Tracing the footsteps

Its the last day for 2009~Wow...and all of us grew older now. Everyone is thinking about their life back throughout the year and so do i. To my surprised, i've grew alot this year! Wow~~hahah...i've never expected so much. Really thank God for abundant blessingssss this year. So yea, am gona do my flash back for 2009.

College
What more about college life when every student is bound with assignments and dead lines~Yup, college life was not a mild one with classes, books, harvard referencing, journalism, lecturers...Typical college life. Yet, there are some interesting agendas~Hahah...since the opening of MyCafe opposite Kurnia building, it has become one of our hot spot to either chill out, discuss assig or skip classes~Ahaha...and we always wanted the top part of the cafe cause we'll have more private space to make noises and the air-conditioner is cooler up there. ^^

Oooh...who will ever forget the photo session for Taylor's~Wohooo...thanks to our dear Jason Chong who recommended this good and fun job for me. Yea...its my first time posing in front of so many students like no body business and taken by a professional photographer. But but...too bad those photos were not published and i guess they will continue be a part of the past tenses...aihz~We were so hyper when we were called to take those photos, but now...it ended up, kosong.

Heartnest
Wow...where should i begin~It was really not easay for the 6 of us, Xiao Hui, Fe Fe, Kent, Ah Yang, Lil Zhen and myself to come together, search for one suitable unit and stay under one roof. From 6 people night chatting session for almost 2 weeks to heart to heart talk for the 3 gals till super late midnight to lots and lots of outings and celebrationssss, that was and will be my most exciting out-from-home stay.

Every night, lilttle zhen, xiao hui and me will talk and talk and talk untill 3-4am. When its time for class, those around us will know that 3 of us are roomates cause we shared the same panda eyes! FeFe is the sand king+starbuck kaki at home, i tell you...who on earth will bring and leave behind so much sand wherever he goes, work and rush for mountains of assigs? None other than Felix Chung!! Kent ah...the muscle chef+Dota kaki. Don't you ever let his muscular out look deceive you, he's actually a big baby at times~Lols...Ah Yang, the architecture+emo+chou hua ren. He's also the guardian for A-13-07 as he is the one at home all the time rushing for assigs and models~

Hmm...miss miss miss those moments with the heartnest-erssss~

Church
From the creation of the name "Church Women", indeed...i am one who enjoys serving God and having lots of fun at the same time. Seriously, i've grown alot serving Him throughout the year. From ordinary member to working member, from no team to multimedia team and from passenger to driver. People come and go, lots of things have changed since i started to commit in church on March. Wow...i've seen people changed and i've grown more mature spiritually and mentally. Thank God i found my kaki here where i have no worries bout what to eat and where to go when am alone. :) Yea...it feels horrible when you are all alone and wanting for company.

Well, church life is like a rollercoaster for me. I've cried alot this year...for souls, for the country's revival and for broken relationships. And yup...i've cried alot too when am lost in no where all alone, wandering who to call for help. Hahaha...guess i'm still that little girl at times~But seriously, getting lost is NOT a joke! Sri Petaling, i BAN this place!!! Cause i lost twice in the same area...swt. And recently, got lost again in KL and that was seriously scary. But luckily, i was not alone but with Iain who doesn't know anywhere in KL. >_<

Family

Hmm...am still the little princess who reports everything to the king and queen back in royal town. Well, now i've been promoted to be the listener to both the king and queen as well as my beloved brother.Gosh...i know every thing, i know what is going through their mind, i know their secrets, i know their sorrows, i know their joy and i know their needs.

Gosh....7 more hours to a brand new year!!! What is my hope and wish? Hmm...seriously i have lots and lots of wishes and hopessss~But anyway, am sure it will be another year of excitement and fun where i will be saying "I've grown alot" at the end of 2010!! Hahahah~ God Bless everyone and Happy New Year~!!! ^^ Mwahhhhhh

VENT

Great...now my lappie kena virus again and need to format it. Gosh...really super hate it when things are not going well, especially during holidays. What is next now? This was suppose to be in

Chinese, but lucky me, the language bar dissapear JUST LIKE THAT!!! Okay fine....i do admit that am not computer literate, but come one....where is the stupid language bar??!!!!

So now, dad is angry. Great....

Where is the ears i need, the hug i yearn for and the comfort words i wish now? And the conclusion is...no where. Little Zhen, stop working...i need to have lots of midnight talks with you to soothe myself. KMS, stop busy with your stuff...i wana Miiii you till the end of 2009. Aihz.....

Yes, i know am acting like a 3 year-old. Yes, i'm PMS-ing. Yes, i do get angry easily too!

I angry when you IGNORE me everytime

I angry when your volume is louder than mine

I angry when i am soft hearted

I angry when i know you were lying but still forgive you each and everytime you did it

I angry when you think its funny when its NOT

I angry when everything seems to go well and you turn away just like that

I angry when there's no food and ice-cream

I angry when the weather is too hot

I angry when i had to act like nothing when i was not happy

I angry when you were the reasonss for me being so angry

To someone-please dont continue treating me so good, you know i cant repay you with anything. The better you treat me, the guiltier i will be. Tried to hint ya and i really hope you understands it. Working under one roof for the same boss, it'll be so weird if something fishy going between us right?

Its not easy to carry the Cross, but God i am willing. I do believe that You will take good care of everything when we were You whole heartedly. My wish for 2009-CYC54 gona spilt to 3 CGss! Amen!

Lord, i need Your strength to go through everything. Help me to put aside anything that is pulling me backward. Make me to be a stronger army!!!

*okay...i've finished all my venting now.

The Season of Colours

Was browsing through pictures of babies and i found this cute little santa baby

Hmm...this is my wish for this year's Christmas....Innocent and Happy~Would you kind enough to help me with it?

Oooowh Tooo

Oxygen is everywhere surrounding us

Giving life and breath to every living thing on earth

Its the source of life, energy and happiness

You can stop breathing

You can hide from it

You can even control how much you need it

But you can never say NO to Oxygen
Its either you live with it

Or you die without it

Guess people dont have a choice here, aren't they?

The more you resist, the more you hunger for it

The more confidence you have, the weaker you will be

You can control your physical movement
Yet you can never control your brain

Give me back my innocent life