Memory Land

想太多

2010-10-11T19:21:00.002+08:00

很多时候，其实我要的
是一个肩膀，一个可以给我依靠。。。允许我短暂离开吵杂世界的肩膀

我不要一个被教训得很厉害的地方。。。
我真的不要

我以为，我知道自己在你心里的身份
原来我什么都不是
原来我和其他人没什么两样

马嘉颖，你想太多了
真的

可以醒醒吗？！！！前面的功课不用做是不是！！！
小贞的正面能量~~

Happy Birthday, Jo

2010-10-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

Hey, its your Birthday today~!!!!
Am soooo in a mood to wish you a thunder loud Happy Birthday!!!!

Pick up the phone leh....eh wait, actually i haven't get the sim card to make phone calls to heaven.
Its okay, i'll ask from Big Daddy later.
And in the mean time....you, Jo...just wait for my call yea~Don't miss it kay, cause am gona sing you a loud song~!!! Yeeehar!!!

Happy Birthday bro, love you much

A Stranger

2010-10-11T00:31:00.004+08:00

As times goes by, i think you'r more of a stranger than a future wana be to me
Is it because of my demands that are getting higher
Or is it because of you that are hiding away from me
I don't seems to know you anymore
And you don't seems to care anymore

Just thought that....
Sometimes, maybe stranger is better than an ........

I want more holidaysssss

2010-09-20T11:43:00.004+08:00

假期了两个星期，超不想开课啦！！！！
原本以为今天不用像往常那样上到6点，会自少开心那一点点。。。
谁人懂。。。今天超不开心，超不顺利的啦！！

很不舒服，我要回家
很眼睡，我要回家
很烦，我要回家。。。江沙的家

昨天不开心，因为相机的笔笔不懂给我放去/收去/不见去哪里了
昨天不爽，因为有人跟我抢东西！！！
是啊，我小气！我妒嫉！！

我愤世嫉俗啦！！！

我要假期，
我要上云顶，
:(

You, Jo

2010-09-03T11:54:00.004+08:00

I wanted to start writing a post about you

But don't think i can make it now

Am in the computer lab here

So i guess it'll be weird if i write here,

and ter-cry alone right

Well, just wana say

I really miss you alot lot lot

especially these few days

Since last Sunday

Are you replying me?

In my dreams will do too

Love you alot

Morning joke

2010-07-14T16:23:00.003+08:00

Woke up at super early morning at 7 today, just for the usual-back-home dental check up at 8am. Aduhai dentist ah....where got ppl make appointment so early one la? And the check up only lasted for 10 mins, where the Mr. Dentist said "Gigi cantik, ingat datang buat check up 6 bulan sekali ya!" as the conclusion!! Aduhai....10 mins and a conclusion for sacrificing my sleep~so not worth!

But then, mum and myself had accidentally joked (ter-joke) this morning. We went to pay a visit for an aunty and we were on our way back to town in her housing area. Then we saw an aunty sitting on the bus stop and....

Me: "Mi mi...fetch her along~"
Then straightaway, mum just stopped the car and ajak that aunty to hop in to town. After dropping aunty at her destination, i asked....

Me: "Mi mi...who is that aunty?"
Mum: "Huh...not your friend's mum meh?"
Me: "Huh...not your friend meh...then why fetch people?"

Then we burst into a looooong laughter~~!!!!! Waliao eh....can you imagine we ter-fetch an aunty which two of us have totally no idea who she is!!! Hahahahah~omg...really zha dao~~~It was initially a JOKE when i asked mum to fetch her along, and who knows...mum really STOPPED and fetch aunty! I was thinking that time, "Ooooh....mummy knows her de yuan lai~"

Hahahahahaha~can you imagine that? I'll count that as a blessing for us la, to fetch that unknow aunty and she get to her destination earlier. ^^

Dinner @ Penang

2010-07-14T15:18:00.005+08:00

Was thinking what to eat for dinner last Sunday....and initially, we wanted to go to Ipoh for some curry noodle and fuity ice mix. But then, some better idea struck my mind and there we were, in Penang~!!! Hehe

*sorry ya gor...not wanted to dump you, but then i really wanted Penang more than Ipoh that time*

As usual, we headed for the all time favorite food-Chicken Chop, which is also a must food for Ong ZuYin. It was not a fancy restaurant or cuisine, but i tell you...you won't regret tasting this food! And of cause, what really excite me more is the $$$~It is so not expensive compare to other places okay, and...you can eat as MUCH as you want for a very affordable price. ^^

Black pepper chicken

Chicken Gordon Blue

Well after dinner, how can one miss the chance to snap as-many-photosss-as-you-want there? Hahaha...am glad to have a high-energy-level dad that volunteered to be my photographer~well, i give him 9/10 for his skill! Hahaha...but then hor, the too pro thing not really suits him la~lols, just like me. Am so not a tech savvy person!

I like this Me, looks so girlish :)

Focus is on Me okay

I'm flying without wings~
*this is the #5 or #6 take cause dad suddenly confused with my phone and people were looking

And at last, i decided to do a self take photo (quicker and easier)

This looks dark cause Wei Lin not only refused to brighten it, and he criticized it too
"where got ppl point at the light to take picture one", he said

This is so cute~Hahah...taken outside G Hotel, so creative man!

And lastly, can you spot me?

The Arabian couple was like "What is she doing?" when i took this photo. And it ended up, they were so hyper taking photo with this G~~Hahahahha ^^

I Need A Change

2010-07-12T16:42:00.003+08:00

There's a saying in P. Ramlee's movie, "Co-ba-aaaannn~~"

So this time, i've finally gain the courage to actually make some minor changes to my hair!! Hahaha..in case you don't really know, i actually have phobia on going into a hair saloon...cause you'll never know what you'll look like once you walk out from the shop!!!

But then hor...i think i need a fresh change this time! And that's why, i took dad's money and went for the saloon~!!! Hehe...well, am satisfy for the end result at the moment. But then, my heart is still pumping fast...real fast...cause i don't know what Felix will think of, i don't know what Lil Zhen will comment and and...Ahhh....i don't know~But, i don't care la!! Cause Xiao Lin said "you look fine" Hahahha~

The usual normal me :)

The very 1st look after straightening it #Day 1

After washing it, the hair looks more normal to me #Day 3

This is the car look with Moo Moo #Day 5

So i guess...i still looks fine now. :)

p/s: Mek, clear or not? I can send you some special collection ^^

Food is all i want

2010-05-17T21:52:00.005+08:00

Life will never be the same without food
When there is food, there is life
Just like when there is Jesus, there is Life and Light

Don't grab my food away from me, unless you plan to commit suicide or mess up with me :p

I have greetings from Taiwan....err...or should i said not really "from" Taiwan, but the food is originated from that country~Hahah...but anyway, who cares~as long as there is food, there is life.

I always do admire those lil kids who stay with their family. Cause they will just have enough soup of the day, and set breakfast, lunch and dinner for their stomach. And that is what Coconut is going through right now, living with sweet Aunty Connie and family....xin fu dao~~~thank God i rampas some xin fu-ness from him and i do get some souvenir from Aunt Connie from Taiwan. :)

Guess what is inside the box~

This you saw something familiar here? :)

Tadaaa~!!!!! This is the greetings from Taiwan

Pineapple cookies with salted egg yolk~Nice daoooo

I haven't really try this Honey Sun biscuit, but its look tempting to me

Thanks to Rachel Ong Zu Yin that introduced this not-so-expensive yummy licious Thai food to us in Ampang~I tell you, if you'r craving for Thai delicacies, this is where you should go!! Oh ya, dun ask me for the address cause i will just tell you its near Ampang and that's all...ask ZY, she will guide you to the exact location. ^^

Well, we did not managed to take photos for the food as everyone was toooo hungry to wait for the camera to snap even once!! Hahah~can you imagine, the restaurant was FULLLL of customers and we had to wait like....*tick tok tick tok* i've lost count of how long, but it was not that short either.

Menu of the day: Fried butter squid, Thai seafood clay pot, Green curry chicken, Thai clay pot taofoo, Qing Chao Sawi

Translate if you can :p

Everyone was soooo super de FULL that none of us managed to move even a lil step to our car~Hahahah....Oh!!! I thought of Chien Hing now, guess she will be hyper when she found out about this. ^^

7 of us and indeed we had a great time! :) Baby Jas, i wish you were here rampas-ing the food with us.

The place of Warmth

2010-05-04T00:50:00.003+08:00

Here i am, living away from my family...with my other family in other states.
Lai Chern Lin, the cannot-be-seperated roomate of mine, is the closest family member's of me in my nest here. Well, life is boring at times. But then it will turn extra fun when unexpected things happen in your room.

Officially introducing one of the tenant in C-8-7, Jesse. Its suppose to be a she, but then i've already treated it to be a he...so will see Jesse as a he from now onwards la! ^^ Well, basically..Jesse will sit on my chair when am occupying the bed. But then one day when i came back from church, i saw Jesse menterbalik-kan himself with the bolster like this!!! Hahaha~OMG...guess who did this to him? No no...its not my dear roomy, instead its her dear brother!!

Look look har...Jesse is kinda cute when he's on the terbalik side. I wonder how long has he been terbalik-kan...i mean...can his brain afford the blood that gush towards his brain? Or is he being trained to master the martial art by Chern Lin's bro...Hmm...am still wondering now

Well, its been two months since i went back to my royal town on March. Last Friday, i was forced to go back...lols, no la...cause there's something really important for me to do back there, and so...i went back. Basically, upon the arrival of Jamie since last September, i've never taken a bus ride home since then. But but....last Friday, i took a bus to go home. Hahah~feel so lame and hyper...coz its really been a long while since my last experience.

Everything was so fun last week as it was my first time being sending off by TWO geng geng leaders in the church!! Hahahah~WOhoooo...so now you know who am i! Lols...well, i guess you know who sent me off according to the jacket. :) Yes...it is undeniable that Mr. RO and Mr. CJ are the geng geng leaders in church, but when it comes to some basic surviving skills...hahah, am more geng okay! They are whom i called the bahagia kids who not-used-to take public transport. :p Haha...but then okay la, thank God they sent me off...if not...if not...i will feel left out and...and...and cry alone in bukit jalil.

So this is what i call Family Away from Home (FAH). ^^ Have you found your FAH too?

张家俊

2010-04-29T15:27:00.004+08:00

原来，
我的以为只是我以为。

但是，
我依然想念那远方的关怀。

Princess Gan

2010-04-26T11:12:00.003+08:00

Deborah
Evangeline
Gan Mei Hui

I think of you TODAY!!!
:)

Am in the new Taylor's lakeside campus with Chern Lin and Robin right now. And we heard 3 girls chatting with banana-ish Chinese. This is the second time i thought of you after this morning. Yes yes, Taylor's has a new campus near Puchong toll here and it is incredibly HUGE~!!!! When you come back, you should come and experience it yourself!!! Seriously...you will notice everything is different!!!

p/s: We miss you here

2010-04-25T12:52:00.003+08:00

其实
我也是会有累了的时候

如果
是一定要选择

那
我选择放弃

有人说
“人生最高境界，就是当一切事情都与你无关”

On the Move ^^

2010-04-17T11:38:00.010+08:00

According to Felix (2009), Joanne Mah is a Princess Taufoo who can't do anything including exercise! Hahaha~sounds so fragile right...can't be scolded, argued, play and do rough things in any circumstances. BUT~~am no more a Taufoo now!!! And yet...i am still a princess~Hahahha..the Princess of Royal Town! Wheeee~Okay enough....well, am suppose to blog about my adventure on April!

After the first hill climbing with fellow church members, the hyperness on Broga is yet to be cooled down with all the hectic lifestyle here. So....last Sunday, me went Broga for the 2nd time with my dear CG Members~Hahahah!!! I tell you...this time, i was so super GENG!!!! Cause i one-mouth-air reach the very top-Peak 4 without having much rest or low batt!!! WOhooo~~

So now, is picture, picture and picture time yea!!! Let you guys see how geng Princess Taufoo is!!!

Venue: Broga Hill, Semenyih
Time: 6am-9am
Date: 11-4-2010
Participant: Robin, Wei Lin, KKK, Khen Soon, Dennis, Ah Gong, Jasmine, Jing Wai, Joanne, Wan Wen, ZuYin, Lena, Yee Shin, Wai Kin, Mun Suet, Wei En, Kellyn, Ling Ling, Abby, Xue Ying, JonC
Transport: Wira Jamis, Iswara, MyV, Avanza

Before departing from church, everyone was so hyper

Can you see its really people mountain people sea on a Sunday morning? You can even smell the sweat around you when you breathed....>__<

Am proud of this two sheepy~Dun see them xiao jie xiao jie like that, when they have the fire of God in them....Wohoooo~you just can't stand the blast and heat!!! ^^

This is my dear Lil Zhen roomy~Who is a non-Christian and yet, knows alot about Christianity. Haha~We watched the sunrise together!!! Wohooo~how romantic

Who says Princess Taufoo can't do anything? I reached the 4th Peak man! Its 400m!!! ^^

Ah well, guess the 4th Peak doesn't mean anything to some prosss out there. Cause its really not hard for one to reach the highest peak. But but....i went for the 3rd time!!! Hahaha~Two times in a week!!! Wohooo...guess my parents and grandparents will be truly shocked-ed-ed when they found out this.

