am bringing my bad clouds to th party, so unethical right. But then somehing brighten me up at the middle of the party.
Nicole: Hello, what is your name?
Me: I know you are Nicole, i am Joane.
Nic: Ooooowhhhhh~!!!! So YOU are Joanne. (eyes open super de wide) So how is your sickness?Feeling better now?
OMG...!!! She remembered a girl name Joanne, was sick for one week!!! And this was our first official self introduction plus orientation okay~Can you imagine how TOUCHED i was?!!! I mean...someone who don't know you remembered that you were sick!!! Where can you find this kind of relationship outside this cold world? I mean...the world is like "Who cares about you when i don't know who you are? You sick, your problem la!" And the most touching part was...i myself already don't remember i was sick last last week!!!
Awwhhh....She is such a nice girl isn't she? I can sense God's love from her that moment. Its just so warm~~~
And after the party, i was talking to my high school mate. Well for some of you who knows this pass story, i had a huge fight with this friend of mine. And urm....after we met during A4J in CYC, our conversation was like abit too fake for two friends that had huge fight during high school and never ever talked to each other again. Or maybe am being too sensitive about this, or maybe he has put aside all our dendam and stuff in high school. I never know i had a tiny little place in his heart all this while eh~
Thomas: When i first came to CYC, it was so different and happening here. I like this place and i always got the answer and solution whenever i faced any problem.
Me: Ooowh...really? Good la then.
Thomas: After attending CYC few times, i wanted to INVITE you to this special place. Cause i know you are a Christian and this is really a good place for you. But who knows....you were here earlier than me. Hahahaha...
OMG again...!!!! Do you get the point there? Thomas thought of me when he feels comfortable and happy in CYC!! OMG~~~!!!! What can i say man? I was super touched to the max when he told me that and i repeatedly confirmed with him the fact that, he thought of me!!!! I feel so bad lo....was having the wrong perception on him all these years.
Okay...maybe i over reacted or my examples are kinda weak in expressing how touched can someone be to be remembered in someone's heart, but seriously you should try it out someday.
