The Father's Love

John 3:16 (King James Version)
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

This famous bible verse is well-known to every Christian around the world. In this verse, it shows the endless love of God, our heavenly Father to us. He never forget about us and will always listen to each and every prayer of our's.

Well, i know this since young as i grew up in a Christian family but it was just purely a bible verse that i remembered deep down in my heart. Whenever there is any difficulties in life, we human tends to grumble alot and doubt that "why God is not there to help us?" But through this one month holiday of mine, i can sense the presence of God so strongly that i began to look back and laugh at my own foolishness those days.

God has been very very good to my family and i all these years. When i look back, i feel happy for my past although we had to struggle with financial problems at times. But hey, like the Funeral TVC by Yasmin Ahmad said "a little imperfection that make one perfect". Every coin has its both side and we should never look at one side of our life only right?

Since i started going to church every Friday, Saturday and Sunday, trasnportation has became an issue for me. If some of you might know me, am kinda degil at times and that makes me sort of hard at heart. Imagine have to ask/call/beg someone to send you to church and back home everyweek for three days, and i will have to repeat this action 6 times. Aihz....so mafan right and i am like so beh paiseh, asyik ask ppl to fetch me. So i pray that i will have my own car just to send me to church and also to help out in fetching those who have transport problems.

And last Friday, my aunt sold her car to dad with a really low price because she knows that i am using it in the kingdom of God. Amen yea~!!! Its a white wira and i named it Wira Lui. ^^ Well, so am now officailly have a car (but not under my name) just to get me to church! But Wira Lui is not driving me back this week as my dad put her into the workshop to make sure everything is fine, to change the old and don't know what that will cause any danger to me.

Its a Wira and some of you out there will look down on it cause its not any high class car. But its already very good okay, at least i don't have to walk/crawl to anywhere i wana go anymore. And oooh...don't forget that its a blessing from both my heavenly Father and earthly father okay. My dad could just ignore me and buy a brand new car for himself to speed and show off here in hometown okay~But he didn't, he use up some of his money to buy this wira lui for me to drive to church. If not for God's love that touch my dad's heart, i will never have this car.

I've grown up

Things have changed dramatically as time passed by so fast. When i'm taking a little rest, time doesn't just stop and rest with me. Instead, it keep on moving, ticking every second and minute quietly.

I used to dream and demand to be a grown up girl, going college and hanging around in the city with friends, doing what a grown up girl should do. Ever since i stepped into college life, i didn't remember or pay any attention about this dream that i used to have. Yea...what i did each day since the first day in college has already fulfilled my demand in the past. I've grown up without me myself noticing! Oh boy....its July now and i will be celebrating my 21st birthday in the coming 6 months. Wow....am not that little girl anymore~What a joke it is to always think that i am stil that young girl that carries my pillow and sleep on the counter in my mum's shop.

Have just attended two weddings recently where one was my cousin's and the other is CK, a church member. Can't believe i was wearing dress~~Lol...yeah...dress to the wedding. Hahahha!!! And for CK's wedding, am one of the flower girls! Wow....now am still qualify to be the flower girl....Well, it was a lifetime experience to dress up and be girly where i normally won't include this thing in my daily routine.

And yeah...now am so obsess with taking pictures with others~Hahahha...untill i realised i don't have a solo picture!! So sad....The whole world have their own solo pic to post as their profil picture but i don't have one!!!! So charm leh...cause you know why, my camera is always with some other people which is more obsess in taking ownself picture than me! Ahha...you know who am i referring to. But nevermind, since technology is so canggih kan...i can always create my own solo picture! Hehehe....so this is my creative piece of art.

Yea...i know the colour and size thing not balance and it looks..kinda weird. But hey, you guys know my limitations in creativity right~Hahahha...the very first comment i got from this photo was "i WANT a copy of your cutie pic" and that was the only positive comment. Lol~~Some said am dead, some said its too fake, some said..."Wow...why so many devils". Hahahha...Yes, inilah sel-sel creativity saya!

After finishing this photo, i noticed that i've grown up alot physically and mentally. Wow....i looked nice eh~Lol...seriously, make up do makes a person looks different.

July Love Air~

July, 2009 is a month of Love for me. Hehe...My cousin brother got married last two weeks and held his wedding dinner and lunch both in Bangsar and Taiping. Ahhh....love is in the air man. I was really happy to see my cousin and his wife being able to be together officially at last. They had lots of blessings from both the family members and church members. All the best for their love life.

I was celup in the love atmostphere super gao gao untill i started to wonder...where is my love? Hahahah....well, life partner is not easy to find. Like what Wei Yi Jie mentioned, God puts the right partner in our lifes, it is ourself who go and see which one is him or her. Well, am always not in a hurry for a partner~But gosh....when you'r celup in the love atmosphere and you'r all alone there, you'll notice that you'r missing something. You know what i mean right?

Well, here is some photos of the day.

The Mah-hhh's Cousins



I was the emcee~Lol

Yum~~Shing~~~!!!!

希。望

我的肩膀也会有酸痛的一天啊。。。。放过我吧~

我理解你的心情，但我并不要求你明白我的心思。

我要的。。。只是重新闻到彩虹那清新的味道。

Smell of the Rainbow

Who can ever imagine...the hot sun with super bright sunlight will end up with heavy downpour+super strong wind. It was like a never ending war last night....a war that will only ends when one side is being certified DEAD.

But hey....everything turned out well this morning~!!! Although i can't see any rainbow after the rain, but i can smell it. Everything was so fresh....the grass are greener, trees are stronger, flowers become more beautiful and the air smells good.

Yea...of cause there are stones and dead leaves all over the place. But hey, this is a normal sight after a war right? The freshness of the rainbow after the rain....hmm..i just like it. :)