Venue: Broga Hill, Semenyih
Time: 6.30am-9.30am
Date: 15-4-2010
Participant: Chien Hing, Mei Yi, Pei Hwa, Suet Ling, Yee Meen, Wan Yen, Helina, Chern Lin, Joanne, Wei Hong, Joash
Transport: Viva, Jazz

This was a very super spontaneous trip. It was meant to be on a Sat, but then since PR class is cancelled...why not make the full use of a beautiful Thursday morning~Hahaha! Well, thanks to Wei Hong and Joash who supported this spont trip as well. We spont spont asked them, and they reply us spont spont-ly!!! This is what i call Young People~!!! WOhooooo

As usual, Lil Zhen aka GPS will do such preparation when no one knows how-to-go to certain places. Thanks to our Mobile Cute GPS~

Before departing from house, we look so clean and energetic! Felix, HCH, Kent and Ah Yang...am still alive and look the same after i came back from Broga Hill!! No more the soon-to-die face le~

First group photo

Without you, my life will never be the same. XO XO

Healthy pics...PROVEN

On a greeny hill with beautiful rocks

There was 2 cute girls, wanting to reach the sky

At last, they realised it's better to reach the sky with a bunch of close friends

I always love group pics...it just makes me feel everyone is so attach. :)

What is the next outing for the month of April ? ^^

Last day of March

2010-03-31T08:06:00.004+08:00

Its 31st of March and i was thinking of the beginning of March.
I've passed 31 days for this month, successfully and excitingly....
There's something that i wanted to share...something am proud of with! Haha

Step 1: Unpack the kayu-kayansss

Step 2: Identify the nails and materials

Step 3: Mending the broken pieces together

Step 4: Half way towards the final piece

Step 5: Done~!!! ^^

Yeah~my first DIY piece of the year!!! Hahaha...am a mender :)

I want

2010-03-31T01:00:00.002+08:00

Ears that Listen
Heart that Understands
Words that Encourage

2010-03-23T11:12:00.001+08:00

maybe u only choose ppl to follow.....

原来你是这样想我的，谢谢。

A Letter

2010-03-22T17:44:00.003+08:00

Someone please help me to clean up the cobsweb here. *brush brush* *clean clean clean*
Okay, DONE.

Busy busy busy....since college started, life is busy with classes, tutorials, readings, notes, assignments.....all i see is just paper paper and PAPER~!!!! Arrhhhhhhh

But luckily, i have the dearest sweetest honey sugar baby roommate on the whole universe~When i was still blur and have no interest in anything this morning, she told me something that triggers me for my future plan~Hahahha

She was hyper mentioning those hot air balloons....and i was listening to her main point at first. But then....i wondered away, to my faraway future land.

QKB, i have an idea to propose as well.
Why not go for firecrackers with hot air balloons~~It will be super romantic wei..... :)

神啊，我需要你

2010-03-09T10:31:00.004+08:00

已经有一段时期没发恶梦了，尤其是最近因为学业和教会的忙碌，每个晚上我都是带着疲累的身躯上床去。谁人还有时间和空闲去发什么梦啊～

可是昨天。。。偏偏在昨天我终于可以像平常般入睡时，恶梦又回来了。这一次，更恐怖，更怕。我强逼自己醒来，挣扎中真的很怕。。。我要怎样？很怕醒来了一切不是梦，很怕醒来了全世界会剩下我自己在作战。

很想哭，真的很想哭。可是，我要向谁哭？

隔壁的小贞贞差不多要睡着了，不要吵醒她。

在远方家里的父母也是睡着了，三更半夜打去的话就会在短短的两个小时内看到爸爸在门口。

江文雪的话可能也是睡着了，打给她还不是会给她敷衍我。

神啊，我知道那个时候只有你可以帮到我。我唯一的安抚者，唯一的聆听者，唯一懂我心思的就只有神你。神啊，求你的宝血遮盖在孩子的身上，求你瘥派你的天使天军看顾着我。把一切祷告乃是奉靠主耶稣得胜的名求，阿门。

Robin Ooi

2010-03-08T16:03:00.006+08:00

Name: Robin Ooi Choon Keat
Nick name: Bobo
Age: 20 years 11 month old
Weight: 75kg (wild guess)
Height: 174cm (extra point)
Relationship: CG Leader, good movie and food companion, listener , driver, photographer
Characteristics: Guitarist, poser, leader, carer, shocker
Likes: Food, movies, music
Hates: Hypodollysm
Adress: 2nd Floor, 3rd room,
Batu Lapan, Puchong

Did several home visitaion in his place and this are the outcomes:

Remember our dear Samantha? It's actually belongs to my dear leader and am just her temporary care-taker. :) And oh, how can i not introduce Samantha's twin sister~Eldora

Guess what, am onlining in a cafe just opposite my college. And while am writing this, an uncle ter-see this and stopped!!!!! Waliao~~~HE JUST LOOK AT THE TWIN AND SMILE!!! Waliao~~~!!!!!

Life

2010-03-08T14:41:00.003+08:00

College life is really torturing...class at 8am from Monday to Friday, non-stop hitz....stress dao~Imagine...during the holidays i NEVER ever woke before 10am and now i need to wake before 7am....this is really super de hard~Mummy, can anyone change college with me? Or perhaps i should pray and ask for a twin to go morning class for me...Mon, Wed and Fri will be my twin sister and i will go class for Tue and Thur. Fair enough yea~

Its the 2nd week for college and its my 5th Semester now....seriously, i always feel that i don't belong to my class...cause everything is too English for me. I don't have the sense of belonging, i don't understand, i have problems paham-ing what the lecturer is talking, i don't like assigments, i don't like my schedule being controlled by something i hate....Urghhhh~!!!!! I just HATE it!!!!!

Church life is always hectic yet super de fun~although have to wake up at 6.15am every morning and get prepared for the 7am prayer, keep close track to the follow up stuff, making sure the new sheepies are in their good condition and doing lots and lots of stuff that requires alot of braveness which i never used to have, i seriously enjoy doing all these stuff. Hahaha...guess i should agree with dad that "reading one book is much more easy"~Aihz....too late to regret edy now.

Did my very first home visitation with Robin and Wei Lin last week and that was really awesome! Haha....guess what the sheepy's mum comment on me? "That gal is ADORABLE~" Hahahah....What??!! Should i take this positively or negative? Adorable means cute in a good way and not mature enough to be a leader in a bad way, which one? Who says home visitation is stress and not fun~I would say that its alot of FUN with the photo shooting sessionsss~Lol

And oh, Suriamas is super de nice! :) With the fast dao cannot tahan de lift service and the tight security, i love it. Am staying with Lil Chern as my roomy and her brother as my house-my! Haha...and yes, am a church people so i don't rally spend much time at home yet. Like what her bro said "She's out when am home and she's home when am out"

But seriously, home without internet=bored till cry. Although i have tons of books and a bible to read, but come on....how can one survive without really connected to the world~Now i just hope that i'll get the Digi broadband ASAP, then i can on9 like there's no tomorrow!!!

Please pray that i can on9 before next week kay. :)

First Uni Day-Sem 5

2010-03-03T14:47:00.004+08:00

First day of class is truly exhausting.....but then, i have my own way to distress myself. ^^

And i realise, i like to pose like this~Hahahha :p

When am away from CYC

2010-02-24T18:25:00.002+08:00

Was chatting with JonC and this was our conversation:

JonC says:
did u knw....now whole cyc only u stil at hometown? XD

Joanne says:
WHAT
hahha
omg
serious ah
whole cyc is around 600-700 ppl wo
only me alone left in hometown?

JonC says:
hahaha....yea...i mean leader grp

Joanne says:
Ooowh....Ooops
how u know only me left

JonC says:
cos all com bak edy ma

Joanne says:
hahahha
errr...paiseh la
am taking long holiday ma
lols
robin also everyday ask me to "get your ass back here"
hahahha

JonC says:
hahaha....yeala....i asked him....is it whole world only left joanne stil at her palace?
then he said yala....do wat also cannot now LOL
also so hard*

JonC says:
kla....gtg setup ALONE....cos JOANNE MAH is NOT HERE

Joanne says:
HAHAHHA
WEI!!!!
dun sampat ah
i shall post tis up
and scold u
hahhaha

JonC says:
hahaha....XD

Food

2010-02-22T17:42:00.005+08:00

CNY is just food and food~They just creep around me, in my bed, my lappie, the bathroom, my jamie and everywhere i go. And now, i've gain nearly 2kgs.....>_< Seakny, how many times do i need to tell you to go away from me?!!!!

Location: Dessert Street, Ipoh
Time: 10.30pm
Motivation: Just feels hawt and thirsty after having a dim sum feast at night. Plus, i like icy stuff~:)
Price: Rm3.80-4.20 per bowl
Name: Colourful Fruity ABC (named by me ^^)

It comes with a varieties of fresh fruits with ice cream topping and the usual ABC ingredients. The fruits are varies from each stall and we had watermelon, grapes, pear, red dragon fruit, mango and nangka this time. *slurp* The best dessert in this super hot weather! *am so not gona share it with anyone*

Location: Royal China Restaurant, Ipoh
Time: 7.00pm
Motivation: In search for an air-conditioner place for dinner. Plus, its not easy to have a complete meal with complete family members :)
Price: Depends of what you craft for
Name: Normal Chinese Cuisine

Four Kings Vegetables

Golden Pumpkin Seafood Taufoo

Peiking Duck with special sauce and one Fish with Red Sauce which tak sempat to capture them cause i was too hungry to take pictures~Hahah...overall the food was okay okay where only the taufoo serves the best among them. ^^

Am waiting....

Still waiting....

And now am FULL ^^

Its been a long time since the last and nice photo shooting session with my family. It was a nice one that day although mum and dad were like kinda kekok abit but still join in my SS-ing photo shoot and brother was like "Eiii...you wana use my hp SS till when huh?" Hahaha...come on, its nice to take pictures right~And who cares bout the ppl around you, who cares bout the ten, hundreds or even thousands eyes that were looking at you? I just wana take pictures! ^^

Class Gathering

2010-02-18T18:20:00.005+08:00

Went for my secondary school class gathering yesterday and that was FUN!! I was actually skipping for class gatherings all these while cause...yea, some of you may know what happened in my "good" old days~I never regret going for it yesterday as i felt the bond between each of us last night. Nice...and this is what i long for.

Seriously, i miss my uniform high school days. Although there were lots of rules to follow and had lots of homeworks to finish, but that was the fun-nest day! I was a head prefect and used to menyalahguna kuasa~Hahahah...oooh, did i mentioned that its lot more easy for me to ponteng class compare to other freinds? Lol...and i can just do anything i want, punished those whom i dislike. Don't ask me why...just because am the head prefect~Haha...i have the authority! :p Yea...i know am was bad, bad enough to bully people.

朴素的精彩

2010-02-17T17:43:00.005+08:00

你的出现，使黑暗的顿时变得光亮
你的出现，使平法无味的顿时变得有趣
你的出现，使一切绝望的顿时变得期待

你的出现，是我曾经浪漫的回忆
你的出现，是我首次感觉到被疼的感觉
你的出现，是我至今仍执著且期待的片刻

虽然短暂，但精彩
虽然吵闹，但我喜欢
虽然遥远，但实际

你的每一个出现，都让我很期待和兴奋
因为我知道你一定会洒下开心的种子, 换取我心里的忧愁
此刻的你，可以很朴素简单
下一刻的你，可以很调皮有趣
再一刻的你，更可以很鲜艳开心
无论是何时的你，我都一样喜欢
因为，每一刻都是你

喜欢不能被预测的你
就像人生，没人知道下一刻会是怎样
喜欢带给我惊喜的你
就像情人，永远希望自己的另一伴开心
喜欢永远都灿烂的你
就像历史，尽管甜酸苦辣都是珍贵的回忆

My Parent's Baby :)

2010-02-12T18:19:00.004+08:00

It's the year of Tiger and yes...am officially 21 now. But but...at the end of the day, am still my parent's cute little baby. No matter what i did, how old am i, where i went, how much experienced i've gained and how much i've grew in the past~that doesn't make any difference for my daddy and mummy. Am still their 3 year old baby. :)

Went shopping with mum and dad in ipoh yesterday. When i passed through the mirror, i realized i've grown into a young adult now. Am old enough to have my own life and get married soon...in the future. Yet, mum and dad still call me "baby" at times when am a good gal and that make me don't feel like growing up just to continue and manja them. Ahaha~

Guess what mum bought for me yesterday?

Hehe...yes yes, its a set of baby pillow~One pillow and 2 bolster!!! Hahahha

Exercises

2010-02-12T15:05:00.006+08:00

My first drip of sweat for 2010 was contributed to both HUGE outings~Hahahah...1st, was the unexpected, unbelievable, super exciting+beautiful hill climbing at Broga Hill~!!! Wohooo~who would ever thought that Joanne Mah will go mountain climbing, a sport which requires one to sweat and...its a sport. >_< Haha....i wonder how long will my grandpa's jaw be when he finds out me going for hill climbing~

1st Feb, Monday

Slept at 1am++ and woke up around 3am++ to get ready for my first ever hill climbing! OMG...super excited dao~~

Mission: Watch sunrise
Venue: Broga Hill, Semenyih
Participant: 18-Robin, Jing, David, Been, Joon, ZW, Isaac, Wei En, Iain, Wei Lin, JenJen, Pei Yu, MeiQi, YeQi, YeZi, Sze Wen, KMS and Me
Time: 6am plus-9am
Outfit: Dark colour shirt, long pants, shoes
Equipment: Torchlight, water, face towel, junk food, bag, cap

Checked, done! Reay...get~set~~Go!!! Go Go Go~~~!!!!!

As this is the first time for 18 of us going to this place, we got lost twice and spent alomst an hour before managed to search for the right track to go up the hill. Gosh...i never knew the sky can be so terribly dark around 6am. Its really scary when your visual accessibility is so limited and you just had to follow the person in front of you, whom don't really know where is he going to. But at the same time, it was fun to do something like that. "Heading to some place where you yourself need to explore it" One word to say, Gan Jeong er ah~!!!

