“历史”

我只是要一家人

坐下来

开开心心的

吃一顿饭

有那么难吗

或许一切就只能像这张照片那样，回味而已。

"Rainbow"

Am just a simple girl that will be happy if there is food for me!!! If you guys happend to read the previous post, yes...am kinda emo while writing it, but not now yea! Thankz to my dear roomy Chin Hoi that ajak me for Nando's delivery! She's just so sweet, always there cheering me up! ^^ And Little Zhen, if you were here....i bet the house will be more lively!!

When carnivores group together, this is what they order for meal. :)

Oh boy~~Am truely happy now! See...when you are so dead bored at home doing nothing while others are having fun out there, dont be discourage!! Just go ahead and do something you like and you will smile once more! ^^

A meal will always brighthen me up!! Hahahahha

Resting Day

Selamat Hari Raya everyone~!!!!!

Nazihah is having her pot of rendang on her left, ayam masak merah on her right and ketupat in the middle. Hahahah....i want rendang la this year, too long never had a real celebration for Raya already. Hmm....i guess my next bday wish will be "Having a truely Raya celebration with lots of rendang and ketupat."

Almost everyone is OUT to the mall or with friends to have some fun eh! I actually had one too...Melacca. But too bad called off already. And then i thought of going to PD, but too bad this idea came too late.

The weather today is so so nice man i tell you, it will be great to go for some outdoor activity! Can i can i? But its just too late to plan anything la now~So i guess, it will be a full resting day for me! After all the late night sleep, chivas and all....

简单

很喜欢这首歌，王力宏-星期六的深夜。

告诉你，如果我未来老公这样想我求婚，我一定马上嫁给他！

我懂我懂，我很容易受感动。简单不好吗难道？就这样嫁给一个爱我的人，就这样嫁给一个愿意为我花心思的人，就这样嫁给一个只要看我笑的人，就这样嫁给一个可以满足我喜怒哀乐的人。

本来王力宏是弹着简单的音符伴奏这首歌的，当然已经够lum了。可是当我找到这版本时，觉得还蛮特别的。因为用吉他弹奏出来，有着一种不一样的感觉。琴声往往给我那种高贵，浪漫的feel~而吉他就有那种亲切感，邻家小孩的感觉。。。很亲近。

注意下这首歌的歌词，很感动的~Hmmm...lum si 我了！！

Awwhhhh

I am super de HUNGRY now!!!!! Hmmm...yes i know, i had a bowl of Chilli Pan Mee and Tau Foo Fa with Soya. But but...that was 7pm and now is 1.20am. Mummy....i want food, homecook food!!

Well, that's not my point for writing this post. Lol~Okay, back to serious business.

How can i NOT mention the goodness of God in my life~and how can i NOT be touched by what my dear leaders and CG member did to me just now!

After our CG meeting, i was craving so hard for chee cheong fun since duno how many ages ago. And since after our meeting kms and jing gor gor have the mood to go for it, so we decided to go for CCF. But then...who knows the CCF aunty didn't open her stall today!!!!! Arhhhhhhh.....kek sei me la~!!! Why la always like that? Then i thought its time to go back to the same old nest of mine, eating the same old food which i do not know which to choose everytime i look at the menu. But then....there is always a rainbow behind the clouds yea!!!

Jing said that i will be so kelian to eat outside food alone while the three of them (kms, jing and pei xian) will be having homecook food!!! So sad eh...then Jing suggest that they can actually teman me for dinner but also outdie food. Hahahha...OMG, i was so happy already eh!!! At least no need to eat the food in my place there for one day. Then i was given the opportunity to choose what i want to eat and there we go~~~WOhoooo....Chilli Pan Mee!!!

A huge thankyou for Jing, Suet and Xian for temaning me eating outside food ya! I know they were rushing back home after waiting for me to makan as their family members are waiting for them and some is rushing for assig. Really love you guys from the bottom of my heart la! Amen!!

Relationship

I realised that Relationship, regardless of friends, family, love and even with our dear God is so amazing! It is a connection of us with someone else that is un-explainable and we as human beings somehow just cling on and depend on relationshipsss to live. I don't see this as a bad thing as no one can live alone on this planet and even the simplest or smallest or loneliness-est creature on earth will have a tiny little relationship with one of those mentioned above.

Well, back to the topic...i was kinda touched just now in the Tertiary Party at church. It was a hard day for me before the party as i was rushing here and there, getting lost and scolding people so badly in my heart. So yea...am bringing my bad clouds to th party, so unethical right. But then somehing brighten me up at the middle of the party.

Nicole: Hello, what is your name?

Me: I know you are Nicole, i am Joane.

Nic: Ooooowhhhhh~!!!! So YOU are Joanne. (eyes open super de wide) So how is your sickness?Feeling better now?

OMG...!!! She remembered a girl name Joanne, was sick for one week!!! And this was our first official self introduction plus orientation okay~Can you imagine how TOUCHED i was?!!! I mean...someone who don't know you remembered that you were sick!!! Where can you find this kind of relationship outside this cold world? I mean...the world is like "Who cares about you when i don't know who you are? You sick, your problem la!" And the most touching part was...i myself already don't remember i was sick last last week!!!

Awwhhh....She is such a nice girl isn't she? I can sense God's love from her that moment. Its just so warm~~~

And after the party, i was talking to my high school mate. Well for some of you who knows this pass story, i had a huge fight with this friend of mine. And urm....after we met during A4J in CYC, our conversation was like abit too fake for two friends that had huge fight during high school and never ever talked to each other again. Or maybe am being too sensitive about this, or maybe he has put aside all our dendam and stuff in high school. I never know i had a tiny little place in his heart all this while eh~

Thomas: When i first came to CYC, it was so different and happening here. I like this place and i always got the answer and solution whenever i faced any problem.

Me: Ooowh...really? Good la then.

Thomas: After attending CYC few times, i wanted to INVITE you to this special place. Cause i know you are a Christian and this is really a good place for you. But who knows....you were here earlier than me. Hahahaha...

OMG again...!!!! Do you get the point there? Thomas thought of me when he feels comfortable and happy in CYC!! OMG~~~!!!! What can i say man? I was super touched to the max when he told me that and i repeatedly confirmed with him the fact that, he thought of me!!!! I feel so bad lo....was having the wrong perception on him all these years.

Okay...maybe i over reacted or my examples are kinda weak in expressing how touched can someone be to be remembered in someone's heart, but seriously you should try it out someday.

Lots to say in too little time

Going to the clinic in half and hour more and i am so darn nervous. For the very first time, i don't feel like dying. Yes i know, i shouldn't scare...but i just cant control myself.

Yea...pray for me if you see this post of mine. Hope that i'll recover soon and get my ass back to life as soon as possible and....i just don't wana die so fast.

In a sudden, i feel like having lots of heart to heart talk to lots of people. But i know i don't have the time and money to do so. Erm....don't worry okay, you guys will always be in my heart, especially my dear Heartnest gang!

Gota go now, chiao~