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Hmm...the day has come at last. The day that i scare most, the day that i never know when is the "future day", the day when we are going to be apart from each other, the day which i am trying hard to prevent it from coming, the day which i thought i've already succeed. But now...it is happening, this coming Friday~Why la the Chinese saying "人有悲欢离合" is always correct?

Well...5 of them (Ah Yuan, Ah Loke, Jeff, Ah Hok and Tian Tian) are going to Taiwan to further their studies this Friday. Hmm...my feelings are mixing up now. Happy cause they finally get to further their studies and have a brighter future? Emo cause we don't get to gather at anytime and anywhere for a long period? Sad cause we will end up like strangers when we meet each other after 3 or 4 years? I really don't know what should i feel when sending them off this Friday.....

Okla...what makes me so emo is because of yesterday's movie, Perhaps Love, by Jacky Cheong. Duno why....something just hit my heart after watching that movie. Lots of memories came into my mind. The fun, the sorrows, the excitement, the love and lots of stuff we had together during high school.....how could i forget?

Ah Yuan, my maths and chemistry tutor, how can i express my gratitude to you for companying me for my senior years? The teachers gave up on me for my stupidness i guess, but you are always there to encourage me, teach me even when ur work is pilling up, having patience when i was frustrated, lend me ur ear when i was irritated by all sorts of things, create all kinds of lame jokes just to make me smile.......A truly good friend of mine in science class.

Ah Loke, what can i say? We used to be unseparate-able from each other for 4-5 years....and now what, Enemy to each other? Sigh....it hurts a lot u know. You were very protective, always be the one who solved all my probs, be my shoulder when i was crying like a lil kid, be my personal baby sitter when i ter-chopped my thumb....All these memories become upside-down during the final years and just because of $$? I hate to think like this, but this is what i can accept! Blocking my way out, cursing with bad words, taking up samseng style's action......it is to this extend u did to me. All the sweet memories were ruined by you, just you alone. :(

Okla....enuff for the long long description. So, good luck and farewell to all my friends who are going off this Friday. I am going to meet u guys for the...last time? Hmm....Still wondering what i should give to Ah Yuan as a souvenir, any suggestion?