From this activity, i discovered some of the "good guys" who usually doesn't look like one. Haha~well, have to say a big thankyou to Jing,-who always kept an eye of us (kms and me always kena left behind) and kept asking "Joanne Mah, you okay or not?", Lin Lin-who actually knows how to take care of others especially when you'r close with him, Iain-who did not abandon me while i was walking all alone behind and ZW-who helped and took care of me while going down the slope. You guys were sweet. :)

Can you see the egg yolk Mr. Sunshine? :)

Jan 3

2010-02-09T16:19:00.002+08:00

31st, Sunday

As usual, coming out from my brother's condo and took my driving license from the guard. Then i turned to the road, wanting to keep my license. But my pretty driving license just gone!!!! Don't know where and am sure its inside the car. I seek high and low, front and back, in and out, left and right, deep and shallow....except terbalikan the car only, and i just can't find the license!!! Waliao...stress dao~~can you imagine my feeling? I can 100% assure you that i DID take the license from Mr. Guard and put it inside my car! But then...WHERE IS IT??!!! I asked lots and lots of people to help me search for it for don't know how many thousand times already...but still, we searched nothing. T_T

So...great, i'll have to redo my driving license and pay RM20+Rm13 for the photo. Pity me purse la...already broke, now have to pay for something which is not supposed to do! I did go to the guard house and searched for it okay, and i too did ask the guard for help (SOS~~!!!!) But it ended the same conclusion also...apa pun tak ada. Aiyo...i tell you, if the license is found while dad is cleaning the car, then am GG! Cause i don't dare to say a word when the license is gone!!! Who dares wo.....

So there goes my January with all the ups and downs~What an interesting way to kick start my new year for 2010. Hmm...of cause, am hoping for more this year which allows me to grow and experience more. ^^

Jan 2

2010-02-08T19:28:00.007+08:00

19th, Tuesday

Today, i saw the total unfailing love from my team members. KMS, Robin, Wei En, Wei Lin, Iain, Jing, David and Foong Peng...Hundred to thousand thanks to each and everyone of you for looking after me when am down with problems. Seriously, i never knew there's so much love around me. I thought i was alone that time and only God is there with me. Thank God He knows me well. He knows that i can't face certain circumstances alone and He knows when do i need a helping hand.

Ecclesiastes, this is the book where He tells me what to do from now and the future. It's really not that easy to go through circumcision with your own strength, its much more easy to go through everything with God's help. And there's only one condition, you just need to Ask and Knock the door yourself~Amen!

The last week for January was kinda wild and exciting for me. Hahah~it was a shopping and shopping day for me! WOhoooo~

26th, Tuesday
Shopping shopping shopping with Ms. Lai Chern Lin at Pyramid!! I planned NOT to buy anything for myself as i was officially broke. The main aim for me to go Pyramid, is to accompany lil zhen only. But who knows, it ended i bought an orange dress from Kitschen and a red ribbon belt from Forever 21. >_< Joined Chi Joon for 2nd shopping session at 1u late afternoon. Boy oh boy...when two shopping kaki meet each other, it was a disaster! Haha...i tell you, while they were busy shopping...it was as if the whole world stopped and priceless to them. The way they shop and haunt for stuff...from belt, jeans, shirt, jacket, coat, bag...etc etc etc....the only thing i can say is "ganas-nya". But it was a fun shopping session with them seriously~

As Tiger Wohoo was hot on screen at that moment, we decided to watch it just to not go home~Haha...well, while waiting for the movie, of cause...the shopping episode continues~And guess what, we ended up late for the movie and had to run from one wing to another wing for the cinema. It was so OMG.....everyone thought we were running for our lives~Hahaha

28th, Thursday
Picnic picnic~!!!! Wohooooo~~at last we managed to ON a gathering+farewell gathering for both Jason and Sue May. Well, as usual....Mafias are on the move. Pei Hwa, Suet Ling, KMS, Sue May, Jason, Chern Lin and me went to KLCC for our beautiful picnic session. It was indeed a fun and sweating day~Hahahah...Jason, Sue May, Chern Lin and me started our journey from college to Kelana Jaya, and off we go to KLCC by LRT. And yes...we were super de late because of me, and we put the blame on the poor LRT and Lil Zhen (sorry...)

But well, that was not a big issue~Nah...cause we had 3 geng geng camerasss with us! Hahah...the high tech DSLR, the cute lil red lomo and the instant polariod camera. Well, thanks to Jason, Chern Lin and Pei Hwa for that, which allowed us to pose, pose and pose during the whole picnic session! Hehe...of cause, aside from food and posings...we had a great heart to heart session as well.

After all the food and sweat, went for Tooth Fairy to chill awhile. The movie was nice and funny, but the funniest part of the session was not the movie, but our Mr. Dennis Ong. Poor guy la him...came all the way from Sunway to join us for movie, but then he ended up watching nothing as there was no phone network inside the cinema. Everyone got a message from Digi and Maxis saying "You have XX missed call" from Dennis's number. Hahahah~kesian kesian

Jan 1

2010-02-08T16:28:00.006+08:00

January was really a superb month for me and my fellow CYC gang~Haha...well, we went through high and low together where we had lots of fun yum cha sessionss, moviess, outingss and mealss as well!! Wohooo~~ah well...of cause $$$ was flowing like the water in Jordan River, fast and never look back. But it was indeed an exciting month. Went back to Sunway on 8th and there goes my roller-coaster journey. ^^

10th, Sunday
A pre birthday celebration with Chris from JonC and the never quite super 38 gangs at Serdang gasoline. That was my first time with the 38 gang and it was indeed a memorable one. You just cant find another one who is more 38 than Seakny and Sze Min. I tell you...their energy level is...SUPERB. If they claim they'r no.2, who else dare to be the champion~Lols...but it was a fun night with them. Thanks to Wilson's DSLR as we really took more than 100 photoss that night~Hahaha...who can break our record? :p

Chris the 12th

11th, Monday
Another pre birthday celebration from my beloved brother and his gf. Went for Tenji in Pyramid and seriously, i ate like a pig cause it's absolutely free for me! Hahahaha~Really appreciate him for planning this lunch with me. Well, my brother is not a fan for photo and the only pic with him is in his camera. Hmm...dear Robin leader, i can see God is working in his life. :) Went for shopping with my bro after the super duper bloated meal~Oh ya, how can i not mention that it feels superb when you'r the priority in someone's eyes whom you cared so much! Hehe...i was the spotlight that day in my brother's life. ^^

13th, Wednesday
The big day for ME and me only~Hahahha...yeah, its my bday!!! Thanks to everyone who put their sweat, tears and blood to make the celebration a surprise and fun! Hahah...although i've already know the venue (thanks to someone~lols) but yet, didn't expect that much from all of you! Its my first time having a pool bday party eh~so nice and fun when people are being thrown into the pool but NOT me! Hahaha...luckily i was the smart one to wear white that night. :p

The most memorable part is the RM50 bday cake which failed to serve its purpose! Haha..thanks to David la, hit my face so super hard on the cake and smashed it completely to the floor. Now i know how soft a cake is~Lols. Look Out Point was great too with the chilling wind and night scene. But to bad, the only food for me the whole night was 100 plus and 100 plus only. >_< Food poisoning was really....so not fun especially its 1 day before your bday.

Suet jie jie, i know you put alot of brain jus in it. Robin, i know you'r the planner behind this. Wei Lin, i know you'll never disappoint me on the clippy. Jing, have i told ya that you've improved alot talking in front of a machine? En, i know you'll always there looking after my health. Iain, i still feel your warmth although you always act like 3 years old. Been, do you know that you'r always the cute happy nut in our team no matter what happens? David, i always like the way you say Joanne Mah super de loud~Victor, the sweet Victor Heng...i won't forget our secret operation! Chris, the human reminder in my ministry and shopping kaki. JonC, the ever 38 leader who deceived everyone around him. Joon, the forever chi joon gor in every circumstances. Foong Peng, i know how hard you tried to pakat with them. Wilson, did i tell you that you'r good in acting innocent? Yi Ping, you'r always my sweet 38 tong xue for a heart to heart session. Ye Qi, yes yes...now i get a new name called "13th" from you. Pui San, joanne lui...pui san lui...you'r always in my first memory in CYC. Yen Hong, am really glad to have you back in the team. Abby, please save your 38-ness for yourself...i can't always take the heat. ZW, you are the only boomer~

Xeow Yen jie & Heng Jing gor, my spiritual parents in CYC. Thankyou for giving me a chance to serve Him with this team side by side. The love and care you shed for us will always in my heart. :)

与神对话

2010-01-23T12:25:00.004+08:00

神啊，
这条路真的不容易走。
我知道你一直与我同在，
可是我还需要些时间去适应一切的新环境。

神啊，
请你容许我撒娇多两天，
两天后我答应自己要从你保护的翅膀下走出来。

神啊，
你和我都知道我的弱点。
如果不会讲骗话要变成优点的话，
那还有什么意义？

神啊，
求你赐我几天的良好睡眠。
我真得很想消掉这个黑眼圈，
失眠的夜晚请帮我拿走。

神啊，
求你牵着我的手去行走你的道路。
我的前途，我的心，我的一切都交给你，
求你来掌管一切。

神啊，
原来153的负担是那么不容易扛。

21st Birthday

2010-01-20T12:22:00.008+08:00

Delay update for my birthday celebration here. I know its a week late...lols, but still the love from my friends never ever fade away! I really had a wonderful blast for my 21st this year and it really touches my heart seeing each and everyone of them planning secretly for the celebration just to give me a surprise~^^ Thanks alot guys, i'll never forget that very night.

Here's a video clip where each and everyone of them sit down, brainstorm, take time and showed their love to me and me only! ^^ Err...seems like i can't load the clippy here, will try to load it to FB or Youtube yea!

Well of cause, how would i ever forget the love from Heartnesters as well~Hahah...Little Zhen, up to now i still can't figure out how the birthday card landed in front of my doorstep!! But never mind, you know i love surprises~:p And oh, am loving the keychain much much much!!! Fe Fe er, i know i know....am a sleeping pig when you called to wish me~Hahahha, thanks alot okay!!!! It really makes me misses your super loud soprano laughter la....My birthday would never complete without your loud laughter okay! Hehe...Hui Hui er~your love message has been recorded deep down in my heart okay. And i know each and every word comes out from your Rainbow sis's heart~Lols....well, thanks alot Heartnesterssss!!! Love love love you guys!! Mwahhh

I can't think of any other better way to thank each and everyone of you except keeping you guys in my daily prayer. :)

God, i really appreciate You for putting each and everyone of them in my live and putting me in this very team. I pray that You'll bless them in everything they do in this 2010 and use each and everyone of them mightily in Your Kingdom. Lord, please hold their hands in passing through every obstacle and make them into a stronger army to fight for You. Bless their family, working life, studies, ministry and relationship so that nothing would ever be a hard moving stone that will hold them back from serving you, Lord. In Jesus name i ask and pray, Amen.

May the Lord shine your path regardless of you are a believer or not. ^^

N.E.W

2010-01-07T14:34:00.003+08:00

Wow...马家四小姐要长大了！！！哈哈哈~
今年有好多东西要做，要学，要放弃，要努力的！！

我懂我懂。。。人家说21岁了就是有自己的钥匙，长大了，可以自己做决定了~
可是对于马家四小姐而言呢，其实。。。我自己也不知道对家人来说何时才是真正长大了。

不过这样也好啦，自少我背后有个永远的靠山~哈哈
不过这样也不好啦，因为我永远学不会独立。。。。

无论如何啦，今年真的有好多事情要做！
第一：要改掉我粗鲁的讲话方式，因为爸爸投诉了！
第二：要学会独立，靠自己，变得更强，因为有人说我“整天靠男人”
第三：要更坚强，不要动不动就哭，要会认更多的路！
第四：要学吉他，因为。。。就是有感动要学啦！

Erm...还有很多很多很多啊~~！！！写也写不完，想也想不到，说也说不清啊！

总之，我是带着满满的冲劲要过2010的啦~！！！

马嘉颖，加油加油吧！！！

目标

2010-01-04T18:44:00.004+08:00

曾经以为自己长大了，翅膀长硬了，经验累计了，知识增多了
可是原来我还是以前的我
组长们说得对
马嘉颖，你是时候要独立了

新的一年了，我的愿望就是
我要彻彻底底的长大！不要再依靠别人了！！

神啊，唯有你可以帮到我
求你赐给我更大的力量，聪明的智慧，
还有那颗永远把你摆第一的心。

今年的目标
尊主为大！！！

Starter of 2010

2010-01-02T16:17:00.004+08:00

First day of New Year will determine how the rest of your days~Hahaha..this is my own concept. So...to make the whole year a better one, i've decided to just EAT and have fun on this very day~!!! And so my beloved dad decided to fulfill my dream and took us to Penang for dinner~!! ^^
The famous Chicken Gordon Blu

Mum's all time favorite, Fried Oyster Egg

Can you see those giant oysters?

*Slurps*

And oh...am searching and thinking of new poses for 2010! Hahah...i know its lame, but but...since everyone is complaining about my old poses, so i guess its better for me to search and invent some new pose right?

Seriously...i like my older pose~Hahahha

Tracing the footsteps

2009-12-31T12:52:00.009+08:00

Its the last day for 2009~Wow...and all of us grew older now. Everyone is thinking about their life back throughout the year and so do i. To my surprised, i've grew alot this year! Wow~~hahah...i've never expected so much. Really thank God for abundant blessingssss this year. So yea, am gona do my flash back for 2009.

College
What more about college life when every student is bound with assignments and dead lines~Yup, college life was not a mild one with classes, books, harvard referencing, journalism, lecturers...Typical college life. Yet, there are some interesting agendas~Hahah...since the opening of MyCafe opposite Kurnia building, it has become one of our hot spot to either chill out, discuss assig or skip classes~Ahaha...and we always wanted the top part of the cafe cause we'll have more private space to make noises and the air-conditioner is cooler up there. ^^

Oooh...who will ever forget the photo session for Taylor's~Wohooo...thanks to our dear Jason Chong who recommended this good and fun job for me. Yea...its my first time posing in front of so many students like no body business and taken by a professional photographer. But but...too bad those photos were not published and i guess they will continue be a part of the past tenses...aihz~We were so hyper when we were called to take those photos, but now...it ended up, kosong.

Heartnest
Wow...where should i begin~It was really not easay for the 6 of us, Xiao Hui, Fe Fe, Kent, Ah Yang, Lil Zhen and myself to come together, search for one suitable unit and stay under one roof. From 6 people night chatting session for almost 2 weeks to heart to heart talk for the 3 gals till super late midnight to lots and lots of outings and celebrationssss, that was and will be my most exciting out-from-home stay.

Every night, lilttle zhen, xiao hui and me will talk and talk and talk untill 3-4am. When its time for class, those around us will know that 3 of us are roomates cause we shared the same panda eyes! FeFe is the sand king+starbuck kaki at home, i tell you...who on earth will bring and leave behind so much sand wherever he goes, work and rush for mountains of assigs? None other than Felix Chung!! Kent ah...the muscle chef+Dota kaki. Don't you ever let his muscular out look deceive you, he's actually a big baby at times~Lols...Ah Yang, the architecture+emo+chou hua ren. He's also the guardian for A-13-07 as he is the one at home all the time rushing for assigs and models~

Hmm...miss miss miss those moments with the heartnest-erssss~

Church
From the creation of the name "Church Women", indeed...i am one who enjoys serving God and having lots of fun at the same time. Seriously, i've grown alot serving Him throughout the year. From ordinary member to working member, from no team to multimedia team and from passenger to driver. People come and go, lots of things have changed since i started to commit in church on March. Wow...i've seen people changed and i've grown more mature spiritually and mentally. Thank God i found my kaki here where i have no worries bout what to eat and where to go when am alone. :) Yea...it feels horrible when you are all alone and wanting for company.

Well, church life is like a rollercoaster for me. I've cried alot this year...for souls, for the country's revival and for broken relationships. And yup...i've cried alot too when am lost in no where all alone, wandering who to call for help. Hahaha...guess i'm still that little girl at times~But seriously, getting lost is NOT a joke! Sri Petaling, i BAN this place!!! Cause i lost twice in the same area...swt. And recently, got lost again in KL and that was seriously scary. But luckily, i was not alone but with Iain who doesn't know anywhere in KL. >_<

Family

Hmm...am still the little princess who reports everything to the king and queen back in royal town. Well, now i've been promoted to be the listener to both the king and queen as well as my beloved brother.Gosh...i know every thing, i know what is going through their mind, i know their secrets, i know their sorrows, i know their joy and i know their needs.

Gosh....7 more hours to a brand new year!!! What is my hope and wish? Hmm...seriously i have lots and lots of wishes and hopessss~But anyway, am sure it will be another year of excitement and fun where i will be saying "I've grown alot" at the end of 2010!! Hahahah~ God Bless everyone and Happy New Year~!!! ^^ Mwahhhhhh

VENT

2009-12-07T15:48:00.006+08:00

Great...now my lappie kena virus again and need to format it. Gosh...really super hate it when things are not going well, especially during holidays. What is next now? This was suppose to be in

Chinese, but lucky me, the language bar dissapear JUST LIKE THAT!!! Okay fine....i do admit that am not computer literate, but come one....where is the stupid language bar??!!!!

So now, dad is angry. Great....

Where is the ears i need, the hug i yearn for and the comfort words i wish now? And the conclusion is...no where. Little Zhen, stop working...i need to have lots of midnight talks with you to soothe myself. KMS, stop busy with your stuff...i wana Miiii you till the end of 2009. Aihz.....

Yes, i know am acting like a 3 year-old. Yes, i'm PMS-ing. Yes, i do get angry easily too!

I angry when you IGNORE me everytime

I angry when your volume is louder than mine

I angry when i am soft hearted

I angry when i know you were lying but still forgive you each and everytime you did it

I angry when you think its funny when its NOT

I angry when everything seems to go well and you turn away just like that

I angry when there's no food and ice-cream

I angry when the weather is too hot

I angry when i had to act like nothing when i was not happy

I angry when you were the reasonss for me being so angry

To someone-please dont continue treating me so good, you know i cant repay you with anything. The better you treat me, the guiltier i will be. Tried to hint ya and i really hope you understands it. Working under one roof for the same boss, it'll be so weird if something fishy going between us right?

Its not easy to carry the Cross, but God i am willing. I do believe that You will take good care of everything when we were You whole heartedly. My wish for 2009-CYC54 gona spilt to 3 CGss! Amen!

Lord, i need Your strength to go through everything. Help me to put aside anything that is pulling me backward. Make me to be a stronger army!!!

*okay...i've finished all my venting now.

The Season of Colours

2009-12-03T14:56:00.002+08:00

Was browsing through pictures of babies and i found this cute little santa baby

Hmm...this is my wish for this year's Christmas....Innocent and Happy~Would you kind enough to help me with it?

Oooowh Tooo

2009-12-03T14:32:00.003+08:00

Oxygen is everywhere surrounding us

Giving life and breath to every living thing on earth

Its the source of life, energy and happiness

You can stop breathing

You can hide from it

You can even control how much you need it

But you can never say NO to Oxygen
Its either you live with it

Or you die without it

Guess people dont have a choice here, aren't they?

The more you resist, the more you hunger for it

The more confidence you have, the weaker you will be

You can control your physical movement
Yet you can never control your brain

Give me back my innocent life

The Ever 2 years old Phang Lih Yeh

2009-11-23T17:54:00.003+08:00

We started on a casual conversation, and it ends up sampat-ly...this is the ever 2 years old Phang Lih Yeh!!!

!Lih Yeh[loves GOD] serve God with HUMBLE heart 2009.. says: see u whether care of ur cg members or not la??

Joanne says: waliao i memang care de leh come on i care for everyone hahahah but not u la

!Lih Yeh[loves GOD] serve God with HUMBLE heart 2009.. says: ya la ya la

Joanne says: too bad bluek

!Lih Yeh[loves GOD] serve God with HUMBLE heart 2009.. says: i know cuz i care u more than u care me u r panda everyone in this world also protecting panda WWF

Joanne says: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA sei yeh!!!! now no more panda edy hor i sleep early at home de leh

!Lih Yeh[loves GOD] serve God with HUMBLE heart 2009.. says: ya mer no worries la ur eyes still charming i love panda cuz of the eyes

Joanne says: hahahahahha diam la u sei ye u tot so easy got panda eyes meh

!Lih Yeh[loves GOD] serve God with HUMBLE heart 2009.. says: hhahaha now i so easily got panda eyes since know u

Joanne says: hahahha WEI dun put the blame on me ar you sendiri got the panda gene oni

!Lih Yeh[loves GOD] serve God with HUMBLE heart 2009.. says: hahaha... dont wanna talk to u ady panda gonna study today

Joanne says: you 2 years old la...sendiri OI me

!Lih Yeh[loves GOD] serve God with HUMBLE heart 2009.. says: ok lo, i'm monkey hahha gtg now ciao buai buai

5岁的我

2009-11-23T13:14:00.004+08:00

如果同时有两个哥哥给我糖糖，

叫我跟他走，我会选择谁？

五岁时的我，在遇到这种情况之下其实是做了怎样的选择呢？一直说“等我长大些再做选择”，可是有些事情就是那么令人讨厌，咄咄逼人。

当你想吃糖果时，哥哥就拿到你面前来。当你说哥哥不再给你糖果时，糖果就在你面前。

没得选很烦，有得选更烦。五岁的我是如何做选择的？

Train of Thoughts

2009-11-21T14:36:00.003+08:00

Yeehar~~Am finaly back to Royal Town after leaving this comfy place for 2 months. Frankly speaking, i had some difficulties coping with the slow and peaceful life here. Lol..sounds stupid right? This is where i grew up and yet i have problems coping with the life here after leaving this place for 2 months....i wonder how would it be if i left this place for a year~

Well, its just my 2nd day at home and i had had lots of thoughts~Arhhh...come on, young people!

Was reaching Cosway around 7pm on Thursday and mum was waiting for me downstair already. Looking at her, my first thought was "I am so gona hug and kiss her!" :) Well, this time i managed to do so~Yea...after failing for like...duno how many times throughout the year! Apparently, mum was surprised~!!! Haha~Oh...i really miss that moment when i hug her~She's always the greates mum in the universe! ^^

Then, was on the way to Taiping church for a Revival Meeting on that night. Dad was fetching another church member, which is an uncle of 62. Gosh....then only i realised that huge differences between dad and uncle Frankie. Dad is only 4 years younger than him but...but but dad looks super young man!!! Gosh....and i really thanked God that He has been taking care of my family and everyone's health when i realised uncle Frankie suffered from stroke. Only 4 years of age difference and dad looks like a son to uncle Frankie with no major health problem and still keeping the "young people stamina"~

And this morning, went to Taiping again to send grandparents and aunty to KL. So funny right...i came back for them, but they'r going there for fun!!! >_< Grandpa and grandma was so shocked and happy when they saw me farewell-ing them at the station! Hahahha....have i told ya that i have cute grandparents? Am just so happy to see their cute face again la seriously~I miss their cold jokes, especially grandma. She just likes to find ways to tease and tease me, from her cooking to dressing....you name it, she got it!

Was watching mum doing her marketing today and that SCARED me!!! Gosh....how on earth can mothers be so super geng?!!! I mean...knowing what to buy for every family members, what sos and ingredient.....who, what, where, when and how! OMG...i seriously fail this man! Then i told dad "how am i going to get marry in the future? I dont know how to cook eh~" And it ended up dad forcing me to learn cooking.....T_T But then as mass commers (trained to think, turn and talk fast), i said "No dad, i will marry a chef or a cook! Dont worry, i wont starve your grandchild~And if he doesnt know how to cook, i will not consider him" Hahaha...and dad just looked and me and smile! Guess in his heart, he said "I manja-ed her alot and this is what happen now....sigh"

Oh boy....am starting to act like an old lady back in hometown here!!! Keep thinking and thinking~!!!!

Complicated

2009-11-08T00:58:00.005+08:00

Wilson：“谁不想拍拖啊？”
我：“我咯”

其实，人的生活真的真的很累。。。每天每天为了不知什么的在奔波，到最后剩给自己的时间就只有那仅仅的一两个小时。谁还有时间去交什么男朋友，谁还有时间去做些不属于自己的事情啊！功课都忙到透不过气来，还要安排时间让自己休息，还要找时间给自己娱乐一下。。。说真的，还蛮佩服那些couple.

今天的我很不开心。很多很多事情要做，很多很多责任要扛，很多很多任务要完成！我肩膀扛不起这一座大山。每一次心情超不好时，我会想不到要向水哭诉。因为不想自己低落的心情，影响到其他的人。而且.....是比较不想在别人面前哭啦！

本来我以为，跟天父哭诉了一切一切。。。可以讲的，不可以讲的，都告诉了后心情会好很多。可是，我是人不是神。At the end of the day, 我还是需要一个人在我身边安慰我，哄我，逗我笑~很讽刺对不对！就像一个胖小孩dying to eat sweets, 可是却因为害怕得糖尿病而被逼放弃。
其实每一次伤心时都会有冲动要向很多很多人哭诉（kms, little zhen, mic...)，到最后当然是没有啦！因为我知道每个人都有自己的烦恼，他们烦自己的事情就已经够了。

If i have the opportunity to choose, i will tell you that i want to get married and be a wife that sits at home only.

“历史”

2009-09-26T17:17:00.002+08:00

我只是要一家人

坐下来

开开心心的

吃一顿饭

有那么难吗

或许一切就只能像这张照片那样，回味而已。

"Rainbow"

2009-09-20T16:22:00.003+08:00

Am just a simple girl that will be happy if there is food for me!!! If you guys happend to read the previous post, yes...am kinda emo while writing it, but not now yea! Thankz to my dear roomy Chin Hoi that ajak me for Nando's delivery! She's just so sweet, always there cheering me up! ^^ And Little Zhen, if you were here....i bet the house will be more lively!!

When carnivores group together, this is what they order for meal. :)

Oh boy~~Am truely happy now! See...when you are so dead bored at home doing nothing while others are having fun out there, dont be discourage!! Just go ahead and do something you like and you will smile once more! ^^

A meal will always brighthen me up!! Hahahahha

Resting Day

2009-09-20T14:10:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya everyone~!!!!!

Nazihah is having her pot of rendang on her left, ayam masak merah on her right and ketupat in the middle. Hahahah....i want rendang la this year, too long never had a real celebration for Raya already. Hmm....i guess my next bday wish will be "Having a truely Raya celebration with lots of rendang and ketupat."

Almost everyone is OUT to the mall or with friends to have some fun eh! I actually had one too...Melacca. But too bad called off already. And then i thought of going to PD, but too bad this idea came too late.

The weather today is so so nice man i tell you, it will be great to go for some outdoor activity! Can i can i? But its just too late to plan anything la now~So i guess, it will be a full resting day for me! After all the late night sleep, chivas and all....

简单

2009-09-16T22:21:00.003+08:00

很喜欢这首歌，王力宏-星期六的深夜。

告诉你，如果我未来老公这样想我求婚，我一定马上嫁给他！

我懂我懂，我很容易受感动。简单不好吗难道？就这样嫁给一个爱我的人，就这样嫁给一个愿意为我花心思的人，就这样嫁给一个只要看我笑的人，就这样嫁给一个可以满足我喜怒哀乐的人。

本来王力宏是弹着简单的音符伴奏这首歌的，当然已经够lum了。可是当我找到这版本时，觉得还蛮特别的。因为用吉他弹奏出来，有着一种不一样的感觉。琴声往往给我那种高贵，浪漫的feel~而吉他就有那种亲切感，邻家小孩的感觉。。。很亲近。

注意下这首歌的歌词，很感动的~Hmmm...lum si 我了！！

Awwhhhh

2009-09-14T01:19:00.002+08:00

I am super de HUNGRY now!!!!! Hmmm...yes i know, i had a bowl of Chilli Pan Mee and Tau Foo Fa with Soya. But but...that was 7pm and now is 1.20am. Mummy....i want food, homecook food!!

Well, that's not my point for writing this post. Lol~Okay, back to serious business.

How can i NOT mention the goodness of God in my life~and how can i NOT be touched by what my dear leaders and CG member did to me just now!

After our CG meeting, i was craving so hard for chee cheong fun since duno how many ages ago. And since after our meeting kms and jing gor gor have the mood to go for it, so we decided to go for CCF. But then...who knows the CCF aunty didn't open her stall today!!!!! Arhhhhhhh.....kek sei me la~!!! Why la always like that? Then i thought its time to go back to the same old nest of mine, eating the same old food which i do not know which to choose everytime i look at the menu. But then....there is always a rainbow behind the clouds yea!!!

Jing said that i will be so kelian to eat outside food alone while the three of them (kms, jing and pei xian) will be having homecook food!!! So sad eh...then Jing suggest that they can actually teman me for dinner but also outdie food. Hahahha...OMG, i was so happy already eh!!! At least no need to eat the food in my place there for one day. Then i was given the opportunity to choose what i want to eat and there we go~~~WOhoooo....Chilli Pan Mee!!!

A huge thankyou for Jing, Suet and Xian for temaning me eating outside food ya! I know they were rushing back home after waiting for me to makan as their family members are waiting for them and some is rushing for assig. Really love you guys from the bottom of my heart la! Amen!!

Relationship

2009-08-22T01:01:00.005+08:00

I realised that Relationship, regardless of friends, family, love and even with our dear God is so amazing! It is a connection of us with someone else that is un-explainable and we as human beings somehow just cling on and depend on relationshipsss to live. I don't see this as a bad thing as no one can live alone on this planet and even the simplest or smallest or loneliness-est creature on earth will have a tiny little relationship with one of those mentioned above.

Well, back to the topic...i was kinda touched just now in the Tertiary Party at church. It was a hard day for me before the party as i was rushing here and there, getting lost and scolding people so badly in my heart. So yea...am bringing my bad clouds to th party, so unethical right. But then somehing brighten me up at the middle of the party.

Nicole: Hello, what is your name?

Me: I know you are Nicole, i am Joane.

Nic: Ooooowhhhhh~!!!! So YOU are Joanne. (eyes open super de wide) So how is your sickness?Feeling better now?

OMG...!!! She remembered a girl name Joanne, was sick for one week!!! And this was our first official self introduction plus orientation okay~Can you imagine how TOUCHED i was?!!! I mean...someone who don't know you remembered that you were sick!!! Where can you find this kind of relationship outside this cold world? I mean...the world is like "Who cares about you when i don't know who you are? You sick, your problem la!" And the most touching part was...i myself already don't remember i was sick last last week!!!

Awwhhh....She is such a nice girl isn't she? I can sense God's love from her that moment. Its just so warm~~~

And after the party, i was talking to my high school mate. Well for some of you who knows this pass story, i had a huge fight with this friend of mine. And urm....after we met during A4J in CYC, our conversation was like abit too fake for two friends that had huge fight during high school and never ever talked to each other again. Or maybe am being too sensitive about this, or maybe he has put aside all our dendam and stuff in high school. I never know i had a tiny little place in his heart all this while eh~

Thomas: When i first came to CYC, it was so different and happening here. I like this place and i always got the answer and solution whenever i faced any problem.

Me: Ooowh...really? Good la then.

Thomas: After attending CYC few times, i wanted to INVITE you to this special place. Cause i know you are a Christian and this is really a good place for you. But who knows....you were here earlier than me. Hahahaha...

OMG again...!!!! Do you get the point there? Thomas thought of me when he feels comfortable and happy in CYC!! OMG~~~!!!! What can i say man? I was super touched to the max when he told me that and i repeatedly confirmed with him the fact that, he thought of me!!!! I feel so bad lo....was having the wrong perception on him all these years.

Okay...maybe i over reacted or my examples are kinda weak in expressing how touched can someone be to be remembered in someone's heart, but seriously you should try it out someday.

Lots to say in too little time

2009-08-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

Going to the clinic in half and hour more and i am so darn nervous. For the very first time, i don't feel like dying. Yes i know, i shouldn't scare...but i just cant control myself.

Yea...pray for me if you see this post of mine. Hope that i'll recover soon and get my ass back to life as soon as possible and....i just don't wana die so fast.

In a sudden, i feel like having lots of heart to heart talk to lots of people. But i know i don't have the time and money to do so. Erm....don't worry okay, you guys will always be in my heart, especially my dear Heartnest gang!

Gota go now, chiao~

Smile :)

2009-08-02T01:25:00.005+08:00

A smile represents everything and anything. It is often a symbol representing happiness to those who received it. "Smile and you will feel happy"

But today...i realized that a smile can actually represents something opposite. Give an example...when you did something wrong or a mistake, people will give you a friendly smile. Get me?

This is David's smile. It's so friendly yea..? And yes, this smile is really a friendly one. And....its my fault for taking it as a negative one and i just don't know why. Am glad that i asked David personally after that and i found out that, yea...its a welcome smile from him.

A smile can represent many symbols to me. Like a coin that has its both side, just depending which side you want to see it.

The Father's Love

2009-07-29T16:18:00.004+08:00

John 3:16 (King James Version)
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

This famous bible verse is well-known to every Christian around the world. In this verse, it shows the endless love of God, our heavenly Father to us. He never forget about us and will always listen to each and every prayer of our's.

Well, i know this since young as i grew up in a Christian family but it was just purely a bible verse that i remembered deep down in my heart. Whenever there is any difficulties in life, we human tends to grumble alot and doubt that "why God is not there to help us?" But through this one month holiday of mine, i can sense the presence of God so strongly that i began to look back and laugh at my own foolishness those days.

God has been very very good to my family and i all these years. When i look back, i feel happy for my past although we had to struggle with financial problems at times. But hey, like the Funeral TVC by Yasmin Ahmad said "a little imperfection that make one perfect". Every coin has its both side and we should never look at one side of our life only right?

Since i started going to church every Friday, Saturday and Sunday, trasnportation has became an issue for me. If some of you might know me, am kinda degil at times and that makes me sort of hard at heart. Imagine have to ask/call/beg someone to send you to church and back home everyweek for three days, and i will have to repeat this action 6 times. Aihz....so mafan right and i am like so beh paiseh, asyik ask ppl to fetch me. So i pray that i will have my own car just to send me to church and also to help out in fetching those who have transport problems.

And last Friday, my aunt sold her car to dad with a really low price because she knows that i am using it in the kingdom of God. Amen yea~!!! Its a white wira and i named it Wira Lui. ^^ Well, so am now officailly have a car (but not under my name) just to get me to church! But Wira Lui is not driving me back this week as my dad put her into the workshop to make sure everything is fine, to change the old and don't know what that will cause any danger to me.

Its a Wira and some of you out there will look down on it cause its not any high class car. But its already very good okay, at least i don't have to walk/crawl to anywhere i wana go anymore. And oooh...don't forget that its a blessing from both my heavenly Father and earthly father okay. My dad could just ignore me and buy a brand new car for himself to speed and show off here in hometown okay~But he didn't, he use up some of his money to buy this wira lui for me to drive to church. If not for God's love that touch my dad's heart, i will never have this car.

I've grown up

2009-07-16T18:01:00.003+08:00

Things have changed dramatically as time passed by so fast. When i'm taking a little rest, time doesn't just stop and rest with me. Instead, it keep on moving, ticking every second and minute quietly.

I used to dream and demand to be a grown up girl, going college and hanging around in the city with friends, doing what a grown up girl should do. Ever since i stepped into college life, i didn't remember or pay any attention about this dream that i used to have. Yea...what i did each day since the first day in college has already fulfilled my demand in the past. I've grown up without me myself noticing! Oh boy....its July now and i will be celebrating my 21st birthday in the coming 6 months. Wow....am not that little girl anymore~What a joke it is to always think that i am stil that young girl that carries my pillow and sleep on the counter in my mum's shop.

Have just attended two weddings recently where one was my cousin's and the other is CK, a church member. Can't believe i was wearing dress~~Lol...yeah...dress to the wedding. Hahahha!!! And for CK's wedding, am one of the flower girls! Wow....now am still qualify to be the flower girl....Well, it was a lifetime experience to dress up and be girly where i normally won't include this thing in my daily routine.

And yeah...now am so obsess with taking pictures with others~Hahahha...untill i realised i don't have a solo picture!! So sad....The whole world have their own solo pic to post as their profil picture but i don't have one!!!! So charm leh...cause you know why, my camera is always with some other people which is more obsess in taking ownself picture than me! Ahha...you know who am i referring to. But nevermind, since technology is so canggih kan...i can always create my own solo picture! Hehehe....so this is my creative piece of art.

Yea...i know the colour and size thing not balance and it looks..kinda weird. But hey, you guys know my limitations in creativity right~Hahahha...the very first comment i got from this photo was "i WANT a copy of your cutie pic" and that was the only positive comment. Lol~~Some said am dead, some said its too fake, some said..."Wow...why so many devils". Hahahha...Yes, inilah sel-sel creativity saya!

After finishing this photo, i noticed that i've grown up alot physically and mentally. Wow....i looked nice eh~Lol...seriously, make up do makes a person looks different.

July Love Air~

2009-07-06T21:23:00.004+08:00

July, 2009 is a month of Love for me. Hehe...My cousin brother got married last two weeks and held his wedding dinner and lunch both in Bangsar and Taiping. Ahhh....love is in the air man. I was really happy to see my cousin and his wife being able to be together officially at last. They had lots of blessings from both the family members and church members. All the best for their love life.

I was celup in the love atmostphere super gao gao untill i started to wonder...where is my love? Hahahah....well, life partner is not easy to find. Like what Wei Yi Jie mentioned, God puts the right partner in our lifes, it is ourself who go and see which one is him or her. Well, am always not in a hurry for a partner~But gosh....when you'r celup in the love atmosphere and you'r all alone there, you'll notice that you'r missing something. You know what i mean right?

Well, here is some photos of the day.

The Mah-hhh's Cousins

I was the emcee~Lol

Yum~~Shing~~~!!!!

希。望

2009-07-03T13:32:00.002+08:00

我的肩膀也会有酸痛的一天啊。。。。放过我吧~

我理解你的心情，但我并不要求你明白我的心思。

我要的。。。只是重新闻到彩虹那清新的味道。

Smell of the Rainbow

2009-07-01T17:12:00.002+08:00

Who can ever imagine...the hot sun with super bright sunlight will end up with heavy downpour+super strong wind. It was like a never ending war last night....a war that will only ends when one side is being certified DEAD.

But hey....everything turned out well this morning~!!! Although i can't see any rainbow after the rain, but i can smell it. Everything was so fresh....the grass are greener, trees are stronger, flowers become more beautiful and the air smells good.

Yea...of cause there are stones and dead leaves all over the place. But hey, this is a normal sight after a war right? The freshness of the rainbow after the rain....hmm..i just like it. :)

O.M.G

2009-06-25T22:26:00.003+08:00

As some of you know, my dear cousin brother is getting married on this Saturday at Bangsar.
So...as a not fashionable gal, i've get help from Yi Ping (the fashion one) in helping me to sew 2 dresses for both the wedding dinner in Bangsar and Taiping, next week.

*Ta Da-aa-aaa-aaaa* Yi Ping had finished the dress and i've tried it. My fist reaction when i looked into the mirror was.... O.M.G~~~!!!!! I was speecless...@_@

It was kinda weird looking at myself wearing dress....O.M.G~~Can you imagine that?!!! The dress was so beautiful...and it was on my body!!!! Arhhhhhhh~~~~!!!!! I've not been wearing dress for almost 10 years..yeah, 10 long years,...and now I AM WEARING ONE!!!

Seriously, i don't recognise that girl in the mirror...Where is the Joanne Mah Chia Ying that i was/am living with? Where is that jeans/shorts/pants girl went to?? OMGoodnesss....can't believe that i am wearing a dress to a wedding dinner and that is how i'm going to look like.

The color for the dress is white with purple ribbon and another one is golden brown with belt. Both of them look so feminine.....O.M.G~~i can't construct a sentence now.

Let me go and find myself back first, shall we?

Bored

2009-06-25T15:03:00.003+08:00

I can sense the boredness inside me again now....OMG, it is so darn bored in Ridzuan here. Okay, maybe some of you will say "Come on~Just go to the pyramid" Yeah well...no one will feel entertain when you are walking alone at the shopping mall, spending money like no one's else business and at the day....gal, you'r still alone.

What a good start for my holidays....>_< No one is at home!!! OMG....i really cant believe that i will be dumb for two days!!! Gosh...its super torturing for not talking to anyone from 4pm to 1am!! Can you imagine that? Joanne Mah Chia Ying are NOT talking for 9 hours??!!!! That will breake the "Mah Family Book of Record" and my grandparents will be SHOCKED like all their grandchildren are giving birth on the very same day!!!!

Haihz...FeFe will be going to work at 4pm (coz he has a good heart for not dissapointing his manager and although he did not tell the whole truth), Kent is going out with his smoking kaki again for some guy business, Xiao Zhen Zhen went back to Melacca for her Taiwan C tong xue, Hui Hui went to aunty's house and Ah Yang went for internship long ago~~~

Yes...this is why i am so darn bored at home!! Dun ask me why i am not going back hometown....i WANTED to and i went back last Saturday and came back to this boring+money using place on Monday night!!!

I am speechless....and all i can do now is Farm Town, Taiwan dramasss and blog.

*Talk to me...speak with me...*

Okay lo...i DIAM

Rainbow

2009-06-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

People always says there's always rainbow after the rain. But...where is my rainbow? I know there will be sun....but when will it comes out after the heavy storm n rain?

It shouldn't be an emo post after i've abandoned this bloggie for so darn long....but i just cant help it man. There's so many happy and happening things for me to update, but yet...i've chosen to write bout the emo side of myself. Sorry....will try to update more happy things yea!

M.I.A

2009-05-31T21:18:00.002+08:00

This will be a fast and short lil post.

I will be M.I.A for 2-3 weeks....so will be back to this bloggie around 15 June.

Not that am going for vacation or going back hometown and there is no internet connection. NO!!! Kuala Kangsar kinda IN also okay....got Maybank and KFC!!!
Just that i will be super busy with assignments and church ministry for this coming 2 weeks.

So...see ya guys~!!! For those whom i ignore in the chat box, sorry yea~Will get back to you guys ASAP!!!

Love ya guys, muackssss~!!! ^^

Here you go Sylvia

2009-05-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tagged you is:
Sylvia

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
She's my "leng"

3. Your first impression of him/her is:
Hmm...she's nice

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
She is way more crazier than me

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
Ah Ma~~~

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Impossible

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
Cut short her hair...Lolx

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
We'r one family under God's house

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
devil attack

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
fnish this tag and continue with my assign

11. Your overall impression on him/her is: donno..
Her look hide her crazyness....

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
Kind..?

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
That will be kind as well

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Papa and Mama

15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
God loves you and i love you too~!!! Mwahhhh

坏人

2009-05-26T19:36:00.002+08:00

我是世上最坏的人咧～！！！

心机重死去！！！啊～～～～

扫我一巴掌，让我醒来！！！醒醒吧你~！！！！

猪吗你？！！！！

2009-05-20T18:33:00.002+08:00

现在是怎样啊？自己死就好了，为什么还要拉着全世界的人跟你一起陪葬？

你以为你是谁啊，秦始王吗现在？要整百个人甚至是一万百千三百五十几个人跟你一起受害吗！！

Hennah Hennah....我懂也承认啦！我也是有做坏事的一个小朋友，所以我才会那么的生气。可是这些东西很难讲的啊！！往往会你认为你没有做到，可是却被认为有啊！！！

现在是怎样？你是猪吗！！！！！！！

原来

2009-05-11T14:02:00.002+08:00

再坚强的人，

也会有脆弱的时候。

原来。。。

每个人都需要一个肩膀。

Heartnest Trip

2009-05-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

Monday 4 May, 2009-Midnight
Chern Lin and i were busy packing for our trip. Both of us were cracking our head thinking what to wear, which baju and seluar or skirt to match for which destination. I was busy thinking what to wear with which kasut while Chern Lin was busy changing and trying the cloths. Lolx...please don't kill me! This is typical girl okay~~As HCH went back to Kuala Kangsar already, we still don't want to let her off so easily. Hahahha...so me, Chern Lin and Felix were busy asking and getting her opinion on what to wear!!! Hahahhaha...guess how she reacted?

Both Kent and Yang said us sampat, duno gan cheong for what. According to them, it is just a trip!!! Heng....who knows, both of them were the EARLIST person to wake up the next morning and they were the most HYPER ppl!!!

Tuesday 5 May, 2009
Boarded the bus to Royal Town at 11.30am with 4 other housemates~!!! Wohooo~~this is my very first time going back kampung with a bunch of friends from other state! So happy wei~~!! At 2.30pm, we reached Kuala Kangsar~!!!! Weeheeee~~First destination, Cosway Sotckist Center which is one of my business outlets. Lolx~My parents were so happy to see them!! Hahahha...especially my mum okay~She asyik look at their one-act-one-move, trying to remember each of them and their personality.

After Cosway, HCH came and took them to Yue Lai to menjamu selera! Hahaha~Yue Lai is an old famous Chinese shop which sell Pau and Chicken Chop. That's their famous dish okay~When i was primary school and got the chance to represent my school in story telling, my teacher took me there and makan okay! Hahaha...yeah, so after makan, took them to visit the Masjid Ubudiah (the riot place in KK), the Palace and also one of the muzium which uses no paku to build. Yeah....no paku, dont ask me how, am not architecture student.

For over 20 years living in Kuala Kangsar, this is the very first time i took so so so so much of photos in my own kampung!!!! Hahahahha...and i feel weird~!!! >_<

Wednesday 6 May, 2009
Ipoh mari ipoh ipoh mari~!!! Here we come Ipoh!!! Hahahah...had dim sum for breakfast in one of the famous dim sum outlets. Felix really xiao sui-kan us la, let the whole world knows that we are visitors by taking videos from the door of the shop to where we were seated!! The workers in the shop were like the botak eagles and we were like the mayat, they surround us and prepare to put ANY dim sum on the table without asking whether we want it or not!! But the dim sum is really delicious okay...this one i cannot deny it la~

Then went to visit the Guasss in Ipoh. That was my very first time visiting the guasss okay, i have given my very first time to my fellow housematess!!! Lolx...Its nice and chilling inside the gua i tell you, i will build my vacation house inside the gua if i have the money! Hahaha...Then we went to the famous mysterious Kellie's Castle. Its okay okay la...have to pay RM3 to go in also, apa la ni! And i cant believe there are people who went there and took wedding photoss...>_< The weather was super de hawt and so HCH and i decided to remain outside the castle.

It was a fun and super tired day la~And the most kesian part was...our stomach is always full with food!!! We don't have the time to digest the food we ate before consuming another delicacy~!!! Hahahha...now am having headache on how to minimize my tayar. >_<

Thursday 7 May, 2009
Wohooo~~Another sunny day for our last outing!! Taiping is the destination and of cause everything must start with a good breakfast right? Had a heavy brunch there with Char Kuey Tiao, Mee Rebus, Chee Cheong Fun and Leng Chee Kang~!!! *Slurpsss* We were like dinosaur, eating looks of lots of food and pilling up the platessss.....hahahaha~ Really scare the aunties and uncles in Taiping.

Took lots of lots fo lots of pictures in Lake Garden there!!! Hahahahha...as if we were taking wedding photos~Lolx. The weather is still hawt in Taiping but luckily there were really lots of rain trees along the way~So still can control the volume of our sweat la! Guess what CL and Fi Fi did when we were busy taking pictures? They were busy preparing their new Chinese New Year album!!!! Both of them were recording music video for their new album next year!!! Arhhh~~I tell you....the whole Lake Garden also can hear their loud speaker voice!!! "Gong Xi Gong Xi, wo Lai Chern Lin zhu da jia....." >_<

*Blink your eyes once* Yes...time flies just like that and it is time for them to go back KL!!! Arhhh~~~so fast Kuala Kangsar will be as quiet as usual. Hahahha...

Really treasure this trip with you guys eh~~Cant wait for college to start and gila together again!!! Hahahah...how good it is if college start edy but then no need to rush for assig~

Sayonara~~

2009-05-04T19:09:00.003+08:00

The Princess of Royal Town will be going back home TOMORROW~!!!! Wohoooo~~~~

I am so excited wei~~~I've not been back to my palace for one month!! Can you imagine that?!! Satu BULAN!!! My goodness...i am so not a filial child. (If you've not back home for one month, yes, you are not a filial one as well)

But now, i am preparing to go home~!!!! Yipeeeeee!!!! And the best part is....*Deng Deng Deng* I am not going back alone this time. I am going back with my dear housematessss and they are going to have a 3 days 2 nights Perak trip~!!!! Heheheheh

Well, first of all i want to give credit to Ms.Lai Chern Lin as she is the one who Says Out Louad that she wants to go and see our kampung!! And walah~~~Here we go!!

And secondly, to my housematesss who agreed and make this trip a success. Without them, we will not be having a full 6 housematesss trip!! (Wohoo~~sounds like a speech now)

Last but not least, how can i NOT mention Michael Loh Wei Chong's name!!! Thankz ya Mic for taking me around looking for Petronas. (I just don't understand why i said such words to him, but...it is from my heart okay)

Princess will be back to hometown and i will be back.....not so SOON~~~!!!! Lolx

5 tickets to Kuala Kangsar~Wohoooo!!!!

Am PURE Chinese

2009-05-03T21:21:00.005+08:00

For over 20 years, i've heard people said that i got some BANANA thing in me.

Ah well, in high school that's because my English is 10% slightly better than my friends. And so...i got the Banana name thing.

At home, Ms.Lai call me Banan because i like Western more than Chinese thing. Ya, i abit崇洋，but i did not unlike Chinese thing okay. I still find Chinese poems, Cheng Yu and stuff interesting okay...and i am proud to know Chinese language!

Guess what happend today? Emily Kong from CYC told me the N time that, she still thinks that i am a Banana like Kong Mun Suet. Nevermind...i know its because i stick KMS too much and kena influenced by her. Then the worst part was.....she said my Chinese sounds so BANANA!!! OMGoodness, KMS this is your fault la!!!! For over 20 years, only people said my Chinese is so accurate, never anyone told me this...Super sad lo...:(

I sing Chinese song in karaoke also very accurate de lo my Chinese (according to my housemates and those who sang with me before). Her words are like the thousand of needlessss...poking my heart, so deep. Haihz...she's the first one to tell me so straight forward lo actually. Last year, me friend's boyfriend from China said "I think we better converse in English, i don't understand your Chinese. Very sorry, i really don't understand"......Swt betul.

So now what? Should i take Chinese language intensive course instead?!!! Sorry hor...i know 文言文，成语，诗和词。Sorry to say la...i don't want to be in the same geng with those bananasss, die die also don't want!!!!

Wo Shi Long de Chuan Ren~!!!!!

Dun care!!!

2009-04-29T19:08:00.003+08:00

I want to marry a pianist~!!!! I dun care~~~~~~

Die die also want to marry a pianist.

See~~~He is so darn de GENG!!!! If my future husband propose to me in this way, i will IMMEDIATELY maryy him!!!! Don't care if the whole world anti us, i will still marry him~~!!!!!Lol~^^

B.G.R

2009-04-26T14:14:00.003+08:00

When you don't have it, you frust and envy those couple.
When you have it, you frust and envy those single people.
When you'r too far to have it, you build your own imagination bridge.
When you'r near to get it, you feel like its a piece of cake.

Bo Sou gor said it is a HUGE decision to decide whether to marry or not and with whom to marry with. Well you see, married can be a blessing for your entire life and it can also be a curse that haunt you eternally. That is why Christian always believe that God will provide the right couple for us.

However, we should not misunderstand that He will actually choose the life partner for you. It is His job to place the right person around you, but it is your job to choose the correct partner. I lactually like this statement. Yea...God never decides anything for us. He shows us the correct way and it is up to us to follow or not to. :)

Talking about the 3 myths of love relationship...i guess somehow i ter-kena one of them. Lolx
1) True love can conquer everything.
The 有情喝水饱 doesn't work in reality. Love is not blindness, it is sharing and caring.
If a guy hits you with the chair, should you be thankful that he did not use the iron? If you do, then you'r already in the very first myth.

2) Love at first side is true love.
Many people believes at this, but it is a big NO NO!!! Not to say that love at first side is 100% a wrong thing, but you should always remember that true love needs time to foster. When you get to know that person more, you'll discover lots of hidden identity that you never aspect,
*This is why i never want to know him more personally* :p

3)Perfect partner can fufill all your needs wholly
Whot?!!!! No one is 100% perfect in the whole universe okay!!! Even my Hong gor also has his own dark side. You have to pay a price and earn for it, its a sharing process. Never never think that love is a business. Marketing and management doesn't work this way okay~Don't compete with each other about having a partner...you will die hard hard i tell you.

Wei Yi jie also further explains the 8 types of non-productive love relationship.
1)You care more about your partner, more than he or she does
2) You love your partner's potential
3)You want to help your partner
4) Your partner is your worhip idol
5)You are only attracted to his/her phsical appearance
6)Meet with each other day and night in a short term (sparks will come out if you work with someone on a continuous project) *danger*
7)Choose your partner out of rebellion/revenge/for a purpose
8)Your partner is not single/UNAVAILABLE (then you will be the 3rd person)

Life is never easy, yet love is more complicated and way more hard. Its a roller-coaster. ^^ Think twice before you do anything that will make yourself regret for the rest of your life. Remember...always examine your heart. Never Chong Dong~~!!!!!

Officially down

2009-04-20T18:42:00.003+08:00

Arhhhh~~~~Assignment, assignment, assignment!!!! Memang the month of assignment.

Once i open my eyes, my brain is full of Advertising, Intro to Digital Media, Media Contexts and Principles of Broadcasting. WHat?!!!! This is so cacat lo~~~And when its time to close my eyes, the only thing that came to my mind was....when can i reach the word count?

And now....i am officially down~Down gao gao that type tim!!! No pre-warning signs or what for me, just suddenly come and i am still struggling with it. OMG.....i wana go home.

Still wana act "sat" when i take this super huge medicine given by Hui Hui. Haihz....bila can i say "bye bye" to them? Tell me....

Milk

2009-04-16T22:49:00.003+08:00

A tiny little cup of milk that sooths my assignment night. *Slurp* I feel like home now....like a little girl sitting on the sofa with my pillow zai drinking the milk boiled by Mama~

Can you smell the milky taste of this cup of milk? Its boiled by my lovely housemate, Yang. Its been so long since i last drank pure milk~~Ooh....i missed the taste of it! ^^

I swear am gona ask Mama make a cup of milo for me when i go back next week!!!

Plan FAILED

2009-04-15T16:32:00.003+08:00

Was planning to go home this weekend, desperately miss home. So i plan that, no matter what happens, i die die also wana go back this week. But....apparently, my plan FAILED.

Haihz....how to die die also want to go back if my dad says "Then next week only you follow your brother's car back lo?" Or is it....my heart already don't have the fire to die die do what i've planned?

Where is my "die die" semangat?

又伊莫了

2009-04-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

一个人的感觉很糟糕啊~！！！！！！！曾经何时我还蛮享受一个人的，可是现在。。。竟然伊莫了！

刚才在教会看了他们的话剧，突然超想家的。不知道爸爸妈妈们现在怎么了，过得还好吗，有没有瘦了，没有我在旁边吵个不停都不知他们在讲些什么话题。。。。。我要回家。好羡慕张家俊同学咧，家里会有等待他回家的父母，晚迟了会有催他回家的电话。曾几何时，我也尝试过。

对啊，那时候的我超向往可以像一只自由自在的鸟，脱离父母的怀抱飞出去。可是现在我累了，真的累了。不管年级多大的孩子，最终还是需要回到父母的怀抱吧~因为只有那里才是最温暖的地方。

肚子饿，就要自己想破头要吃什么。打包了楼下的maggie goreng回来，谁人懂比吃一百条辣椒还要糟糕。想要辣死我吗现在？一个人吃的超级无敌辣辣面还真的是很折磨。。。丢掉的话就是浪费食物，吃完的话就是要进医院洗胃。幸好在这浩瀚的世界还有那么体贴的housemate们,一个义务要帮我煮面，另一个就义务要帮我吃掉那包辣面。冷漠的心突然有了温度，谢谢你们。

现在我要睡觉了。下个星期，我死死也要回家！！

Skipping out from assignments

2009-04-07T22:02:00.008+08:00

Sunday, 5th April 2009

Yeah~~~This is the day where we have really lots of fun!!! Was busy taking pictures here and there, teasing the Johnson supervisor and bullying our leader~!!!! Hahahahha....yes, AT LAST we have the chance to do so.

Well, i have to admit that Robin Ooi Choon Keat is really a good leader after all. Ignore the hiao-ness and random-ness that likes to scare we tiba-tiba, he really treats people whole-heartedly. Not to say i want to praise him, its just that sometimes you really don't know how to react when he did something really stupid and so not funny (but he alone laughs like anything in his heart i guess).

Its always not too late for wishing you a Happy Birthday ya zhu zhang~!!! Hehehe....you'r officially 20 years old already, so please act like one okay. :)

Bday boy of the day that refused to change his shirt no matter what happens!!! Kek dao....

Here is all my camwhore pics~~Hahahha...plz bear with me, too long didn't take solo pics with others already. ^^

Hahahha...OMG, i am seeing so many versions of myself here!!!!!!

Okla, here are some of the normal pics of the day.

Dine in this place

Order this duno what green-tea milk recomended by Johnson the supervisor. And it tastes....Yuacksss~~~Not my cup of tea!!!

How often do we see this side of him? Lolx

Part of Heart 6 that rocks for Him forever!!!!

“伊末”篇

2009-04-04T01:38:00.003+08:00

雨不停的下着，从黄昏时分就开始了，一直到最后一两往陌生之城出发的巴士离去。

漫长的夜晚下着“腼腆”的雨，时到离家的游子提着轻便的行旅但却带着沉重的心情出发去。

看着为生活而奔波的双亲站在车门外不舍的样子，心里不禁酸了起来。爸问：“你这一走后的下一次回来是什么时候啊？” 心想，如果我还有一个幼小的兄弟或姐妹就好了，这样就可以陪陪他们啊！

隔离了三个星期后回家的时间竟然就这样结束了，好匆忙。因太匆忙了而忘了给他们一个肯定的拥抱，感觉上自己好像很坏。哎。。。。。

下一次离开这陌生之城在重回温暖的怀抱会是什么时候呢？

Jia You

2009-04-02T16:30:00.005+08:00

Hey you, yes...YOU!!!!

JIA YOU~!!!!!

Ushhhhhhh~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

反省ｘ100

2009-03-31T18:08:00.003+08:00

马嘉颖，你可以跟我反省一百次吗！！！到底要错多少百次才甘愿啊？

我跟你讲，错了的事就是错了！下跪个一百万次也是于事无补的！！做人做到你那么糊涂也就算了，天生的嘛这些。可是难道你就不可以自少醒目一点，添少一点麻烦给别人吗？可以变聪明一点吗，就只为了不要让别人重复他们的话一百次？可以勤力一点吗，明知道这个星期有一堆功课要交然后自己也要赶回家在赶回来，早点开始一切东西可以吗？

我的眼睛去了哪里？帮我找回来诶～看了一堆得字和一堆的书，可是我还是不懂我在看什么。
我的心又去了哪里？帮我从戏院捡回来诶～做了两天的人可是却只被这个空壳，心还在跳的吗。
跪下来！你跟我跪下来！！！假如这招行得通的话，我愿意跪一百次。

x100

很明显，这是一篇非常LOA的post. 可以直接忽略它。

To Mr.V

2009-03-31T17:31:00.004+08:00

Why are you a stalker

For this post, i will be explaining to Mr.V the reason for calling him a stalker. Well, first of all let me tell you what does "stalker" means! Hahah...According to Wikipedia, a stalker is someone who engages in stalking. Well, ito be more precise it is someone who prowls or sneaks about; usually with unlawful intentions. Hmmm...there you go the geng geng definition for the word.

First of all, why do i call you a stalker? Erm...yup, it is because you STALK me la!!! Its so simple and easy. I don't know who are you and i don't think you know who am i either, but you came and read my blog. Hahahha...this act of yours can be consider as the act of a person with unlawful intentions.

Secondly, you are the one who told or ter-told me that you came and read my blog. So...obviously, is you who give the green card and impression for people to think you as one. Hahhaa...OMG, i don't really know what am i writting here.

Ok. I guess am done for my extra assig...am i? Or do i need to include one picture of yours to strengthen my point? Do let me know ya!! ^^

无题

2009-03-30T17:54:00.002+08:00

我要妈妈~~~！！！好想念爸爸和妈妈咧。。。这么久没回家才知道原来我是个温室里的小花。
压力很大很大很大很大很大啊~~~！！！！！我可以向谁说呢？一个人活着的世界原来是那么恐怖的。

爸爸吗？还是妈妈呢。。？哎。。。算了吧，讲了他们就会担心个一百次！还不如不讲咧~

今天上的课我竟然是班上里面的傻瓜，什么东西都听不懂，都不会。突然之间在想，我是不是选错学校了。我只有153cm, 肩上扛不了这么重的负担，我想轻轻松松活下去。

心啊心，你到底何时才会回来我身边？

我要活在没有压力的世界！！

Extreme Me

2009-03-28T01:31:00.007+08:00

2009 is a really exciting year for me till now. Everything is so extreme...from the fun type to the stress thing, and from save side to the dangerous situation. Now is March and i've already gone through all these extreme things~!!! Wonder how would it be for the following 7 months....

Had lots of fun with lots of different people. With my housemates, with church friends, with new friend and all i could say is a word....Wohoooooo~~~!!!!! Hahahahha

Housemates:

Church friends:

Extreme stress is all about the assignments~~!!!! Arhhhh...how i wish i can enter a essay writing competition in Chinese and i must be in narrative form~~Then i'll not be so stress!!! Hmmm...having two assignments due-ing next week and the following is don't know apa assig or whether i have anything due or not. Se-te-ress.......

For yesterday, i finished assignment at 4pm (this is for you MS) Hahahhaha~Then no class for yesterday and i just stayed at home! Yea~~~super save energy, money and no need to think what attire have to put on! So nice...if only i can stay at home everyday and become a Zai Nv.

Well, i've been thorugh the most dangerous incident in my life. I guess....that's the most shock incident that has happend to me. Erm...but after all the testimonies i heard from them, i am not that emo anymore. I think am happy that i'm still alive and can continue to shine for God! Yeah~~~~

See...life is full of ups and downs!!! So no matter what happends to us, it is always good to mark it down and include with pictures. When i'm old in the future, i can save all the energy telling my cucu-cicitsss what i've been through all these years~~ I can just tell them this blogspot link, and let them read themselves!!! Hahahahha~~pandai kan?

Nola...sampat. What i mean is, if something happend to us or it is our time for the calling, then we will have some memories left behind for those who love us right.

Hmmm...this is my perception la.

ONE Step

2009-03-22T00:53:00.003+08:00

How am i gona start this post now? Not in a mood to blog but i just don't want to miss anything that happends to me. Well, in short...i just saved from dying. Yes, i am serious here. This is not my usual lame joke or what...i almost died just now.

It happend at 11.46pm, infront of the Ridzuan guard house.
I was walking towards the guard house when one guy coming from behind me and we ter-wanted to walk the same path. So...common sense, both of us stopped and wait for anyone of us to walk first. Cause i am a girl and i think he should be gentleman, so i made the step first.

When i'm about to move, *Piliang~!!!!* A glass bottle dropped from high above the sky and landed, crashed infront of me! I was stunned, shocked, stonned and looked to the guy beside me. Seriously i don't know what to do, all i can feel is i am so darn close to death. The first thing that came into my mind was "Whose tail did i stepped on untill he/she wanted to revenge by killing me"

That was really close. If i were to take ONE more step, then its a forever goodbye to all my freinds and family. All i could say know is Thank God!!! He really did saved me!! Imagine what would happend if the guy did not blocked my way and i keep on walking? I will be crashed till death on my head.

Well, i am fine now other than my legs are still numb because of the super hard "surprise". Thankz Mun Suet, Robin Zai, Yi Ping, Chern Lin and Hui Hui for your concern ya! I really appreciate that.

Solo

2009-03-21T00:48:00.002+08:00

Are you lonesome tonight? Do you want me to accompany you~?

Haihz....so sad. My roomates and Felix Zai went back to kampung, home sweet home already. And me...still here, in this Ridzuan room with Geng Dengs! No one is going to chat with me when the lights are off later....i think my mouth will eventually or somehow become smelly when i wake up tomorrow morning.

And please, Hon Chin Hoi, Lai Chern Lin, Felix Chung Tian Liang, DO not ever Hao Lian hor~!!!! Can go back home don't make me emo alone here....now my stomach is full of seafood i ate at Telok Gong, a varities of sea creatures are swimming in my tummy ocean! Heng~~~

Solo ma solo la....i will Lok to every single bed and penyetkan the tilam i tell you!!! Muahhahaha

(X)Three-leg-cat kungfu

2009-03-20T00:20:00.005+08:00

This sem is really tough for me. OMG....can sense the stress-ness already now! Its only the 3rd week, why i am streesing already? Cant seems to tune back to assignment mod....am always lost in the class. Lost for lecture, lost for tutorail....What a joke for me.

I know i have to be much more tougher than before. Not any three-leg-cat kungfu can finish up any work...Need more preparation than before~Hmm....cant afford to drop any subject cause economy don't allowed me to do so.

Have to fight with stress and assignments! Come on~~~Show me wha you got!!! *Grrr*

Mr.Assig, you will be the one whom i throw from the sibeh tall building. I will crash you into pieces. Just tunggu dan lihat......

Its HERE~!!!!

2009-03-17T15:52:00.002+08:00

My house A-Lak internet!!!! At last~~~~!!!!! Wohooooo

Can you imagine how life was when there was no internet line and we will have to talk for hours-days-weeks-ages~~!!!!!! Am kinda impressed by ourself as we never seems to run out of topic for this past 2 weeks++. Hahahaha~we can talk from college to high shool, and from there to primary school and we end up in kindergarden as well! Hahha...super cacat i tell you~What a nice bonding session weeksssss!

This morning when i am bathing, Chern Lin shouted to me and told me that we have line at last~!!! So...it equal to END of bonding session! Everyone in the house will stuck their head to the pc screen and dumb for the coming months. Assignments are coming like Tsumami, how can i ever move my mouth anymore?!!!!

Thank God for the line. I can start to do some research and need not to squat in ppl's place anymore. Rebut-ing things is never my strength~~

Love Nest

2009-03-13T13:46:00.004+08:00

That absent chair is Felix Zai

Aloha~~Welcome to my new house!!! Hehehe...actually i prefer to name it as our Love Nest~Cause home is always fuul of love isn't it?

See how Wen Xin we are~~Guess what time was it when we took this picture? It was 2am i guess!!! Hahahah....super sampat right? But it was really FUN!!!! Hehehhe...cause all of us share the same eye bags and dark eye circle when we go to class. Hahahahahha

As our house tak-lak internet, we will chat and chat and chat untill 2-3am, untill our eyes feel like burning, untill we'r out of topic (did we ever?), untill one of us ter-sleep....hahahahah.

As all of us are the *straight and silky* type of ppl, we never keep our bu shuang-ness for too long. We always terus Say Our Loud every bu shuang-ness and we will change ASAP to suit everyone's mood. Hehe...so after staying together for 2 weeks, we haven't have any fights yet~~And am happy for that!

Well, its nice to stay together with a bunch of good friends when you'r outside away from your family. However, Jason Chong Jia Jun, please don't always angan-angan want to pindah out from your home!!! Its not that beautiful as you seen okay~~~

Appreciate what you have now guys! And oh, i love my fellow housemates~~~Muacksss!!!

Updates

2009-03-13T00:15:00.004+08:00

Truly frust for not been able to online at my own house but have to squat at ppl's house just to online and stay connected to the world. And the most stupid part is....i pay for the internet!!!!

Ok, on Wednesday, 11 March, we got a postcard with lots of lovesssss from our dear princess! Wohooo~~~super gan dong i tell you!!! Can't believe that our princess make a fuss to send postcards to us!!! Thankz ya gal~Muack.

Oh my....am super lazy to update. Can you imagine how i feel, being a squatter in ppl's house but paying for the internet? Ok, come back to what i want to blog about.

THis evening i went for jogging with Yang. OMG...really feel like dying for the very first time in my life! I guess those living aorund Ridzuan know that there is a park aorund here yea? Yes, there is where i did my very first exercise in PJ.

Ok well, i do admitt that there was ages ago when i last did my badminton in KK. But that was not the main reason for being about to pengsan in the lift! The main reason was...i did not have my proper lunch/high tea/any food before i went jogging. OMG~!!!! WHere on earth there is a people like me? After coming back, my lips and face turn white and i cant really walk straight.

Luckily no one have the idea of taking my cacat picture when i look that stupid. One of my dear housemates said that, i look like i've being rogol by someone with that pucat face! Hahahah...super sampat right!!! I was so super sibeh energetic and took picture before i went jogging and went i came back, it was totally 180 degrees different. Hahaha

Ok, now i know how serious it is to not take anything before having exercises. DOn't you guys ever try that ok, its much more worst than kena attacked by asthma.

Ring Ring

2009-03-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

The phone is ringing at 22.06 hour. I look at the screen and its written Eva(Aus).

My first respond was "OMG!!!! Eva call me from Adelaide~!!!!" Arhhhhhh~~~~~!!!!!!! Can you imagine that? She PURPOSELY called just to say thankyou!!! We chatted for 2 mins 19 seconds for the first phone call and the line terputus. Duh...heart broken liao. But she called for the second time and we chat for 3 mins 35 seconds~!!!! WOhoooo~~~

Oh boy, for the first time i can't even get to control my emotion and ter-split a bit of "water" when i heard her voice. Cuba imagine, for so long-almost one month she left to Aus, we didn't really chat properly through msn or email. And now, God give me the chance to hear her sweet voice and hear her laughing!!! I tell you guys, her semangat-ness never seems to decrease althoguh she is so far away from us.

Gosh....am in a happy jolly mood~~~WOhoooooo!!!!!!

New

2009-03-02T15:49:00.002+08:00

Everything is so new now! New house, new environment, new lecturer, new class, new subject, new friends, new....apa pun new la!!!

My new house is comfortable for the moment. Its super clean because of Chern Lin and Kent and its super romantic as our room has the orange romantic light. Hahhaha~!!! But sad lo my new house, TAK LAK internet eh~~!!!! OMG...imagine what how life would be without internet...Now i now, am super depending on the internet to pass my time!

I miss home. Super miss home.....Here in big city, everything have to DIY, no private transport and don't know the place also have to DIY. In my Royal TOwn, i am Ms.Boss ok!!!!! Waliao....can you imagine how huge is the difference? Hmm...super tired.

Chi-Kak

2009-02-24T21:55:00.003+08:00

Does the title sounds like what it meant to be? Hahaha...who cares~~

So...this is the new me. The 2009 Joanne Mah Chia Ying.

Yes, i've cut my hair just now!! But i would like to emphasized that, i DID NOT asked for this length ok!!!! This is the new hairstylist's decision after i've MENTIONTED that i want to maintain the length of my hair.

OMG....this is so short lah~~Its just shoulder length and its the length when i just started my college last year. Imagine...one year punya length kena Chi-Kak just in 5-10 mins!!! Of coz i am super sad and shocked when i looked at the mirror. I just complained that its super hot saja, but i did not said I WANT TO CUT SHORT~~~~~

Haihz.....porridge already become rice. It is super not hot for me now...since its so short already. Once my dad saw me, he terus said this new hair style suits me! Dad said this hair style makes me looks younger and fresher while my mum said this is better than the previous one. For me, i think i am starting to like it. :)

So...what do you guys think? Comment~comment~~

Nervous-ism

2009-02-23T17:15:00.002+08:00

“紧张大仙”就是我的名字。

从小无论什么gai比赛，我都可以比平常人紧张个一百次！
说演讲，我从小学开始就参加了，可是到了中学高三我都可以紧张到尿屎都出。
说唱歌，不用说了。。。打死我都不会上台唱给任何人听。这件事只有小学的我才会这样做！
说弹琴，是最近的事情。所以我可以紧张上一千倍～～

昨天的service是我负责钢琴。要知道我们的教会从今年开始，有两个国民服务营的trainees来参与我们。所以。。。。加起来的人数时还蛮可观的～也就是说有很多人！！！
怕死我了，怕死我了真的是～～想想看，万一我弹错的话怎么办？万一走音的话怎么办？？万一跟不到节奏怎么办？？？万一跟不到worship leader的话怎么办？？？！！！！

整个早上坐也坐不好，吃也吃不下啊！天啊～～我的紧张大仙又回来啦！！！不过幸好到了service的时候，有两个trainees看我笨手笨脚又紧张到半死的，就过来帮忙我。一个呢就打鼓，还有一个就弹吉他。有了他们两个大大声的乐器，就可以盖过我的琴声了！Yes~~~

不过呢我妈就说我真的有够笨的！！　辛辛苦苦的练了差不多一个星期却什么琴声也听不到，和没有弹有什么分别？T_T

Betul-betul Breakfast

2009-02-23T15:54:00.005+08:00

Friday, 20 February 2009

Breakfast was always an alien thing for me and i will always skip as possible as i can to NOT wake up so early! But then.....my mum jealous because i told her that i had dim sum breakfast with Alden they all in PJ. So, i have to teman her for breakfast before college starts! OMG...sounds so sampat right?

So...this day has come. We've decided to have breakfast in Taiping-a 15 minutes drive from KK, and also to do some pasar thing. OMG...that was so crazy i tell you. Woke up at 6.30am and brush my teeth in a blur state and stuff myself into the driver seat! Hahah...i hvnt try driving in a blur condition, and so...i drove to Taiping!

After my mum finish part of her pasar thing, we went for this breakfast! *Deng Deng Deng Deng* Guess what we have for breakfast? A purposely trip to Taiping must be something super special and unique right! Yes...its somehow special in a way, for Taiping Ah Pek/Uncle and Ah Sum/Aunty. THis is what we have for our super early breakfast.

Yes, its a super healthy Bee Hoon Soup with chicken floss. I know this is so funny....purposely travel to Taiping for this Qing Tong as if Kuala Kangsar doesn't has it! But the taste is quite nice ok, try it when u come to my kampung.

Extra Meat Ball and Big Wantan for the Qing Tong Bee Hoon. Can you see the Zhu Yok Yuan is so big? Hahah...i am so happy that its big! If it is small, then i will sure terbalik the coffee shop!

So...to PROVE that it is really breakfast, i took a picture.

See!!! Its 7.57 am okay~~!!! OMG...i am eating at this early hour!!!

And after breakfast, went to the wet pasar with my mum. OMG....i tell you, Mother's love is really superb man. See!!!!

Indian mum:"Hmm...wat more to buy for my Muthu?"

Chinese mum:"Give me 1kg of Sardin fish, my Ming Zai likes to eat."

Market lady:"Lai ah~~~RM16 for one whole chicken!!"

As for me, i end up having a pair of Panda Eyes and lying on my bed at 10am with 3 Meat Balls, 1 Huge Wantan and 1 bowl of QIng Tong Mee.

"Scary" leader

2009-02-22T21:35:00.003+08:00

I believe in our life, we will somehow meet someone scary or weird or geli in a way. And yeah....now, i've met with one!! This guy is a male, ya...as you can see his a GUY. I knew him since last year in CYC and all this while...i see him as a normal person. But since yesterday, i've changed my conception towards him. Because.....

He PURPOSELY called me at 12.09am/00.09 to tell me that......a friend of mine went to church!!! OMG~~~!!!! Can you imagine that??!!!! He purposely called me~!!! Walao eh......Please imagine what is my or your reaction when you get the phone call~!!!

Oh ya, btw....this "Mr. Nice Guy" is a famous person in church and also in my blog. You can see his huge picture in one of the entry post.

Food=Fat=Me

2009-02-19T18:28:00.004+08:00

Holidays are going to end in about one week time and what have i done for this holiday....

No...i've done nothing but eat and eat and eat!!

Yes....i will be eating no matter what happens~I will eat when am happy, will eat more when am sad, will take sweet food when am stress or not happy, will also be eating when am hungry. And now, i've turned into a big fat pig rather than a water basket. My initial plan on November was to get slimmer when college start, but now its the opposite! @_@ OMG.....

I tell you...its really a food paradise in my place here. There are really a lot of food for me to eat before going back to college as i really missed them last year! Yes, PJ food really cant satisfied me and its very expensive as well. That's why i miss kampung food ALOT~~

Don't look down at my kampung food ok~I know this special delicacy cant be found in any other place!

Tadaaa~~~~Introducing the chilling yummy-licious Mix Fruit Ice Kacang!! Its only RM4 for this big bowl of filling food~!!!! ^^

We have Mango, Watermelon, Nangka, Pear

Red Dragon Fruit, Lychee and...Icy-Jiling~~

So...if anyone of you have chance to come to Perak, i will treat you this okay!!! ^^

缘

2009-02-11T17:55:00.003+08:00

如果两个人是有缘无分，那就像这普通的鞋子.....让你遇见,却永远没有你的尺码。

Kampung-ku

2009-02-06T13:43:00.003+08:00

I am proud of my kampung! Haha...because my kampung is not an ordinary kampung, it is very happening here now~~!!!

Yes, for those of you who did followed the recent political change in Perak, you'll know what is happening here. The swearing in ceremony will start at 3.30pm and now, from highway all the way to the palace is FULL of policemen!!! Every department is on duty and getting ready to take over any circumstances.
-Helicopter and flight attendances can be seen.
-Media vehicles like RTM are moving towards the palace.
-Pak Cik-ss and Mak Cik-ss are parking their cars along the bride and making their way up, about 3km, to the palace.
-Later you will see my kampung in the tv. Hahah....i know its lame.

Cars are moving slowly in the town area...but why my shop is so quiet now? Where has all the customers gone...?!! @_@

Whatever it is, Kuala Kangsar-Royal Town of Perak, i am proud of you!!

4.30am

2009-02-06T13:19:00.002+08:00

Both hand hold tightly to the bloster on the chest.
Thinking of getting some warmth from the bloster.
Every breath pumps up a little more oxygen to the heart and yet the air inhaled and passed through irritated the throat.
Flame are coming out more and more, the throat is so dry and yet can't stop breathing to keep alive.

Now everyone is awake. Dad is looking and mum asking to put on the blanket.
"Told ya not to eat oranges just now!"
"I switch-off the air-cond okay?"
Elek energy to bother them.....

"Come, take your medicine."
Waliao~~this is worst than before! When someone is half awake, don't ever let them touch the medicine. I've learned the mistake. You will end up having super kao medicine all the way down to the throat.

Breath in...breath out...Breath in...breath out. Heart beat is going super fast and i can't help it. It is 4.30am. Deng...i slept at 2am and now ter-wake up! Now i am having my panda eyes...

I've think super clearly and made a decision.
I shall marry a super healthy husband and let not my children suffer like how i did. Can't deny that my children will somehow inherit this bad gene from me. But if my husband is "clear", i guess the possibility will be minimized.

Doubts

2009-02-04T18:49:00.002+08:00

CNY is going to have its end. Am sure most of you out there are having lots..no, tons of fun! Yea well, i had fun as well for the first few days. Things went on quite well and spent most of the time with my family and relatives. Cousin brother is oging to get married on June and am super duper hyper excited about it! Hahaha...don't ask me why, its just simply because he's the first same generation relatives who get married. I guess i'll have some job to do on his wedding day....Hmm, still figuring whether his confirm or not. Hehehe

Haihz....家家有本难念的经。Why is that so hard to live peacefully in a group of people? And that group of people is your own family members. You know, at first i thought that being the youngest in the family is a very luckly thing as you won't be able to know a lot of things because everyone is thinking that "You are still YOUNG and doesn't understand!" But my family is different. Being the youngest, i know lots of things, everyone's secrets, everyone's hardship, the beh song things and the list goes on and on and on~~~
My life is like a balloon, waiting to burst someday when i can't afford one more word.

I won't be going to kl now. Sorry Eva, sorry H6. I know i've promised to do so, but now i've changed my mind. One thing is what had happend on Monday, the quarrelling, the tears and what not....another thing is am officially sick now. Haihz....maklumlah Perak is super hot on day time and it never rains~My asthma is coming back more frequent than before. Stress?
Have to jaga the shop, keep myself heathly and smooth everything here first. But don't worry Eva, i will not forget you okay.

One more thing, i can't make a decision for myself now. Aihz...my hair~Should i straighten my hair? Haha...as you guys know, i inherit some cruly gene from my dad. But then my hair is not thick enough to do rebonding, scare that it will reveal my skull than to look nice. But if trim only, then i'll have to do it every two months.....Haih, still thinking what's best for my hair.

分身术

2009-01-30T15:39:00.003+08:00

Reunion gatherings are everywhere in this festive season. Family gatherings, high school gatheirngs and so much more....How to seperate yourself into so many gatherings?

Hiahz....i missed all the high school gatherings this year. I chose to be with family, to not be like my brother who put friends in first place, to accompany the long lost contact relatives. And what i get in return now is what i hate-being neglected and forget by my friends.

They tend to choose not to invite me rather than taking lemon from me. Is it wrong to put family first? Not that i don't treasure the moments with you guys, just that family is always the first for me. We've spent 6 years together and you know my attitude well.

End up words of rubbish coming out from your mouth and fooling action from you guys. Truly disappointed to you guys.

What goes aorund comes around. Is it because i gave too much lemon to you people and now its my turn?

牛牛 Ox-y

2009-01-24T13:58:00.004+08:00

Yeah~~Chinese New Year is just around the corner!!!

Mr.Cow is here to wish all of us Happy Chinese New Year~Gong Xi Gong Xi!!! ^^

Have you done your shopping? Hehe~For me, i will never say "I'm done" course shopping is never enough for everyone!! Lolx

So..like usual i will be going back to my grandparent's house in Taiping and will spend about 3-4 days there. CNY is always calm and quiet for me as i will only be spending times with my grandparents at home. Hehe...sounds like a filial child right~

Well. i've been helping up my school to perform lion dance for the past 5 years and its time to have some really chill and quiet CNY. Yeah...i mean lion dance, the dong qiang stuff~Don't look down at girls okay, we'r always the "cow" for the team! Yea....course we do most of the things like hitting the drum and the Qiang Qiang thg, pulling the "drum car" with our muscles, tearing and pao packets and leading the lion. And the most fun part is the lorry journey~ Hahaha...imagine about 11++ ppl sititng on the lorry and making crazy noise! Of course, all of us do enjoy the breeze blowing towards us and at the same time, hiding ourself from the hot sun.

Do anyone ever noticed that the weather will turn super hot every CNY time? That's why i am super tan compare to my bro....because i am always under the hot sun for 5 days, 5 years. But anyway, i am officially free from the lion dance thing after graduate and i am clever and selfish enough not to go back to my school nad help up!

Hahah...so that's how i spend my CNY~WHat bout you guys?